((: breathe me .

BYE~

2007-11-26T15:22:00.000+08:00

I'VE MOVED.

http://itsreallynoneofyourbusiness.blogspot.com

This is Love.

2007-11-25T04:23:00.000+08:00

Maybe things happened too fast.
2 years of relationship with him ended so quickly and I remember knowing him when I was merely 15 years old.
Got together with him when I was 16 and ended everything after my birthday and I think I was so mean to hurt him so much and he was so nice to me and made me even more guilty for what I did.
But afterall, it's called LOVE. Flames became dust, lovers became friends and slowly friends became strangers.
Complete strangers.
No more attachment to each other.
Except the $250.
Gee.
I'm getting crazy over this matter.
I'VE FORGOTTEN HIM.

After a break, finally got over this and found someone who might be better.
At least being responsible for whatever he does.
Let's just take things slowly baby.
I don't wanna rush. I don't want.
We might just end very soon or some time later or we won't even end.
We are going to UK for studies when we graduate with jie and kor.
We promised each other to study real hard, and graduate from ITE.
You told me the same thing as what the previous "he" told me. :
I will be the one to ditch you.
Hopefully we will be happy ever after.
Good luck to me, good luck to us.

Afterall, this is love.

<3

Love, Rybena.

Endnote: Can anyone spare a thought for me? I'm in pain and you guys wanna force me to do things just because you idiots wanna get the marks and the same species of you guys didn' even put in any effort and get the marks. C'on man. I'm ill. Spare a thought for MEEEEEEEE!

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2007-11-24T08:27:00.000+08:00

I don't feel good. I don't feel great. I don't feel happy. I'm feeling so unwell, upset, impaired and I'm in pain. =(
Not sure what's wrong with me though. The pain keeps on coming and going. It's driving me crazy and I'm not sure if I'm well to work tonight or not BUT I've gotta go as I'm going to get my pay tonight. I'm so broke and Vince's going overseas.

Geee.

Work was ok last night just that Audrey helped me with my makeup! I love black eyeshadows and smoky eyes. Weee! And I just realised my eyes are huge. HAHA. Anyway there was this group of people which consisted of 11 paxes came into Millions and I was the one who gave them their table. Expecting them to drink liqour or something. This lady asked me if we have ginger ale or not. -___- The man asked me if there's ice water. The rest, they drank beer.

-____________-

Wasted our table and lost our business for at least 3 hours and Vince wasn't that happy about it. Everybody wasn't happy about it. They made big fat noises, loud laughters. Later in the night Vince asked me to challenge 5 10 with Wilson cause' Suying gave up. And I got myself fucking drunk. -__- Baby came so late. Brought me back home and puked on the way back and in the toilet bowl.

Remembered him cleaning up my face, sponging me, took out my lenses for me. So nice of him. And assured me that he will return after sending back the car. Lucky I was fucking asleep. If not I gotta wait till 6 plus this morning, only to see him fucking drunk also. Like, DUH.

Saw him anyhow anyhow to the living room and laid on the couch. -_- He's gonna blame me for not giving him space on the bed again. If he dares lar.

Hahahahhahahaa.

Nothing much to write about. Just that it's time for me to see the doc again for the pain. Cause' it's affecting me, my work, my studies, my mood and my body. I'm getting dizzy. Time to sleep again.

Love, Rybena.

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2007-11-23T12:38:00.000+08:00

What have I been doing for the past few days? Somehow I don't remember. I only know I'm hurting again and the crazy doc wanted to gimme 1 week mc. -__- Sure gonna get debarred from exams if I really used that magical paper.

Went to work and got some nags. Anyway it's not because I'm his gf and my performance dropped. I'm still myself. And she herself didn't even stand outside to get customers in, and her status is the same as me. Why does she get more privileges than us? There's no need for me to use his name and thinking that you will not do anything to me. I come to work, I earn my bucks, I do whatever I need to do.

Been quite an unhappy night, and wasn't that focus at work. Boat quay was so quiet last night and we had to close at 2am. =( Not my fault now alright? It's not as if I couldn't get the people in. But it was really quiet what. Duh.

I don't get why parents get so worked up when their own child is ill and couldn't go to school. Oh, so it's my fault for having the pain and my fault for getting myself medicine AND my fault for not going to school which is all the way at SIMEI?!

If it's not because of you, I won't even be studying in nursing now. If it's not because of you, I am not the school's dog and being bullied in school for wearing such fucked up uniform. Maybe I was stupid and not choosing other courses. Dang. Some stupid modules like CDP, TPS which are so irrelevant to nursing and we are paying the school fees for that. That's so idiotic. And we don't do sales when we work in hospitals right? Nincompoop school.

Anyway, enough of the whining. New song, and some pics. Bye.

There's this girl whom I saw in Cafe1 and her legs were so opened and I took a snapshot of it. HAHA.

That's me. =)

Love, Rybena.

211107

2007-11-21T14:25:00.000+08:00

I haven't been online to post my pictures but I will be going back to do my project because of some fucked up group members who claimed that they had already passed me and Reb the simplest job of looking for newspaper articles. I personally don't find it simple and I also don't think there's any need to put up news articles in the project cause' it's not compulsary.

I can't really do my part because of my school and work. So what? You mean we can't work and YOU can? Don't ever call me a racist when you yourself make use of us. SHE didn't do anything in the project and just by saying that she isn't interested means you guys can let her have her marks and let her go just like this?

You wanna be a professionist, who doesn't?

Baby's coming to my place tonight and I don't think I will have the time for him. Because of some people. Shit you.

Saw this cute guy while walking to the pc lab and he was tremendously, vulgarly, fuckingly CUTE. Wanted to get his number. But they saw us running away from them. Geeee. Was so embarrassed. We only have 1 week in school and I wanna see him more and I'm drooling for him. He saw us peeking at him from upstairs and I felt so nice.

;)

One more good reason why I love school. ;P

I hate school because of some people. I love school because of the handsomes and hunks. I hate school because I hate to stay in class and make my arse melt because of the heat. I hate school because of the black chocolates in the class. (milk chocs are not bad actually. They are nice afterall. BUT absolutely not the black ones.)

I love school because it's ending soon and hols are coming and I can work full time during hols! And I felt so goooooooddd!

Right. Enough said. Felicia sucks.

Love, Rybena.

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2007-11-19T10:04:00.000+08:00

Was called back for work last Friday. Was so tired already cause' I didn't expect to work that night and promised baby for an outing. So, no choice, baby had to pop down at Millions to look for me that night. Packed many many things too cause' I was going to stay over at baby's place for the night!

Work sucked totally. Jessica and Vince got vulgarly drunk and me and Jeremy were the only one working. Don't wanna mention Ping and Yvonne lar. Both of them were like Siamese Twins and didn't really do what they were supposed to do and I am already used to it. =)

Walked up and down, refilling ice and mixers, taking orders, and only got to catch my breath in the counter with my final tapioca cake and I felt so satisfied. Carried on with the vigorous work and didn't realise time passed so fucking fast! Baby came with Vincent and I was damn happy to see him!

Sat at Zhiwei's table, and slacked for awhile and Jeremy sat in front of me. Told him that I was so shagged out( he nods), but when the moment I saw baby I felt so refreshed. =D Baby was so fucking cute lar. Wore my specs throughout the night. Cute!

Finally finished work, drunkard big Vince talked alot and kept us till 5am just because he wanna play pool with baby's Vincent. Played played played, drink drank but no drunk. We watched movie from the system and finally it was time to go home! Reached baby's room, and dozed off immeidately even though I asked him to buy bee hoon for me. Geee. =( Sorry dear.

Woke up feeling fresh and went to the living room for my cold bee hoon and watched MTV. Baby told me he hadn't sleep for 1 hour yet. -___- Because, I SLEPT THE WHOLE BED. He told me Tiffany was laughing at me when I was asleep and was waiting for me to give baby his space. Tiff was damn cute lar. =D

Finished my bee hoon, had my smoke, felt sleepy and went to bed. Baby gotten his stupid space and too bad I couldn't sleep back. Stoned on the bed with him and listened to his snores. Dozed off for a moment and Jiansheng called baby's phone. -___- Fetching us in an hour's time and we were still in bed.

Shook baby up but slept back myself. Jiansheng came upstairs and knocked the door, and I was showering. Baby was stoning and talking to him.

Cuteness.

Wore my new dress and Tiff and Uncle were in the living room. Got my morning stick and wished Uncle happy birthday. =D Off we go and Candy was kinda pissed off waiting for us. Sorry babe.

Went to Bugis and had steamboat! Shiokness. Ate till damn full and I hate their waitresses. Knowing that we were 5 persons, she gave us a 4 seater and blamed us for blocking the way. Never mind about this. She told us to move our plates away from the next table cause' there're two customers wanna sit there.

Besides that pathetic table, no other tables meh? China people are brain dead people. Not flexible in their thinking. Stupid asses. Don't think I will be going there again even though the food was good.

Went to Parco to get my eyelashes and glamour tapes.

Jiansheng drove me to work and baby left me for Bedok. Work was boring cause' I couldn't drink. Work work work. Baby, Vincent, Jiansheng, Derrick and another unknown guy came and baby left for like 1 hour plus cause' he went to Lighthouse to meet a girl who asked him to go there to find her.

=(

Dickhead.

He came back and was drunk. Stupid Lighthouse girl. =((

Vincent drove me back cause' I was pissed off at baby.

Reached home and baby called me and found him quite boring on the phone and slept immediately we hung up. Woke up at 4 plus the next late afternoon and realised it was a Sunday and my longggggggggg weekends had just ended and wasn't feeling really happy and was planning to stay at home. Zhiwei called and asked me to wake up and prepare to go out as they were on their way to my place already.

So, I rushed my stuffs and waited waited waited and waited. 6 plus, they were not here. 7 plus, they reached finally. Drove to Cine and met baby, Jiansheng and Vincent there. Finally got my tastebuds in contact with Martel and felt so good. Baoyi was there! So we crazed together. Baby told me something that reminded me of the other night.

There was this lady and a guy, they came in and asked for Cordon Bleu. I thought they were just playing cause' they were with baby that gang de ma. So I asked if they wanted really Cordon Bleu or just Martel? So they replied me CB, then I went to ask Jere and Jere went to ask Vince. Because.... BECAUSE... We only have 1 bottle Cordon Bleu for the time being only! Cb and that lady went to tell baby that there's this waitress in Millions who doesn't know the difference between Cordon Bleu and Martel. CCB lor. I know lor. Just that we only have 1 bottle CB and nobody has opened CB from us before.

Anyway you stepped into our pub, you can choose not to enter a stupid waitress' territory what. We always welcome people. But to you, I'm not sure though. I don't care whether you are baby's friend, or you expect me to treat you nice just to give baby his pride, very very very truly sincerely SORRY that I won't. Was so pissed at this matter last night and didn't talk to baby much cause' he kept apologising for her and asking me not to be angry with her.

Nb.

Got anything just come back and open that stupid bottle and talk to me lar. Baby said she didn't know I am his gf and she just say say nia. NIA. Kan ninia eh. I don't care you know or not but saying that a waitress working in a bar who doesn't know the difference between CB and Martell is ABSURD.

Went back and sleep sleep sleep at 5 plus and felt so fucking refreshed cause' I was so excited for school! I miss school and my friends! =D I'm back!!

Pictures will be uploaded the next time I log in. Time for break! =D

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2007-11-16T05:48:00.000+08:00

Woke up by my mum at 9 plus in the morning just because baby wants me to take my medicine at 9. -______- And I was so pissed off and told my mum off. =( Couldn't sleep back and baby called at 10 plus to remind me to take my medicine.

RARRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!

Pissed off for the whole morning, laid on my bed and don't wanna sleep anymore, walked out of my room and grabbed my bread with Nutella and swallowed my pills. Disgusted. Mapled for my bro and baby called again to ask for a meet up session. Met baby and stayed at his home till 8 plus cause' we had to wait for Vince to settle his stuffs. Drove us to Marina South for steamboat and ate till we puked. I couldn't have my seafood. Baby cooked chicken chicken chicken for me.

Thanks dear.

Smoked while eating and I made Vince felt so "duh!" of me. He thinks I'm a heavy smoker cause' I could smoke 4 sticks in 45 minutes and he thought that I would die immediately. =)

Drove to Carls Code and got to know this cute girl called Baoyi AKA Adeline. What I can say is she is sucha noisy girl. Little bit little bit also scream. But she was fun. Enjoyed my night with her (even though I couldn't drink for the time being). Went to Millions after that and got a lil' trouble with my schedule cause' I wanna work tonight, which is Friday. But baby didn't allow me to. I rather work today than on Sunday when I can only go back at 3 and school will start at 8. -___-

Went home after Millions. Baby drove Vince's car to send me back and we talked and talked and talked. Baby's so cute last night. Reached home and did abit of project and wanted to send HIM the articles. But he himself gave me the wrong email. -__-

It's Friday today and I wanna go out! Jeremy doesn't allow me to work tonight either. Reb's going Daber O with the boys and I wanna join them! But I'm not sure if I will start to hurt or not. Geeeeee. =(

Love, Rybena.

** Blogger cannot upload pictures. Damn. I love watching MTV Mandarin with Baby. :)))

Post-note: We are the Jin family. We are from Korea. And we are...

Jeremy: Jin Yan Dao

Baby: Jin Shiao Sa

Derrick: Jin Han Sam

Adeline: Jin Swi Rah

ME: Jin Cheo Rah.

I'm sick.

2007-11-15T11:00:00.001+08:00

I got UTI and I'm not feeling well. So, I won't be blogging until I'm well. SGH A&E sucks. Made me wait so long. =(

Love, Rybena.

Post-note: I owed you too much. You'd been there taking care of me since day 1 and it felt so weird. You're really sweet. But sometimes you're just too pussy, nanny and mosquito-y. Afterall, thank you so much dear. I love you. <33

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2007-11-13T00:15:00.000+08:00

Right. 6 days after I last blogged and I kinda forgotten everything about what I did for the past days. But I knew I worked like a cow without having off days. And I was so shagged about it. Anyway it was rewarding lar. Cause' I earned quite alot this week but all the money were spent on my MEDICAL BILL.

Was feeling so damn sick this morning when I reached school and went back at 10 plus to Chinatown to see my doctor. Baby met me to bring me there. I thought I was having UTI or some other kinda female illness, that's why I went all the way to my favourite doctor. But, it was false alarm and I spent $199 for consultation and 2 kinds of anitibiotics.

DAMN.

Went back home, cried like hell cause' it still hurt and went to Bukit Batok(baby came to fetch me from home) to see my childhood doctor but all he told me was I was having constipation. That's all and mum paid $28.80 on it only. This is the different between city and neighbourhood.

Reached home with baby. Baby was so sweet cause' he bought me cigs. HAHA.

Alright. I'm too lazy to blog and I dunno what to blog cause' I failed to remember what I did.

Love, Rybena.

071107

2007-11-07T14:17:00.000+08:00

Been so busy so I didn't really blog much and afterall I kinda forgot what I did for the past few days. So, I'll just write something about yesterday.

School sucked and slept through most of it. Cause' I was so fucking tired and my lenses couldn't stick to my eyes and my poor eyes felt so dry and sleepy. Sleep slept sleepen. -___- Z monster fought with me and I was woken up by friends for falling asleep. Too bad lar. I'm a busy woman who needs to work in the night and study in the day.

Why do I torture myself like this you might wonder. I'm not torturing myself but I'm training myself to be independent and not getting money from my parents and other people, especially my future BF. I won't allow him to send alot of bucks on me unless I allow him to do it lar.

Met up with Jessica after school and I was rushing my way down to meet her. Cause' Mark wanted to see me at 830pm. But I was still at Woodlands at 740pm. So, we went to Xcraft@Junction8 to enquire the piercing. But they said body piercings are only available at Far East or Tampines. I was so disappointed cause' I realised I came out for nothing last night.

Took a cab down to SMU to find Mark and he looked so shagged because of his studies, project meetings and his car's bodykit came off, his car's engine blew and he needs to redo his car this Saturday and I know his precious car means alot alot alot to him. Geee. I gave him my big fat massage last night and hoped he will feel much much better. And today he's meeting those big clients for job interview cause' he's ranked top 3 in his class. Well done!

Hope you will get the job! =D=D

I'm feeling so energetic for the first time going to school. Maybe because my adrenaline is pumping cause' I know I'm working tonight? Or is it because I'm going to pierce my belly after school with Jess? =D=D I'm just so excited and I want school to end fast today!

Right. I'm meeting Mark this Thursday again! =D=D

This is a crappy post.

Love, Rybena.

041107

2007-11-04T18:14:00.000+08:00

2nd Nov. Mark's early birthday bash at MOVIDA! Happy! I'm not going to type anything cause' I'm afraid some bitch will log on into the net and found her name in my blog. So, pics will say them all! =D

Work was fun on 3rd Nov. Went to Dragonfly with Jess and some other cuties. So, pics will still say them all cause' I'm so late for work now! Will continue when I've got the time. =)

The girls.

The boys.

My silly birthday boy at the left.

Aren't they HOT?

That's NOT my twist at the right alright?!

Me and Kenni.

At Dragonfly.

That's Nelson.

That's all. And I'm freaking late for work already.

Love, Rybena.

021107

2007-11-02T14:02:00.000+08:00

IT'S FINALLY NOVEMBER! AND IT ALSO MEANT IT'S COMING TO YEAR END. AND IT ALSO MEANT I'M GRADUATING FROM SCHOOL SOON!

Whole loads of craps, but I'm still going to write them all out. Cause' I've got nothing to do right now. You can choose to close your window, or grab a cup of coffee and sit in front of your PC and make sure that you don't grow pressure ulcers on your ass. =)

30.10.07.

I forgot what I did in school, so I'm going to write what I did after school. Went back home and actually meeting James for some shopping spree. Asked me to call him when I got home, the only thing I kena was to call him for like over 20 times, and he didn't pick up his stupid phone. He was asleep. So, luckily Raymond was at town at that time, met up with him, and went to buy my dress at Chaos.

Damn nice and it kinda cost me a bomb. Cost me a bomb cause' I didn't have much cash with me that night. But never mind. Mark and Gab came to meet me after Rarmond left. Went for makan and did the most stupidest thing in the world. Both of them asked me to buy drinks. When I was walking halfway to the drinks stall, I made a U-turn and they asked me if the stall had close. I said, nope, I forgot what you two wanna drink already.

-___- Both was like laughing at me so hard lar. Damn.

They went to Fisherman Village and I headed down to Millions to look for Seong and Vincent.

31.11.07:

No work that day, but kinda had a small tiny conflict with my groupmate. All about project works everytime. I swore I didn't receieve any emails from her. But she just kept saying she had already send to me. -_- Met up with James after school and got my new shoes! =D=D New dress and new shoes just for Friday! Gotta give my birthday boy a great surprise! =D

James was so blur that night and it made him damn cute lar. Went to get his new shirt and there was this salesgirl, she asked me if I'm from Simei or not. I said yes and she started talking about James. Haha. Then I lied to her that James is my brother and he's single and available and he's working at Attica.

She was like so "into" him, and was sticking to him the whole time we were at her shop. Finally left and the girl said James was as dark as charcoal. HAHAHAHHAHA. Sad arh James? Cry lor.

;P

Went for some ice cream at Gelare and I went back home, he went to work. Shagged the whole day that day cause' I hadn't get any good night sleep since the beginning of the week. Geeeee.

01.11.07:

Slept through my whole day in school and went to rush for work. Not really rush for work yet, but to meet Mark and his friends for dinner at a restaurant in Bedok. Reached his car at the right time and he accused me for being late. -_- Fuck you understand?!

Sat at the restaurant cause' so many people were late. Everybody saw my new Uno VS, and wanted to have a try. So, I smoked like only 6 sticks and the new pack was gone already. -_- $11.80 lehhh!!! Not cheap lehhhh! Gotta get new ones later already. Mark sent me to work after that and I enjoyed having dinner with his friends. Just that the only topic they talked about was only cars cars and still CARS. Butit was nice though.

;)

Vincent's got a new girlfriend and I think she's from China. Looked very cheena leh. Tiffany was there too. All waitresses were working except Shuying. Was quite pissed during work cause' one of the waitresses didn't know what she was doing and she was like getting paid for enjoying and entertaining herself with the microphone and the customers. She didn't do what she was supposed to do like to refill ice buckets and attending to customers who were coming in.

DANG.

Obviously Jere hasn't talked to her yet. And she made the world's most ridiculous request of leaving work at 2am last night when I was the only one working till 3. Might as well just fire her? Happy she comes to work, not happy, doesn't come. -__- Money isn't THAT easy to earn.

Jess's friend bought crab for us and we ate till damn song. Was so happy at work lar. =D=D

Went back home after work, and Ah Seong called me to talk while I'm on the way back cause' I'm afraid if I were to fall asleep in the cab, the uncle will bring me to somewhere and rape me. Got home feeling damn alert for the first time and planned not to go to school on Friday. Why am I not going school on Friday? All because of Deepavali, we were to make up for the lessons missed on Friday morning when we can go school at 1pm. So, I don't really give much damn about it, and skipped.

I hate dark chocolates.

02.11.07:

Yeah yeah. Skipped school today and finally gotten my GOOD NIGHT SLEEP for the first time this week and I felt so fucking fucking fucking fucking shiok!!! Came online to settle my editing for my project, and realised this groupmate of mine had given my a whole load of bullshits. Hello? We are talking about intrinsic and extrinsic factors in a working environment and NOT about education and students.

Funny she asked me to modify and edit the whole load of shit myself to working environoment and I couldn't do it! Not because my English is poor, but it's very impossible for me. So, I just don't give a damn and smsed her to do her research again. How are we gonna finish our project on time if everybody is to gimme craps?

Yeah, I know I'm the editor. But there's no need for you to send me THAT whole load of shits and wanting me to sort of the infos myself right? Might as well I do everything myself and hand up with only my name on the cover?

Sometimes I don't really care about what people think of me, the way I am, or the way I do things. If one day like now, I'm feeling good and I wanna do something serious, please thank god for that. Cause' everybody knows I'm a lazy person. If I wanna put in effort, I will put as much in as I can. So, don't treat Chinese for granted and let me do everything. Damn. Stupid Mdm Tan PG who separated me and Reb up.

We only have like 6 pathetic chinese in the class? And she expected every group to have at least one chinese. CCB. That the fucking Indians can have the whole group with their friends who are also indians lar? Some of them are malay-indians. Can arh laidat? Why are we chinese always getting bullied in class?

BECAUSE WE ARE THE MINORITY. Fuck you.

I'm chewing on pork now. My mum cooked it and I'm proud that I can have pig intestines, pig fats, pig brain, pig pig pig for my meals. I'm proud that I can speak fluent Chinese. But that doesn't mean I'm proud of getting bullied in class or in my group. I will try to negotiate stuffs with them even if they don't want to. Right. I'm being a lil' racist here. Angry? Fuck off and don't read lor.

Right right. Don't wanna spoil my mood for today's special event. I'm meeting Marissa at Vivo later and head off to MOVIDA!! For my birthday boy's birthday bash! VIP SOFA!! =D=D HAPPY!

Alright. I wanna stop here now. My ass is growing sores already. And I'm getting fat eating those pork. But they are just too YUMMMEYYY!

Love, Rybena.

271007

2007-10-29T16:03:00.000+08:00

Happy early halloween! Met up with Audrey to get our costumes for our work at night. Slacked at Mr Bean's while Aud called the Costumez House at Parklane. But nobody picked up and we were so bloody disappointed lar. Reese and Kirk were with us, so since Kirk drives, we went to Far East to try our luck.

At first we saw this French Maid one, the material sucked and I don't really like it. But Aud went to give it a try and it turned out like shit. Tried many many many many many costumes but none suited us. So, went to the cosplay shop at the end of the shopping mall. The french maid one was sold out and we were so so so so so so so so disappointed again lar. Cause' it only cost 60 plus bucks and it was very very very uber nice!

Too bad. So, went upstairs and check things out. Tried this nurse uniform and foudn it damn nice. Cause' it was short and damn kinky. Able to see both Kirk and Reese drooling already. So, no choice, we got that costume and went to buy female boxers. I bought a new bra for that too cause' I'm flat chested. Geee.

Wasn't our fault right?

Work was damn tiring cause' most of the time I was pulling down my dress. Got back home early after work once I got my pay and I felt good! I'm rich again! =D=D

Right. I'm so lazy to type, and I've only 1 pathetic picture for that Halloween night cause' everything is at TH's phone. So, shall load them once I got them! =D Bye~

Love, Rybena.

271007

2007-10-27T11:54:00.000+08:00

Rushed home from school yesterday and had my dinner at home for the first time on a working night. Rushed through my dinner, my shower, my makeup, my hair, and in the end, Kirk wasn't under my blocks yet. So waited for him lor. Chionged my way to work cause' every minute can cost me to lose my bottles!! Bottles are very very very very very important!

Drank with Vince's friends and so many people called me when only when I left my phone in the bar counter. Last night was so damn packed. All tables were reserved and Chengyou was disappointed cause' he counldn't get his table. So he went to Raining.

Daniel came! =D So sweet of him lar. Talked talked talked. Long time no see. =D

Got myself drunk at 1plus and went to the store to vomit and sleep. I remembered Jere was dsturbing me but I didn't give much damn about him. Geee. Sorry dude. Woke up and so many people asked for me, asked about me, perstering me whether I felt alright or not. OF COURSE NOT. DUH. Head was fucking painful lar.

Alright. It's gonna be Halloween night tonight and me and Audrey will be renting costumes at Parklane later and going Ikea! Happy! I dunno what to wear and I don't know what shoes to match. Sigh. I need a pair of versatile shoes! Actually to meet James this evening. But, costumes are more important today!! And Dragonfly tonight!

I simply cannot wait. Alright. Bye!

Love, Rybena.

251007

2007-10-25T15:17:00.000+08:00

School sucked my breasts again yesterday. Chionged back home and met Reb at AMK to get our new lenses. I think the shop cheated our money or something. The last time we bought, the lenses cost 18bucks. Yesterday that girl told us it's 28 bucks. I f we buy 2 sets then 50 bucks. So no choice lar. My lenses were really old already. Bought them and wore them immediately and I felt goooooooood!!

Went to work and saw 2 new girls. They were quite nice! Shuying very cute and I didn't know she's 18 too! She didn't look like 18 lar. =X Work was so busy and Audrey got drunk as usual. So, one waitress downed. Ping didn't work much cause' she only sang and played without working. So, Vince's like paying her to sing and play. Geee.

Shuying got drunk at 1am and went back home. She banged onto the cab's door when I told her to take care. -_- Damn seh kar. Jessica left early cause' she complained her "sista" got problem outside and she needed to go down and help. -__- Work is work ma. Why put "sista" into the picture?

Basically, I was the only one working again. Opened like 3 bottles again, and was happy! Both managers were not drunk! Happy again! But one girl vomitted on our carpet. Goddamn her lar. I asked her friends whether she wanted a plastic bag or not. She said no need, she don't vomit one.

TALK COCK. Now the whole pub stinks. Thanks to her. -______-

Stayed awhile cause' Vince wanna talk about his waitresses and their performance. I'm 2nd! =D First goes to Audrey lar. Confirm one. She's great. But last night she nearly quarrelled with the fatso next door. Don't give a damn.

Went back and sleep.

I'm meeting Kirk and I'm already late and I haven't showered. Haha. Oops. Going to do my eyebrows! =D=D

Bye!

Endnote: I'm not deaf. I'm just ignoring you.

241007

2007-10-24T14:27:00.000+08:00

Got up in the morning yesterday and got bloody pissed. SOME ASSHOLES OR BASTARDS STOLE ALL MY HAVIANAS!! My Havianas are quite new, and they cost me more than 50 bucks!! And the last time I wore was when I went to meet Marcus. And the next day, a Bangala came to wash the corridor. Prolly my beloveds were stolen by him. If it's him, cheebye lar. Your feet so small can wear meh?

Singaporeans or Bangalas are so so so fucked up. Now, DON'T blame me for being so racists. Chinese might be the culprits too. So, went to Citilink to get my new slippers. Brown and they are not in the Slim series. ="( I love the Slim series and they are only sold in Heerens and Vivo.

=""( I miss them. I wonder how and where they are now. I'm so bad to leave them outside my house. It's my fault babies. Please don't be angry with mummy. Who are you two with now? Is the owner good? Does he or she bully you? Does he or she dip you into dirty water?

I'M SORRY!!

So got my slippers and rushed to work. I was alone for the night again with the 2 bosses. Pub was empty until 10pm when only some customers came. Vincent's good bro came and they made me drnk till I got a lil' high. Vincent was still laughing at me. -__- By 1am, I wanted to leave cause' Reb was at my pub and I wanna go All In. But too bad, Vincent didn't allow me to go cause' I think he needed help. Business was good later in the night lar.

Soon, both Jere and Vince were drunk and they went MIA, left me alone in the pub with a few customers and I was so fucking angry. Vince took some money and went to pub hopping. Jere was quarrelling with his stupid gf on the phone. She cheat on him again for the 4th time. Come on lar, just break lar. Stop whining and quarrelling like babies.

DUHS.

Bombed Jere's phone, but his phone was hung. Vince went missing and I nearly broke down. Suddenly Vince came back with his friend and he was already fucking drunk. He toppled onto the floor after sitting on those high chairs and he was damn violent. Hurled lotsa vulgarities and nearly hit me. Jere came back with a fucking black face and told me about his gf. What a bitch she is. Damn. I don't like her already when I saw her the first time when she came to pass Jere some stuffs.

=(

Girls sometimes behave like guys. -_-

I went back early which is like damn early lar. Like 4am

Woke up at 7am and stoned on the bed and thinking about work tonight. Don't really feel like working. But I'm taking MC tomorrow. So, I don't really give a damn. So, I'm gonna work tonight! Audrey's asking for me too. =D I miss herrrrrrr!

Leaving class now. Bye!

Love, Rybena.

221007

2007-10-22T10:05:00.000+08:00

Went to work at 6 plus and I was late reached at 6.20. Saw so many people inside and for one monet I thought Vincent hired some workers to clean up the pub for us. But actually they were Vincent's family.

-___-

Nobody was helping Jeremy so I went to polish the chairs with him. And bloody hell he didn't tell me which chair he had already clean. So I cleaned for nothing. Lit up the candles and sing sang sung my song. Sang Bu Xiang Wang Ji ni for like 8 to 9 times in total. Sigh. Sometimes humans should be selfish. I want him all by myself. Myself myself MYSELF. How I wish there's something bad will happen and I gain everything!!

I'm so mean. But this is meeeee! Like me or not, your business!! =P

It was a Sunday last night and business was good. Vincent bullied me the whole night and snatched all my potential customers who will open bottles for me. ="( So, I didn't managed to open any bottles last night and I don't really feel good. So, tomorrow I'm gonna chiong my bottles!! To make up for last night. Damn. Went back early and kena scolded "Fucked up" by Vincent again.

I needa sleep right?!?! =\

But I know he was only kidding around with me. So, I will be working this Tuesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Earn big big big big BIG moneyyyyy! I'm so happy! There was this girl who came for interview. Didn't she know that the legal age for a waitress is 18? She's only 17. No wonder Jeremy kept asking me whether my birthday has passed already or not. I noticed sometimes there will be cops patrolling around the area.

But there was none at Keong Saik Road. Obviously KSR is still a sleezy place since last last last last time. Prostitute area. I LOVE BOAT QUAY! Alex ordered nuggets, and lied to me about him eating them with his friends. In the end I K.O-ed everything myself and I felt so guilty for drinking beer and eating nuggets. Both are weight gainers!! =(

Mark smsed me. Marcus smsed me. Both smsed me and I'm hating it.

Mdm Felicia came to talk to us about the resume stuffs and what she really wanted to do was to tell us to pay attention in class or else she will make us sit in front. Who ask the school internet connection sucks big time? DUH! Upgrade lar since ITE is so rich. -___-

Alright. Time to pay attention already. -__- Bye!

Love, Rybena.

211007

2007-10-21T14:36:00.000+08:00

Work was fun last night again! But one of the tv got spoiled within 11 days of display. -__- Sing my throat out. Pink played RnB during work and boss said he wanna bring us to Dragonfly! Song-ness. Three stupid girls got themselves high. And I opened 3 bottles last night! Back to basics. Take my time and I cleared my first 5 bottles! =D

Went to Dragonfly and only saw people fighting there. Drank Martel and Jeremy went missing. Called him, but he didn't pick up his phone. So, we went back without him. Oooops! Was so fucking high last night. Wanted to puke. But none came out. Went back home and sleep slept sleepen. x)

Woke up and I felt like a piece of soft shit. My head hurts, my stomach hurts, my mense came and the stupid cramps are like diarrhoea. I hate menses. I HATE MENSES!! And I need to work tonight. -_- HOW TO?!?!!? But I'm going back early tonight. Sigh. Monday blues again. And I need Coke.

No pictures. Just some crap. Bye!

Love, Rybena.

201007

2007-10-20T13:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the last day of the week and it also means it was finally FRIDAY! But ended school at 6, which was like hell for me. Reached school at 10 cause' me and Reb didn't wanna have some stupid S&W and just went for lifeskills class. We were so tired, we both slept on our bags. Then Mdm Fel wanted to show us some stupid videos regarding the word "Scamper".

But both of us ended up taking photos at the back of the class. -____-

School ended, went home and rushed to work. And I was abit late lar. Work was so damn great. Just by winning 5 10, they opened 2 bottles for me! =D OMIGOSHIE.

Vincent was so proud of me lar. And he kept saying he dote on me alot and blah blah blah... Jeremy was blowing flying kisses to me and told everybody that I'm his scandal. -_____- Some people at a ripe old age still don't know how to behave. Geeee.

Finished work at 3 plus cause' some customers didn't wanna leave yet, and I was washing the glasses. I love washing glasses cause' I love the sound when I pile up the rock glass. Haha. I'm pervertic sometimes. But, I'm lovin' it!

Marcus came and we went to All In to look for Reb. Went to Mustafa to go for a window shop and I got myself 3 new folders and a new eyeliner! I love the eyeliners at Mustafa. But it was kinda stinky at level 1. And guess who I saw? XIAXUE!! She's damn fucking short and fugly can?! She doesn't look like the pics in her blog at all! Geeeez. Went upstairs and was kinda bored with the place, so headed to East Coast.

Was damn cold there at 5am. All stiffed when we left and slept in the cab like nobody's business. Marcus was awake the whole time I guess, to make sure the uncle doesn't cheat our money. Haha. Reached home, Marcus called to say good night-morning, and we went to bed.

Woke up at 1240pm. Didn't know I slept so little! But I'm not tired now. And i'm meeting Arnold fo dinner tonight before I go to work. I love the beef horfun opposite at the kopitiam opposite Jab1. Yummmmmmei!

Alright. Game. GAME. Some pictures, and ciaos!

Was so bored during Geron class and played bingo!

Love, Rybena.

171007

2007-10-17T14:02:00.000+08:00

School has started and I'm hating it. Monday school starts at 8am and ends at 5.30pm. Tuesday, 10am to 6pm. Wednesday to Friday, 8am to 6pm. How am I going to survive like this? 10 hours of knowledge being forced into my head everyday. How I wish I can like just quit everything and graduate now. =(

Had some serious insomia last night and I slept only at 6am!! Damn. And I was late when meeting Reb, and I tried really hard not to fall asleep in class while Reb was already lying on the table and dozing off in front of the com. Holidays were too long for me and I need to turn back my brain. I've forgotten which nerve that controls the sleeping time in our bodies. But I need the tuning back!!! =( I hope I won't get anymore insomnia tonight again.

INSOMNIA SUCKS MY BREASTS.

Weekends are for my new job at Millions at Boat Quay. The manager was damn steady and he just simply asked me when I can start work. I just replied him this Friday and he said "On arh!". I'm being hired! =D Simple and nice. Anyway it's a new pub and there're like very few waitresses. If anybody wanna come for interview for being a waitress, please come to me, or you can just pop by MILLIONS which is situated at Boat Quay, somewhere opposite Golden Cafe.

=D

Gawd. I need to have my donuts! I need my french toast! I need my chicken wings! I need my fried bee hoon! I need my Martel! I need my Ben and Jerry's. I need my daily Coke. I needa smoke. I needa work this Friday and earn my bucks. I need to pay my handphone bills. I need new lenses. I need to chew on my Mars bar now.

I need to look for him. I need him to call me. I need to show him that I can live without him. I need to slap him to make sure he wakes up. I need to get drunk. I need to concentrate in class and listen to what teachers have been teaching me. I need to slap myself to wake up from the dream I am in now.

I need to get a new haircut. I need to get more clubbing clothes. I need to get my new jeans, shorts, skirts. I need to get my new tattoo done. I need to have a change in my makeup skills. I need to graduate and get out of this fucking school and finish up with the timetable. I need to let the others know that we are being treated like a dog in school.

I'm desperate!!! =S

Anyway the class I'm in now is so freaking boring and the lecturer is talking about jobs and resumes. I can't get anything into my head and I"m bored to death behind the class. Reb's sleeping and I'm not interested in the class at all. Damn. The internet in the school sucks and everything is so slow.

Alright. I'm lazy now. And I'm getting sleepy. Time to doze off on my table and wait for school to end! =\

Some stuffs I like to do especially when I'm bored.

Today Did You..
1. Talk to a boy you like ?>> Yeah. =D

2. Learn anything new?>> Er. Rejecting guys calls.

3.Talked to an ex?>> Via sms.

4.Miss someone?>> Somebody.

-Last Person Who-
5.Laid in your bed?>> Me myself and I.

6. Made you cry?>> Haven't cried since I don't know when.

7. You went to the movies with?>> My last movie was with Roy.

8. Went to the mall with you?>> Alone.

9. You showered with?>> Me myself and I again!

10. Made you laugh?>> Er. The funniest thingy I remember is the Moon and Star on the Muslim mosque. James told me about it. =D

11. Hugged you?>> Nobody.

-General stuff-
12. Favorite location?>> Home, Millions, Clarke and Boat quay.

13.Tattoo?>> Not sure if I'm going to go for it or not. I'm so afraid of regretting! =S

14. What are you most scared of this second ?>> Why like this?! ="(

15. Where do you want to get married?>> Venice prolly.

16. Does anyone like you?>> How would I know? =X God knows.

17. Do you like being around people?>> Yeah. Sometimes. =)

18.Have you ever cried?>> Who doesnt?

19. Are you lonely right now?>> Kinda. But Marcus is keeping me busy on the phone! =D

20. Song stuck in your head?>> Baby I love you.

21. Been on radio/TV?>> Nope.

22. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?>> Dunno. Doubt it.

23. what color shirt are you wearing right now?>> Grey giodarno. =D

24. Name three things that you do every day?>> Sleep shit eat.

25. How much cash do you have on you right now?>> 60 plus? I'm frigging broke now.

26. Are you bored?>> Marcus just hung up the phone. So, I'm bored again. =(

27. Who got you to join Myspace?>> I dont like that webby.

28. What web site do you visit themost?>> www.blogger.com, www.friendster.com, www.whosgoing.sg, www.shockwave.com, rebeccaaa.blogspot.com, missified.blogspot.com.

29. Do you have plants in your room?>> Nope. I don't wanna fight oxygen every night with a non-living thing.

30. Who was the last person to hug you?>> Forgotten.

-20 SECRETS-
1.WHAT IS YOUR DISPLAY NAME ABOUT?>> It's to BREATHE ME.

2. WHERE WAS YOUR DEFAULT PICTURE TAKEN?>> The pic is taken in Kirk's car long long long longggggg ago.

4.WHAT'S YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIPSTATUS?>> Single like fuck.

5. HONESTLY, IF SOMEONE WERE TO TELLYOU HOW THEY FELT, WOULD YOU LISTEN?>> Yeah. Provided I know you.

6. WHATS YOUR CURRENT MOOD?>> Tired tired tired and I hate tomorrow cause' there will be S&W. Fuck it.

7. WHATS YOUR MOST VALUED POSSESSION?>> Nothing for now.

8. HOW ARE THINGS IN YOURRELATIONSHIP?>> No relationship. I want him. But tings kinda sucked between me and him, so, I don't give a shit. He doesnt give a damn. So, why should we give each other problems?

9. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, AND CHANGE SOMETHING WOULD YOU?>> Not sure. Hmmm. Maybe I'll just turn back to when I was 16? And making sure I'm still a virgin till now. Ooooopsies.

10. IF YOU MUST BE AN ANIMAL FOR ONE DAY- WHAT WOULD YOU BE?>> I dont wanna be an animal. I wanna stay as a human.

11. EVER HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE?>> Nope.

12. NAME SOMEONE WITH THE SAME B-DAYAS YOU?>> So far no.

13. HAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF A LARGE AUDIENCE?>> KTV. =D Millions~

18. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICEABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX ?>> Eyes and his behaviour in public.

14. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER FROM STARBUCKS?>> I dont really drink starbucks.

15. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A DRUNKEN WEEK?>> Yeah. And I was so stupid and I know my liver is dying real sooooon.

16. DO YOU STILL WATCH KIDDY MOVIES OR TV SHOWS?>> Yeah. Spongebob.

17. NAME SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY.>> Today I tried very hard not to fall asleep in class. I was dozing off on the train like a fucktard with my head nodding left and right. I felt so tired during the whole day and now I'm so afraid of having insomnia tonight again. I just drank Milo to make sure I'm full enough to sleep. He hanged my calls again today and only called me after I smsed him like what Reb taught me on the train just now. Realised that he doesn't give a shit, SO DO I! I'm busy too asshole. So, let's busy together. Fucked up. Heard some irritating sounds my old man made and I feel like strangling him. URGHH. And I needa sleep now!!

18. DO YOU SPEAK ANY OTHER LANGUAGE?>> English, chinese. Melayu sikit sikit. Tamil sucks my balls. Too bad. Fuck off Indians.

19. IS THERE SOMEONE ON YOUR MIND NOW?>> Yeah. Who doesnt?

20. WHAT HURTS YOU AT THE MOMENT?>> His hack care-ness. But I'm not going to let him play me out unless I play with him first. URRRGGHHHH!

Love, Rybena.

141007

2007-10-14T17:00:00.000+08:00

121007:

Met up with Marvin and went to Raffles City for my Brazillian waxing!! Damn good I tell you. First time I feel so so so so so nice after waxing and it didn't hurt abit! Damn. I can't wait for my next appointment. Anyway if anybody is interested, the shop name is called Strip, and it's located at the basement, just behind Ben and Jerry's. It's $49.30 but if you're a student, you can apply for the student package which is $150 and you have 20% discount for anything you did in the shop. And the $150 can be deducted for every session you go to.

20% discount which also means $36.90!! Cheap deal! Brazillian rocks and I can wear my G-strings as and when I like now! =D

Arnold called and asked me to dinner with him. So went to Boat Quay and had dinner with him. Saw lotsa youngsters wearing business suits and what Marv guessed was right! MLM. I hate MLM. I believe it doesn't work. Kenneth, Daniel, Fred, Gibson, Micheal, Ethan, Alex are also working in MLM companies. Obviously, it doesn't work.

Ate my favourite beef horfun and received a call from Mark. He wanted to meet me at Boat Quay. Was so shocked and waited for him impatiently. Marv spotted his car and I ran for my life. =X

Had my second dinner with Mark and he drove me to work and told me how much he loves me.

-_______- ok. I know you love me. But can we move on to something more relevant?

That night was the last night I worked cause' I felt kinda tired of the job. Tired as in I need rest. I think nightlife jobs don't suit me after all. Guess I need to find a weekend job for now. Damn. And my mum doesn't wanna buy my contact lens fluid for me cause' she thinks I'm so rich after I worked for so many nights. Damn. All my money were gone to my phone bills. I'm like so poor now?

-___________-

Went back early that night cause' my fever kicked in again, and slept.

131007:

Mass sent sms for chilling sessions. Well, only sent 3 persons. Xiaoart doesn't wanna come out, he said he can bring his Matel to the coffee shop downstairs and we can chill together. -_- Daniel replied and met him at City Hall at 430pm. I reached at 530.

HAHA. Made him damn pissed off. But guess what, we'd got lotsa things to share about dance! Finally there's somebody whom we can interact well. Had my regular Ben and Jerry's Mix and Match, and went for a smoke, called Reb and asked her out cause' Mark could only be free after 11pm.

Met Reb at Orchard and went shopping! I bought a new red top which I wore for St James later in the night, and a new bikini. Plain brown and it's so nice. Better than those printed ones which made me look like a clown when I wear them.

Reb bought many many stuffs and remind ourselves that Crocs are banned in the school. Fucking school. So she went to buy the same shoes as me. Cheap and comfy. =D

She went to work, while I went home. Train was so fucking crowded and I couldn't get onto the first train that came. So waited for the second one and there was this fucking fat woman with her fucking fat daughter standing in front of the door. Please lar. I know you're fat, but there's no need to block the passengers who are alighting ma. In the end, they didn't get in first.

TOO BAD! BLEH!

Was standing at the the metal part of the train and noticed there were this group of Indians or rather Bangalas standing there airing their armpits. You know, when the train is in the tunnel, the air is rushed to your face from the opening on top right? What me and some passengers smelled was their armpits. Damn smelly. You couldn't imagine us, standing next to them and they were laughing and talking so loudly as if this is Bangladesh, and they STINK.

STINK. STANK. STUNK.

I held my breath everytime the train moved. I think Singapore should ban Bangalas from boarding the train without shower. I think there should be a gadget to test whether this particular Bangala had his shower or not. Or, the STINK-O-METER! Place a strip on the armpits, and insert the strip to the machine. If the results is above 4 points out of 10, the Bangala has to be escorted out of the station until he showers or he can walk to his destination, by all means.

MUAHAHAHA! I'm so evil.

Rushed back home cause' it was getting late and prepared myself for St James. Wore my new red top and didn't had my hair pinned up for the first time. Wanted to take some camwhoring photos of myself but I was so rush. Couldn't get a cab cuase' there were some fucking Malay cab snatchers.

Yes, it was Hari Raya and that doesn't mean you get all the privilege you want. So, fuck off and DON'T SNATCH MY CAB!!!

Finally this kind-souled uncle horned me and sent me to St James. Mark was already there and was happy to see him! We got the VIP sofa and Modiva and inside was so so so cool! The music rocks. And I danced like nobody's business. Mark said I was hot. Geeez. Too bad, I guess he's too in love with me already. Well, I don't know! =D

There was this guy called Kenny, and another Thai girl called "I don't know what's her name". She was like so desperate to have Kenny's dick last night and she pretended to be drunk and pretended to say that she wanted to vomit. Me and Diona was like laughing so loudly at her and told her there're so many drains around, you can also choose to go to the toilet to puke.

This fucking Thai girl was like so fucked up and scolded Gabriel to shut up and get lost. Wow. Obviously we didn't welcome her, and she acted as if she was very pretty. C'on lar. She's 29 years old. Kenny's in love with another Singaporean girl. Who likes Thai? Thai girls are so fucking easy to get hold in their own country which makes them CHEAP. Just like that woman.

BAH!

Left Kenny alone with that stupid woman and we had our own fun inside. Went to Dragonfly after that and saw Hanting and Huiwen. Stayed there for awhile and left for home. Was so shagged from all the dancing and Mark asked some stupid questions when I got home and I didn't intend to reply him.

So, he called me when he reached home and asked me about those stuffs and all. If you wanna really know what kinda person I am, simply dont cut off any friendship with me and you will know me well. Anyway, do well for your project and graduate from your course. I will be going to SMU to look for him and I dunno how to go from my school! Damn.

x(

Love, Rybena.

111007

2007-10-11T13:35:00.000+08:00

Well, brain blocked as usual. Went to meet James in the afternoon for lunch-cum-dinner. Finally I know where Attica is already. Quite ulu part of Cannery. He wanted to pass some stuffs to the admin office at Liang Court. Just outside the office, there was some renovations going on. Which means, there're lotsa bangalas and china men. James went into the office and the workers were like staring at me.

-___-

I can imagine their head break when I carry their heads and bang them onto the floor. Damn. I wasn't wearing that skimpy like how the Geylang chickens are wearing what. I was like wearing my Espirit top? If they cannot close their eyes in just this situation, I think they will drool their intestines out if they were to be in Geylang.

After his admin stuffs, walked to Central and had our dinner. Waraku hadn't open yet. So we were considering Billy Bombers or the Ramen shop upstairs. So in the end, we went for ramen. The waitress was so cute! And she knows how to speak in Japanese. Then James played around with her lar. And told her we just came back from Japan and we are siblings.

Her eyes were like opened so HUGE and I intro-ed my "brother" to her and told her that he's single now. Haha. While we were waiting for our food to arrive on the table, there was this small container of brown stuffs. James took a bite of it, and said very proudly that it was onions. I told him nicely that they were garlic. He didn't believe and he wanna challenge me. So, he went to ask the cute waitress about it. Waitress said it was garlic.

C'on lar. Common sense tells you that they are garlic. Just look at the shape lar. Then he was like asking me, " Wah! How you know its garlic har? So clever arh?"

Then I was like, DUH! -____- ( Reb like this sentence.)

So headed down to PS for desserts at Aji-tei. And saw somebody who looked like JiaXi. My fav macha ice and his stupid dunno what jelly thingy was that and it tasted like mauchee. Played hangman on the table and James thought that he was very very very very clever by giving me big and longgggggggg extravagant words. Too bad lar. Only the last word he gave me, I didn't manage to solve it cause' freaking he said it was a handphone brand. And the word turned out to be " Zxxxcxx". I forgot how to spell it already.

Oh anyway, I didn't see this brand before. But he was quite happy to see that he made me looked stupid. Went shopping around for his new sweater and I got myself a free dollie for every 40bucks spent at Fox. =D Dollie is so cute! James went for his tattoo appointment and I went to meet Ah Wei and his friends and headed down to Boat Quay.

Rab bar had no seats, so we went to 0 point. Janice and Min Min came. Fred came later and surprisely, he called me. Funny. So, I called him back and carry on with my smoke. Went downstairs to eat with Mark and realised that we've got alot to talk about. Talked and talked and talked and talked non stop and didn't even notice that the others had already changed pub.

Sleep mode was kicking in, and went back home.

Willy had fly to Aussie already. =(

Some pictures and bye bye!

Met up with SHAWN!! Finally?

Ungku and Yan slut.

At Butterfly. Celebrating Willy's last night in Singapore.

This guy on the right looks like ASH.

The boy who is flying to Aussie and everybody misses him! ="(

He wanted me to take the pic with his hair styled. -__-

Mom was so evil. She laughed at me for having runny nose and fever. =(

Love, Rybena.

091007

2007-10-09T12:57:00.000+08:00

081007: Met up with Dave, Andy and Marvin in their car and went down to Queensway Shopping Centre to get their hip hop stuffs. Was like shivering the whole time I was there even though the air con there wasn't working well. Smoked like 6 sticks in 30 minutes, and felt much better. Think it's because of the nicotine I need everyday. Wooo~

After the shopping, had our dinner at Mac's, and we felt that Mac's service sucks big times. BIG TIMES! We waited like 15 minutes for our fries and 20 minutes for Dave's lettuce-less burger. And the Indian waitress, she got everything all mixed up. I want Coke in the non upsized meal. She gave Dave his Coke. -_- This is stupid.

After dinner, Darren came to pick me up and head down to Butterfly. Felt quite funny cause' I needn't work and let the girls served me. Darren and Cedric bullied me lar. Including Jeffrey. =( They cheat in their game lor and I can see. All tried to fake around and got myself drunk. Only remembered Huiwen told me to be awake.

Geeeez.

091007: Woke up this afternoon with a big bump on my head. =( And thirsty!!! Drank water as if I haven't drank for 10 years, and Jason smsed me to tease me about me and Darren.

-_____________-

Angry.

Gonna work tonight! And I dunno what to wear tonight! And long lost Jiaqing is coming down to find me! =D We know each other for like 4 years? And we seldom meet up because of my school and his. Now he's in NS, I'm working and studying. Finally today comes!! He's coming! And I look forward to seeing him man~ =))

Love, Rybena.

071007

2007-10-07T23:36:00.000+08:00

Friday: Went to watch Resident Evil with ROY. Goddamn it and he cheated me in watching that stupid show and I got so fucking FREAKED OUT. I didn't know it was this type of genre. And the whole time I was covering my face and screaming for no reason. The only thing he did was to, LAUGH. Laughed at me for being so silly and moronic on my seat.

DAMN!

Saturday: Was so freaking broke and asked for my pay once I stepped into the pub cause' I WAS TOO BROKE TO BUY MY CIGS!! So, went to get a smoke only after I finished my work and there was no customers. Damn. So, waited for my customers to come, and there was this group of guys. Yeah. They were quite cute though. And they thought I was 20 years old.

-________-

Then behind, there was this group of people who disturbed me. Geeez. The man sitting in the group was asking, "Do you have a stead?"

HAHAHAHAAAA!!

The whole table was laughing at him and I told him that I said the "stead" word when I was 12 years old and the "stead" was my first bf. HAHAHAHA. Was like laughing my ass off. So, his friend challenged me 5 10 and direction. They lost! LOST LOST LOST!

Reached home at 6am, and went to bed, and realised that I was running a freaking fever. Damn. And my throat hurts, I'm coughing and my head hurts. Woke up at 5pm, and showered and ate and rotted in front of my tv till now.

I'm lazy to blog now. I'll see if I need to add anything tomorrow when I wake up. =D

041007

2007-10-04T09:50:00.000+08:00

Yesterday. Wanted to meet Denise at CCK but went to meet with Reb instead so we can go to Dbl O together. We were abit dicky when we reached Clarke Quay and LUCKY, we didn't walk to MS from there. It was damn far so we got onto a cab.

Nise, Leon, Zen and Jovi were already there and waiting for us. Got our stamp, and went up. It was so early and there was nobody in the lounge, Reb and I went for our makan! BAK KUT TEH! Damn nice can? I love their soup. Became super full in less than 1 hour. Then we saw this chinese guy with 3 indians. I was wondering why would a chiense mix so well with indians? INDIANS you know? Tamil is very difficult to learn. Who knows indians girls are his favourite?

Geeez. Can't imagine that.

So anyway! Got our cigs after meal, and walked back to Dbl O. Stared and stoned at Jovi and Zen who were at the pool tables. Reb's temperature got high and she wanted to go home. Poor baby. But I cannot deny that the air con there was super duper cold lar. Shaun and Yakult-n-Vitagen aka Gong came. Finally they finished their game, and sucked on our cigs in the Smoking Room.

Damn. The smoking room wasn't any better. It was even colder. Brrrr!

Went to the bar and pulled by Nise to get shots. I really dislike the salt for Tequila shots man. But I love the lemon. And I love IRISH CREAM! It was so rich last night. Despite gulping down so many, I still couldn't get high. So, Nise pulled me to the bar again and ordered shots.

-___-

And her share, she poured into the jugs. Well, she's da best. Yeah. DA BEST.

Finally, I got crazy and what I remembered was I kept falling onto the ground. And I stepped onto an ang moh's foot. Sorry babe. Nash and Ricky sent me back, and Nise was at Phuture! Sorry babe I know I promised you that I would go to Zouk with you. But, saw my state last night? ="( If only I wasn't drunk lar. I wouldn't have got home so early! But never mind! There will still be chances. Next Wednesday! MOS! Reb on bo? =D=D

Woke up at 9.44am, and saw so many smses. Didn't bother to read them, and got up, washed up, and thought that my house is a dick house again. Cause' THERE IS NO COKE IN DA HOUSE!! So, as usual, the nicest glucose drink I have in my fridge is, Chrysanthemum tea. So, gulped down everything, and wanting to get another one now. My head hurts!

Looked at my phone gallery, and realised I didn't know I took so many pics last night. Prolly I was so high lar. Damn. Wasted my night like this. =S

Oh yes! Shadow burnt me when he was smoking! =( I'll wait for the chance to burn his face when i see him the next time. ;)

I'm going to sleep again. And I need to go shopping!! Anybody? =D

Some pictures.

Love, Rybena.

031007

2007-10-03T14:16:00.000+08:00

Met up with JJ yesterday for dinner and some nice short shopping! And I got myself a cute top, which I rather felt regretful after reaching home. I realised that it looked abit kiddy. But never mind! I'm still gonna wear it cuase' it cost me $29. Damn. I should have just bought the one at Mphosis. And I'm so in need of hot pants. New hot pants which are not in denim. Mphosis has them. But they have no S size and M is too big for me! Damn.

Had my Ben and Jerry's for the first time after 3 months? And this server introduced me this new flavour called Chocolate Therapy. Guess what? It was HEAVENLY~ Rich chocolate flowing down your throat and smack your lips. YUMMEY! Actually wanted to pop by Haagen Daz. But, forget about it. Haagen Daz's ice cream melts when being served to me.

Walked around Vivo, and realised that it was getting late and we hadn't have our dinner yet. Ran to Sushi Tei(again!) and ordered my favourite udon. UDON UDON UDON. He had his soba and yesterday was the first time i had soba. Quite nice. But was freezing in my mouth. Damn.

Went to work after that and Evon was shocked why I was there so early. -_- She gave me the schedule and she forgot. Alright. Forgiven. Work was nothing last night. BOREDOM. JJ and his friends waited for me to finish my work and headed to Boat Quay for more drinks. But I didn't drink lar. I hate beer. Beer sucks to my bones. Beer stinks. Beer is bitter. Beer has too much gas in it. Beer is made of fermented malt, which I find them disgusting. Beer this, and beer that.

BAH.

Went home after that and went to bed. Reflected on myself and felt that I shouldn't have been so harsh on him. Can I like just take back whatever I said? I hurt him too much this time. So sorry about it. But it's true that it's time to move on! Damn. Can't really forget what we'd been through. Well, time will tell.

He went to Tekong today for training and isn't coming back till tomorrow morning and it's gonna tire him out totally. SHAGGED! And guess what? My heart hurts to see him like this. Why is Singapore torturing our men? Cheap labour I should say. Allowance is little unless you're a regular. Damn all these disgusting gah-ments~

My throat hurts and I'm kinda falling sick. BUTTTT....

I'LL STILL GO DBL O TONIGHT!!!

Didn't know that DBL O has no dancefloor. Geeeez. So, I'm going to wear my dress tonight! Tralala. And I'm going with Denise! But Leon's coming, so, it's time for me to join the boys. Well, everybody is illegal about entering the club. Legal age for girls is 20! And we are like 18 or 19? Only Nash is the oldest with 26 in his profile. GEEEEZ again. Hopefully lar~

Alright. Going to game now. Destress, rest, and time for some fun at night!!!

Miss you so much. See you this weekend! <3

Love, Rybena.

011007 `

2007-10-01T19:11:00.000+08:00

Children's Day and I'm not enjoying it like I used to when I was 10 years old. So, forget it.

Anyway to the dearest woman in my family, getting the floor a lil' greasy is not a big issue and just by a wipe from a towel, the grease can be removed. So why make such a fucking big fuss about it and you jolly well know your voice is not sound yeah?

SO STOP SCREAMING AND SHOUTING WHEN WE ARE JUST LESS THAN 2 METRES AWAY EACH OTHER!

Fuck it.

And you, Mr Huang, why are you still living in the old era? You wanna treat me nice now, so why don't you ask yourself, why didn't you treat me nicer last time? Regretting now?

Please don't. Now my parents thought I'm heartless for leaving you downstairs. You bloody came at your own accord, and now make others think I'm at fault?

Jolly well come up and inform them that you're here to beg me to go back to you. Dont make people misundertstand me.

Geez. I'm fierce. But I had enough of this kinda nonsense.

CRAP.

Anyway, I think I'm in love with this boy. ;) Yeah yeah. Thinking that I might be in love again is a super good news for me. But knowing that he might be a player whom you don't know. Well, hope things will work out fine for me and him!!! And I'm like waiting for his calls, waiting for his smses.

HE JUST CALLED TO TELL ME THAT HE'S GOING TO CALL ME LATER!

Abit confusing huh. Well, don't bother. But, he's sweet when doing that though.

Love. <3

Gonna talk to him on the phone. So, byeeee!

Love, Rybena.

300907 `

2007-09-30T23:14:00.000+08:00

Last day of September and I'm just tooooooo lazy to type things. So, pictures shall say them all!

SMOOVE @ MAIN ARENAAAA~

Presenting.. BVLGARI ROSEEE~

That's all~

260907 `

2007-09-26T12:54:00.000+08:00

Was chatting with Kirk online when he told me some stuffs which are so fucking gross.

He was talking about me, being the worm. Being a worm, being having a very small body, he says he will keep me in his nostrils and his nostrils hair will keep me warm.

Whenever I'm hungry, he will feed me with his juicy armpit hair.

FUCK.

I really feel like puking now.

So, I illustrated out the scene, and here they are.

Called back to work last minute cause' Huiwen was sick. Travelled all the way down to Chinatown, Yvonne smsed me no need to come cause' there was no crowd.

But she still wanted me to come lar. Drink drank drunk, sing sang sung, puke puked puoked. -_-

When home with heavy footsteps and felt like dying. Puked more in my toilet and went to bed.

Woke up at 6.54am and received 16 smses, didn't even bother to read them, was thinking about Coke flowing down my throat.

Felt like a loser cause' I realised that my house's got nothing called COKE.

Wanted to get up and drink my Chysanthymum (I dunno how to spell) tea, but was too heavy to get up, so laid on my stupid bed and tried to sleep.

Slept until somebody smsed me again, and this time, 24 unread smses on my screen. -_-

If my phone has the mass delete function, I will just delete everything and dont care about them. But no choice, read them one by one.

Went to the bathroom and wash up, washed my clothes, and being nagged for putting too much water to soak my new top.

DAMN. This is my way of washing.

Got no appetite for food, so gulped down my one whole big packet of Chrysanthymum tea.

MASS shiok~

So came online and bullshitted in http://www.blogger.com/post-create.g?blogid=1xx0x82x .

Got pissed at James cause' he was making fun of me.

Now signing off.

Love, Rybena.

250907 `

2007-09-25T12:55:00.000+08:00

Point-forms.

. Was late meeting JESSIE.

. Went to Mich's shop and being asked by her mum to buy her clothes which are so fucking cheap and I went for it! =D

. Went to Wisma Atria to get my phone fixed, but who knows, the place was closed for renovation for 1 bloody week and everybody was kinda upset cause' we walked under the big hot sun just for that place but the answer we got back from the staffs there was to ask us to go to Simei or Toh Guan. _\_

. Went back to Far East to send Mich back to her shop, and we ate our noodles upstairs.

. Noodle chef told me not to open my eyes cause' they are bloody big. Anyway it's none of his bloody business about my beautiful big eyes.

. Went for my big fat shopping spreeeeeee! Got so so so so so many things! From dresses, to a big fat top, to a pair of shoes. And wanted to get a top which only covers the front. But my boobs are too small. So, forgot about it. =(

. Actually wanted to go Bugis. But Jessie was too tired. So I went to her place and waited for XQ to pick me up for dinner!

. XQ came and we went to Tampines to change car.

. Picked Zhiyang up and talk lotsa crap and fought with him in the car. Weeee!

. Went to East Coast for dinner and I ate my favourite CLAMS.

. Proceeded to Marina South for nothing and XQ caught one soft toy for me!

. It's Winnie the Big fat high nose and not Pooh.

. Went home after MS, and dozed off in the car.

. Reached home, washed up and went to bed.

Some pictures which I've kept like quite long? Here you go.

People tell me that I'm scary.

I love this face. Guohao wanna challenge me with wasabi sushi. BOO!

Me and Reb was so bored waiting for our turn at BCLS. So, we wanna measure each other's head with our hands and she loves to pinch my nose.

NG!

Take 2! That's better. The CHINA MAN~

XQ hates my camera. =(

The big fat Zhiyang. -__-

240907 `

2007-09-24T14:20:00.000+08:00

New look. Check it out. =)

Ba long long. As long as we are happy having each other's company. No strings attached. No commitment. No love. No nothing.

BOO!

Outta my sight puh-lease.

Going out to meet JESSIE lock. Phone's spoilt. Damn. Somebody gimme something to boost up my life!

Menses cramps suck big time.

Love, Rybena.

230907 `

2007-09-23T20:56:00.000+08:00

My hands hurt! All because of BCLS!!! =( But felt quite good after that cause' I've gotten the cert!

HAPPY!

Met James for sushi dinner last night. Hmm. Doesn't really enjoyed cause Suki simply sucked! Suki really sucks. Yeah. Wont be going there again. I love Sakae. He told me he wanna meet me at Vivo actually. Cause' he wanna go for Sushi Tei.

BUT he didn't tell me about it! If not, I will sure meet him there! =( Next time thennnn.

Went to work. Uncle's big fat old birthday! Kena lotsa candid photos. Damn. But it was fun. Being asked if I am new there or not. Well, kind of. But I myself haven't seen them before in my life.

Birthday uncle promised to give me one big glass when the clock striked 12am. He did gave me lar. Gave me one big glass of Martel neat. Damn. Gulped it down and felt quite good.

Played games, lost and won, drank and drank. 2 hours later, I was drunk. -___-

Yvonne saw me not being myself, and asked me if I wanna leave early or not. I think I was crazy last night. Hmmm. So left early with XQ, and he drove me back. PHEW! And puked once I reached home.

Damn. My vomitus smelled quite nice though. Martellllllll!

Right right. I'm going out to Clementi soon to meet James. Cheerrrriiiiioosssss!

210907 `

2007-09-21T21:43:00.000+08:00

Oh great! Great! It's a Fucking Friday and I'm fucking hell staying at home. Why? Cause' I'm afraid I can't wake up tomorrow morning for school!

Goddamn. Fucking teachers. Fucking school. Why must it be on Friday and Saturday? It's like, so DUH!

Sometimes it's not as if I love to complain or what. I don't whine. I just feel that it's pathetically unfair for us to be like this. We don't get ourselves paid for going to school on the weekends, and bloody hell the fucking Sup commended on the lecturers and stuff.

We pay schoolfees for weekdays. SIGH! Afterall, I'm just feeling very very upset about not working tonight when there're so so so many customers! And my darling regulars! And my peeps coming to find me! And not being to CLUB tonight!

FUCK.

I wanna club. When was the last time I really danced and drank?

All because of TOMORROW. And bloody fuck, I just realised that I have not turned the pages in the BCLS fucked up book for the MCQ test!

Well done. If everything can be postponed to next Monday, maybe I will really try to respect the teachers.

Well, I don't. Period.

Well, the only thing I am looking forward to now is tomorrow's dinner! Weeeee~! But it seems quite long long long way to go. Geeeez.

And my nose hurts! I squeezed the big fat stick into the hole again this morning and now my nose looks as if I've just cried. Damn. And tomorrow I'm going to see the LJ Tan.

Wonder what is he going to shoot me eh? Hmmm.

I WANNA CLUBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB!

Ok. Enough of bullshitting. Just looking forward to seeing him. =) And his morning calls. =))

GEEEEEZ!

170907 `

2007-09-17T21:14:00.000+08:00

Sometimes people should know what is coming out from their mouths and stop being so fucking egoistic.

One thinks he is the best and he wants the best for himself, and make everything and anything under the sun MY fault.

The second one, forbids his love to enjoy her life with her BEST friend, and rather goes out himself with his friends, throwing her alone.

Guys are like this, like that. What's wrong with them anyway?

BAH!

*slap their mouths.*

Dyed my hair, and don't really like the results. Not much effect and wasted my money today. Damn. And spent quite alot today just for groceries. Hmmm.

Eyes getting tired. And it's time to audi again!

I miss him lots and I'm seeing him this Thursday! WEEEEE! And seeing everybody this Thursday! Sushi makes my dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

=D

** Yeah yeah. I'm a whore. A club whore. Now what? You wanna take abck whatever you told me the other night? WAIT LONG LONG. I'm going to throw everything back to your face one day with all my might.

You wanna find whores, sorry I'm absolutely not your candidate. Anyway there's something in my head I've been storing for quite long. I just wanna comment the girls I saw the other night at St. James.

Yeah. They are still in my head and fucking hell I cant get them away. Thanks to you.

Yvonne: She doesn't look cute like what you told me. She's like having jagged teeth? And small tiny eyes. And you find her cute? Goddamn!

Charity Wang: Charity? Wow. What orbit name. This name already turned me off. Tiny eyes, tanned skin, skinny as a toothpick, shorter than me. CUTE?! Go to hell please.

If you wanna get me back, pease stop what you're doing. Cause simply, won't want you back anymore. Thanks.

150907 `

2007-09-15T18:40:00.000+08:00

Woooo! Attachment is over finally! And i feel super duper uber happy! =D=D

Work work work was fun last night lar. As usual, got my tips and my PAYYYYY!

Money money money! Pay my bills, and clear everything! And time for some real serious SHOPPINGGGGGG!

Hols are here and here I am going to work like mad cow!! And money money money are mine mine mine! =D

Things I need:

1) New bag.
2) Makeups.
3) Gucci Eau De Parfum2.
4) Any perfume from Estee Lauder.
5) Dye my hair serious black.
6) Gucci Envy Me 2.
6) Anna Sui Perfumes.
7) Martel Martel and more Martel stored in my room!
8) More sushi buffets.
9) More clubbing.
10) More work work work!!

That's all for now I guess? Anyway I'ma happy girl nowwwww!

=D=D

That's all for today and I'm going off to work! =D

130907 `

2007-09-12T18:27:00.000+08:00

Attachment's ending and it's time to PARTYYYYYYYYYYYY!!

Some things are really pure bad luck shiet. I bought my new Gucci Envy Me 2, just sprayed once, stolen in the night at my workplace.

NBCB.

Some people can get so fucking cheapskate and steal people's things. And my Elizabeth Arden's also stolen. Left my Gucci 1 at home. So, I'm gonna buy another one. Which also means, I'm going to spend more money this time.

Shit really does happen.

Bought new dress and highheels last night at Jurong Point. Happy with the stuffs. But not happy because I lost my perfumes in 1 bloody night. FUCK.

Went to Sasa and check things out. So, I'm going to get Estee Lauders'. Or Gucci Eau De Toilette 2. WEEEEEE!

Wiating for my pay to come in and LOTSA BUY!

=D=D

Attachment is fun. But the lecturer sucked my balls. She really sucked my blood out from my carotic artery.

There's this Indian girl in my group sucked my urine from my bladder. Backstabber-cum-jian huo. Both china and indian sucked my skin off. ARGHH.

Right right. I better stop before this becomes a whining entry.

070907

2007-09-07T02:13:00.000+08:00

Wooo! When was the last time I blogged?

Anyway posting at IMH rocks my life man! The patients are so fucking cute! Too bad lar. There's this young guy, I think he's gonna stay there till the end of time. =( Felt quite sad for him lar. But, no choice. This is how god wants things to be. So, let it be!

Posting will end tomorrow. And back to SGH next week. Damn sian. Gonna take 19 patients' parameters again, shower them and stuffs. Honeymoon period's gone!

Anyway, work at Butterfly rocks. People there rock. Everything there rocks. Boss rocks. =DD

Right right. It's really time for you to forget me. Can't possibly having me in your mind 24/7 right? Time to move on for me too! Gonna stop crying for once.

I've got a new love nowwwww.

Alright. Shall blog next time! My big fat com is infected with another fucking virus and I just returned the harddisk to DM. -_-

How am I gonna save my com now? Mummy isn't gonna buy a new one for us. So, no choice. Use an infected PC. Just make sure you wash your hands after use. To prevent cross infection.

Bye all.

310807 `

2007-08-31T20:09:00.000+08:00

Was very very moodless to blog yesterday night. Goodness.

Today's played the game well with my old darlings. They were so cute can?! The way they dance. We didn't mean to bully them lar. But we asked them to dance and sing before they could have the candies.

Damn.

They were just so fucking cute. Now I don't mind staying in IMH for the rest of my attachment. =) It's really worth my time.

Came back at about 1pm. Was so so so fucking shagged out, so went to bed till now. Alright. I'm too lazy to type. Got some pics. But I'm lazy to upload also.

BYE!

300807 `

2007-08-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

New job rocks. Very fun. Enough said.

280807 `

2007-08-26T23:17:00.000+08:00

It was so fucking awesome last night at East Coast! Ccb came to fetch me under my flats with Fred and Chris. Went to Yew Tee to get Ricky and Guohao into the car. Then to Woodlands for Lyn and Kai.

Squuezed in the big car, even though it was a big one, with lotsa stuffs chucked between everybody. Caught in a stupid jam at CTE. And sighed with relieved when we finally reached ECP.

Ain't finished! We walked all the way to the BBQ pit with all our hands stuffed with things. James came and he carried on to talk on his stupid phone. =(

Put our stuffs, and guess what? THE SKY BECAME RED AND IT STARTED TO RAIN LIKE COWS AND PIGS.

Everybody hid themselves under the pits, tress, sharing unbrellas. Rain got smaller, got sausages to stuff into our mouths. Hehe. Had our heart to heart talk under the rain.

Wanted to give myself a break, so went to the waters to wash my hands. I didn't really notice there're people there. Suddenly, stupidly, Jinhan pulled down into the water!!

GODDAMN.

So, got myself wet, whined and whined and whined.

DM came. Brought eggs, milo and coffee powder, salt, sugar. Again, Jinhan bombed egg on me! =( James gave me my first milo facial mask. Forgotten who the fuck threw coffee powder on me and other stuffs.

Went to the waters to wash up, AGAIN! Pulled down by I forgot who. So, no choice, I was already wet, so stayed in the waters and played.

Got up and took my long long break and freezed myself to death. Played games, and went for shower during the game. Damn cold. Came back with some soap getting into my eyes. Lenses couldn't stick on my eyes!

Got Char to 7-11 for my eyedrops. AJ lended me his big big shirt, Char lended me her skirt. Damn. If only I knew WG BBQ will end up like that, I won't be so stupid to just bring NOTHING.

HAHA.

Talked with Gab Ash AJ George about relationships. Quite true that guys and girls' thinkings are totally different. Hmm.

Waited for the next morning for the Army Half Marathon to start and waited for Oliver to run pass us. Waited till the end, finally! Oliver screamed. Uhh. He was at the slow group at the BACK.

Went into the tent to take a rest and me and Guohao got pissed off because of the uncles talking so loudly outside. So went out for a smoke and talk cock sing song.

Packed things up and went back with Dino and GH. Damn tired. The cab swerved non stop, my head fell non stop. So damn tired can!? ZZZzzzz.

Reached home finally. Sleep slept sleepen. Woke up for dinner, watced Ocean's 12, then using the PC now.

Was not quite in the mood when i got home. People said some hurtful things that I ended the relationship. It's not my fault now alright? If you BEHAVED yourself in the beginning, I wouldn't have stopped loving you already! So, get your facts right. Anyway we're already over. What're more to say?

Goodbye to you.

Tomorrow's going IMH. And I dunno how to go home from there! DAMN! And Wednesday I'm starting my new job! HAPPY!

230807 `

2007-08-23T23:16:00.000+08:00

THANKS. EVERYTHING SCREWED UP BECAUSE OF YOU. FUCKING CHINA LECTURER. LAME REQUESTS. THANKS ALOT YEA? I OWE YOU ONE.

X((

180807 `

2007-08-18T14:50:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I think the more I listen to them, I will go crazy one day. One day I will go crazy. Soon I will be the PSY girl I saw at A&E.

The moment I wake up, all I can hear is nag nag nags and more nags. Whereas my bro? Nothing! What's this?

BIAS.

I did nothing, I just simply wake up and brush my teeth, the moment I step into the living room, they will start their radios like nobody's business, and the radio will be on till like the time I go to bed.

I'm going crazy and I can't wait to go out! =(

Ok. I'm too tired to type anything. Meeting Alicia at 730! Weee!

160807 ` COCKED.

2007-08-16T16:55:00.000+08:00

Life's a lil screwed up today at work. As I was serving my dear dear patients' diets, I wanted to use the cardiac table. Just nice there was a doctor doing his writings there.

So I said,"Haha. A lil' messy here huh? Let me tidy them up." *smiled*

Ah ha! Guess what the doctor replied?

"This is the first time I'm hearing someone saying about a doctor's job. And I take it as an insult. Who is your in charge? I want to see her. This is absurd."

FUCK YOU. Didn't I say I'd tidy them up? Did I say I wanna stop you from writing? Did I even INSULTED you?

Goddamn!

So, no choice as I'm the pathetic STUDENT, I just apologised and walked off. Was thinking at the back of my mind that this doctor was sick in the head!

I think he wanted to have some fun because he called the staff nurse to complain more about me. The SN also thought I did nothing wrong. But she still asked me to apologise. The doc said I already did, and asked the SN to teach me some manners.

Teach me some manners?!

Get the hell right dude. Not enough, he turned to me and said, "You're a student and you're here to learn and not to insult."

Alright. Maybe I didn't sound clear just now, so now I'm going to say it in a clearer way and a larger font in case you are blind for a second?

SINCE WHEN I INSULTED EH? YOU'RE THE ONE WHO INSULTED ITE STUDENTS. SO GET THE FUCK ISSUE RIGHT BEFORE SPITTING FIRE ONTO ME.

Yeah. Feeling much more better. Anyway he emphasised that he is the SENIOR DOCTOR because he's wearing his black tag. WOOO~ I'm so scared. Go on and complain more about me. As if I care? Anyway there's nothing I can do if you think what I said "insulted" you in any way. you pathetic assholey doctor.

Yeah. We are students. ITE students. Come on. How many people wanna look down on us? Go ahead. Why? Because we are ITE student.

GODDAMN you all.

Ok. Time for shower. Going out soon. Happy Birthday Sylvia! =DD

150807 `

2007-08-15T16:34:00.000+08:00

Alright. Reached home quite early today cause' I took the train! And now waiting for time to pass in case I might like to go out later.

But I'm so freaking tired right now. Wish I'm like typing this on the bed with my eyes half closed and me dozing off. Funny!

The other night when I was talking to Ron on the phone, I was like subconsciously awake. I kinda dreamt of somebody asking me whether Ron had talk to me before. And I just replied "Ya, he did."

Ron asked me what I'd just said. Apparently I was half asleep already! Because we didn't even talk on the phone and these words just came out from my mouth.

Golly! How tired I can be?

It's the seventh month now and I think it's better for me to stay at home instead of going out late in the nights. Some things can just happen.

Anyway when we were about to get our bags from the tea room just now, the nurses are having a lecture or something in the room. We didn't enter of course! So Mui Hwa volunteered to get our bags for us.

There's this EN, she's an Indian, stared at us as if we offended her or something? Even the sister also gave us a black face.

C'on lar. You're the pathetic assholes who don't provide us with lockers to place our bags like what the A&E did. So why give that kinda fucking faces? Especially that EN. Nevertheless, she sucks.

Dread to go for work almost everyday. Today was quite ok cause' maybe I can feel Maris's existance that she will be helping me. Not much help though. Forget it.

Aite. Time for shower and Lot1 to chill alone! =D Byeeeee~

130807 `

2007-08-13T18:07:00.001+08:00

Something happened to my keyboard that made me type everything again. =( I'll just summarise. Too tired to spend crap time on this.

Happy birthday Darren!

Ok. I'm really too lazy to recall everything. Bye bye.

Post-note: Ron's coming to fetch me tonight! =D=D Happy~

I still look the best without my face.

Reb and Dave trying to snap my mole-jojojo. >.<

Besides behind a mask, in the dark too.

120807 ` This is Sad.

2007-08-11T15:23:00.000+08:00

Guys, please stop hurting girls and giving them some kinda attitude which girls don't like.

Girls, please do the same too.

These few days I'm having really bad moods cause' there are so many things happening to me. Be it good or bad. I really have no life. Club club club. Go out go out go out. Work work work. I have not been spending time with my family either.

Anyway me and my parents are not getting along well too. I can't get a new job which I like. Hey, you're not going to pay my phone bills are you? So why are you stopping me from earning money and to let me pay?

Why do you have preferences? Just because I'm studying at ITE and this is the way you look down on me? Fine as it is. Bro is going to JC.

WOW~

Sorry but I don't have the brains to do that. This is my limit. So what do you expect me to do? To drink multi formula milk powder? Eat fish for every meal?

I'm the human species called Stupid.

Too bad.

I've got no one to turn to. I can only cry to myself, hypnotize myself that the next day will be a wonderful day with the sun shining brightly on top of me.

No one knows about me that I can break down even thinking about work for the following day. I'm too stressed up? NO. What I need is love.

Family love, friendships and self-love. Love is such a beautiful word. I love you, you love me. We are happy family.

Love is a strong word to describe one's feelings. I've got a strong love for chocolates.

Without love, there's nobody.

I'm so lost. Everyone's gone. Who did it? Me. I'm the culprit. Blame me. I wanna drink my life away. If only I can die. Nobody will have problems. Cause' everything's started out with me.

I might turn into PSY like the girl i saw yesterday. Nobody will scold you for your behaviour when you're psy. Cause' you're psy!

Ok. Enough said. I think I'm going crazy soon. Real soon.

I should grow up.

090807 `

2007-08-09T16:35:00.000+08:00

Was at A&E yesterday. So fun! Very challenging posting. Everything gotta be done asap. Very nice. =D

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY. As if I care..

Met Janice and others for sushi buffet at Sakae@Funan. Was late lor, so the others started eating first. Eat till damn full. Especially the fruits part, all laughing like hell. Cannot finish man.

Anyway VD SUCKED last night again. Went in and got my chop, put bags, got drinks, then people wanna go play lan again. So, we went to Egames, and played for 2 hours, then we went back to VD again.

Unfortunately, when we reached there, the re entrance queue was so goddamn long. Cover charge and the guest list queues were cleared almost immediately while our own queue was like shit.

The place was not having enough ventilation, so everybody was like sweating like pigs lor.
I was so pissed, then finally this stupid bouncer allowed us to go in. But only me and Ricky got in. The rest stucked outside. -__-

So I went in for the stupid aircon, and played with Dave. He's really super skinny lor. I'm so scared that he will snap anytime.

VD was so boring without my Reb man. Nobody to dance with me, nobody to drink with, nobody to laugh with, nobody to smoke with. SIAN! So I was like walking around like idiot.

Ok. I'm hungry again, and my menses are here again! SIAN! Which means tomorrow working, I'm having second day, which means I'm going for frequent toilet trips, which means I'm going to get fucked by the staffs there, which means I'm going to bring lotsa pads to work and stuff many many in my pockets?!

SIAN!!! I hate being a girl sometimes. Anyway Sub says she only have mense like once a year.

*jealousy oozing out.

I hate mense.

Ok. I'm too lazy to be online. Let me go offline and bye bye!

070807 `

2007-08-07T20:04:00.000+08:00

I hate the new ward. Maybe I'm not used to the surroundings and stuffs. But I can say the staffs there are so fucking cocky and I dont like them at all.

=(

The enrolled nurse was so fucking fake to me and Maris which made us damn fucked up. Mdm Zhao couldn't stand her also. Because she didnt allow Maris to do her skills. Mdm Zhao was fierce for once lor! =D

The senior staff nurse was also very fucked up. Sister scheduled the break for us. She thought we wanna go break so late? -__- Use your brain please.

I really hate the ward. Lucky this whole week I'm going to A&E. If not, I think I might just burn down the whole ward.

Wednesday is clubbing night again! Anybody wanna go? Please come VD. But VD is so freaking bored lar. =(

Supposed to upload some pictures. But too bad! Didnt bring out my M2 adaptor. =(

Today's sucha emo day! =( Everything was like pissing me off these days man. =(

050807 `

2007-08-05T23:05:00.000+08:00

Since this entry I've pre-written, I'll just paste it down. =)

Nothing to type about actually. Just that we clubbed again at VD. Actually it sucked totally. The crowd sucked. The music sucked. The people there also sucked. Too many chocolates there. Didnt really had fun. But the entering of the club damn shiok.

Was at the back of the big fat longgggg queue. Then we all pek cek. So, smsed James to bring us to the front. Then he shouted:" Who're ambs here?!"

Me Reb and Edwin raised our hand. Wah lao weh. The feeling is damn shiok lor. We went in the front. SONG!

Ok. The rest we had fun and stuffs lor. Dont wanna type liao. This is not in blogger.com but in NOTEPAD. =(

030807 `

2007-08-03T18:55:00.001+08:00

Last day in the ward. So happy! BUT more to come. Damn it~

Went to Far East to get my new skirt. Ohmygolly! I super happy now can?! When was the bloody last time i wore a skirt to go out?

Skirts help to preserve a woman's womanhood.

-__-

What am I trying to say? But never mind! I just love my new skirttttt!

Jump jump jump.

Tomorrow's might be the last day for clubbing. Reb's gonna start work soon, and I'm going fishing with Lover! Dont guessing who Lover is lar.

Ok. Time to Audi. Bye bye.

010807 `

2007-08-01T18:24:00.000+08:00

Oh. It's August already and I've not plan to do anything for the upcoming month! But there're TWO things I wanna do.

1) Club till I vomit.

2) Finish the fucked up attachment which is dued September.

Ok. I've been feeling very fucked up for the past 3 days. Perhaps it's my PMS, or I'm really going to explode.

I was thinking about work last night, then suddenly I broke down and cry. Maybe I'm too stressed up about the ward settings. Maybe I've not used to the ward yet.

I just wanna let attachment finish, or I might as well just quit course and join another one. Everything should be fine for me! =)

I've got 1 new love. TAPIOCA CHIPS.

Ok. Bye!

300707 `

2007-07-30T01:37:00.000+08:00

OK ok! I'm updating now. Ok. Start with 26th. MOS 1 year anniversary. So shiok to be VIP. So, got in for free, got the green and yellow neon band for the stupid game which I think they didnt carry out.

So, dance dance dance, jump jump jump, drink drink drink, smoke smoke smoke, scream our lungs out because they wanna yum seng for being 1 year for whosgoing.

Cosmos room too crowded, so went down to main arena for dance, then slowly found out that stupid Bernie went off with my cigs in his fucking pockets. Made me and Reb damn angry. Eh, cigs damn expensive leh. New pack somemore!

NBCCCB.

After party party, then went home lor. Damn tired, woke up at 11 to prepare for work. Was excited about work that day cause' I was meeting Edwin in the night!

=D=D

But never mind! He's still cute to me. Watched Alone. Damn horror lar. Was covering my face in the whole show lor. Edwin said I'm like wasting money, coevering eyes to watch show.

DUHS!

People scared what. Tak boleh? But Alone is a good horror. A MUST watch!

Next, Saturday. Went to meet Kirk at Vivo and the stupid bus was late by 20 minutes, and chiong-ed its way through until it reached Harbourfront station. -__- Car sick man.

Rushed to get a new top and went to meet Reb and Maris. They were late. Booo~ Had Mac for dinner, and went to MOS again. That night abit sian lor. =( Firstly I ate too full. Dance till pain ar.

HAHA.

Then Maris dont wanna dance leh. I see liao also sian. LOL.

Then went back at 4 plus, met Kirk, then went home.

Ok. Enough typing. Now I'm having severe Monday blues. Fuck!

MOS

Featuring: EDWIN!

That's all folks~

260707 `

2007-07-25T16:21:00.000+08:00

Wooo. Waiting for 8 plus to come so I can go for my first night duty! Wonder if there'll be any wierd things happening there tonight? Hmmm.

Of course I would like to be as famous as Xia xue Kurt. But not really interested in that now. =) But THANKS for your offer!

Ok. Lazy to type. And my com is abit problem today. So, byeee!

240707 `

2007-07-24T18:56:00.000+08:00

Damn it. I know I'm fucking slack today alright? Please dont hold it against me and backstab me you asshole. My whole body hurts. What to do?

DUHS!

Bye lar!

230707 `

2007-07-23T19:25:00.001+08:00

Anyway! I'm back after 3 days. And I would like to thank everybody who went to MOS on Friday especially Rebecca Tay! Finally I've given my club virgin to MOS !

* jump jump jump!

And we went 2 days straight. Damn shiok. Dance till legs soft. =D

20.07.07:

Met Reb and girls at town. Headed down to MOS. Outside little people. Inside people like sai. Not fun. Too many people. Went back at about 3 plus. Met Reb's friend called Samuel.

21.07.07:

Stupid Nurses' Day made me sleep only 2 hours from the previous night. Headed to school with a zombie soul in me. Watched the best skit of all the performance that morning. Went back earlier than others with Reb and prepared to meet Jessie for kbox.

But she went to find her lil' boy first then I went to book room at Kbox first. After Kbox, Ray came to fetch me from Cine with Reb to MOS. Arnold, Jane and Zhiwei came and the crowd was so fucking bad.

Drank my 2nd drink and Vodka was super thick. Nearly puked. Saw Reb's bro and his friends then joined them. Learned abit their hiphop and went back at 5plus. Go back sleep and got ready for work in 7 hours.

But was late for work again and attended to my customers like zombie. -__- Ok ok. Now back from school and I'll upload pics liao.

YAWNS~

At Kbox.

MOS.

MY BIRTHDAY!

2007-07-20T17:26:00.000+08:00

This may be the worst birthday I've ever had. The moment I reached home, people started to pissed me off just by letting me repeat myself that I don't have the house keys with me for 3 days straight.

C'on lar. Which part of " I don't have" you all don't understand? I started to get pissed and speak a lil' louder, people said I'm giving attitude.

Oh fuck it man. I'm not going to speak anything then.

Then, Kirk said he wanna fetch me from Lot1. Even thou we're already over, apparently he wants to get me back, but too bad, he's simply turning me off!

He bloody hell made me wait for 1 whole hour for him. 1 WHOLE HOUR! If he meant it to pick me up, then why still taking his own stupid sour time and make me wait?

If one day, he doesn't make me wait, I'll call that day my birthday instead. So, my face was super black during the way back home in the stupid car and alighted the car, and he drove off.

If I'm the one who make him wait, I wonder what he's gonna be. To be angry, or to be pissed?

DUHS!

Next, Arnold says the guys AREN'T going anymore cause' their money is running low. What kinda stupid excuse is that?! One minute this, another minute that. Really man, if one day I'm being asked to go out by GUYS, and if I go, please kill me.

I'm so so so fucked up now. Why every year my birthday has gotta be like this? Last year, quarrelled with Kirk on this day. This year, everybody makes me pissed. I'm so sick lar. Hope Reb will reply my sms. Sigh~ I hope we girls can go our own. =(

I HATE TODAY AND I'M LIKE WAITING FOR GOOD NEWS. =(=(

190707 `

2007-07-19T20:09:00.000+08:00

Sorry for leaving my blog to die for these few days cause' simply I DON'T HAVE THE TIME TO BLOG!!

BLEH!

Attachment started already. And today was almost the last day of the first week and one week is going to be over. Done with almost 13 skills and today is only the fourth day since it started. Am I too fast or what? I think I'm too mindful about getting my logbook filled up than to really be a real nurse and take care of my poor patients.

Posted to B2 ward and I'm enjoying it and not enjoying it at the same time. Enjoying in the sense that I love the staffs there and the patients and everything. Not enjoying about the stupid stuffy and humid atmosphere in that particular part of the whole ward.

=(

B2 is situated at the end of the ward and there's not much ventilation as compared to Central and A-class. This makes me feel like a dick whenever I change diapers for my ah mahs and ah peks. Cause' I'll be like sweating like a stupid pig.

C'on lar Singapore. Do something about it since there's this stupid slogan going around the neighbourhood stating: " ........ country of possibilites."

I shall take this as talk cock sing song and Singapore is a lazy disgusting pig where all the ministers are earning far more money than us, the civilians. Lazing around because you've got high pay? Eat my shit.

Too bad. Reb is transferred to A-class because of some VIP patient there and Sister needs some students there. Went to A and really enjoyed the air con there. Damn it. If only the whole hospital can be like this, how good?

Reached home at about 5 today and slept through the whole bus journey, not sure if my mouth was open wide when I was asleep or not.

For some people who doesn't really know about me, stop spouting nonsensical nonsense to me and thinking that you know me very well. Hey, I'm a stupid goddamn nursing student now and how do you expect me to sport a tattoo at my neck? Having no tattoos on me doesn't mean that I must not be interested in tattoos.

Stupid people with stupid brains. Maybe there's practically no brain cells in their head, maybe just cerebral fluid that fills the skull up.

1 more day to my big day and I'm fucking excited! But I'm not sure if I will be able to enjoy myself or not. He flew my aeroplane. Fly till very high. Just a rejection and not even a sorry. Goddamn you and your stupid asshole. Make sure you grow piles.

=(

I'm not even sure if the other guys are going tomorrow or not. If they are not going, means everybody won't be going. And Maris and Reb and ME will be so damn sian. Cause' everybody fucking hell can't be steady about their decisions and they apparently are people whom we cannot trust.

Big fat sigh! Very well then. If, by any chance, they are going to ask us out, I'm going to fly their kite. No. maybe I'll just make their dicks fly. Fly high high. I'm really sick of these kinda people.

SIGH~

Lonely lonely birthday~ stupid stupid birthday~

Fuck.

130707 `

2007-07-13T11:57:00.000+08:00

I FEEL SO FREEEEEEEE~

Anybody can ask me out please please please?!

Geeeeez. Daniel is back. =X Lazy to type. Some pics and I'm *poooof!*

Joelle insisted to camwhore. So, camwhored with her. =s

120707 `

2007-07-12T12:33:00.000+08:00

8 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY BIG DAY!

*jump jump jump.

I REALLY CANNOT WAIT LIAO. IT'S LIKE WAITING FOR 8 YEARS LAIDAT. =(

110707 `

2007-07-11T12:07:00.001+08:00

Past tense already. =\

Went to meet Reb and others at AMK. Those staying at AMK took so long to come out. Especially Ray. Sat at S-11 and rot there, talk cock sing song drink drink smoke smoke.

Went to Bugis to get my jeans. Reached there, uncle said he haven't do yet. -__- Then he kept apologising and asked me to sit down and wait for about 10minutes. Jeans ok liao, tested, not bad. Better than the before state.

Met with Kusa and he brought me to makan at MA-MAISON. It's a japanese cum western restuarant. Later show you some pics. We ordered the Escargots, which are ang moh SNAILS, cooked with garlic butter.

SI BEH SHIOK!

My first time eating it and it's so fuck damn nice. Then I ordered the japanese style spag. Damn nice but I cannot finish them, so passed to him for his mouth lor. Then last minute ordered sesame ice cream.

I nearly got an orgasm. -__- Damn nice.

So after that, drove around with his stupid bike, and he brought me home. So sweeeeet of him. But I'm not interested.

Haha.

Ok. Thinking of work later. And my eyes hurt. =( I need him.

20th, here I come!

The snails.

The MEEEEEAT.

The GIGANTIC tongs for my spag.

100707 `

2007-07-10T11:54:00.000+08:00

Lazy to type alot. My eye kena infection! =(=( Just some pictures and off I go!

AT CEDELE AND EAST COAST WITH ADWIN.

The latest Spring Collection '07

AT WARAKU WITH BF FOR DINNER.

Look at my bowl. I'm not exaggerating it by zooming the bowl to the cam. But this bowl was BIGGER than my face!

Ok. Look at my bowl.

SOME PICTURES OF MYSELF. =D=D

That's my Pink Panther with the Penis Edition. Do you have it?

Was at Far east with Jessie and we saw KUNJIE! I'm lazy to rotate the pic.

One very very cute video. And maple's version. Ladies and gentleman, I present you...

LAZYTOWN VS. MAPLESTORY!

050707 `

2007-07-06T13:44:00.000+08:00

15 more days to my birthday! My birthday birthday BIRTHDAY!

* jump jump jump.

Bye bye.

050707 `

2007-07-04T23:30:00.000+08:00

Actually I'm lazy to write about road bastards. Next time I kena again then I will write again. Very bored. Just some ugly pics of me and off I go.

Why ugly? CAUSE' THE BIG WIND AT EAST COAST BLEW MY HAIR UNTIL WHAT YOU CAN ONLY SEE IS MY FOREHEAD. =( understand? -_-

I'M UGLY ALRIGHT?!

040707 `

2007-07-04T12:37:00.000+08:00

I'm blogging everyday cause' I'm pathetically bored. Anyway it's our 1 year and 10th months together. BUT I don't feel anything! I used to look forward for every month.

Sigh~

He's home. So shall cut everything short. Not sure where we will be going later. Cause' we are so broke. And today supposed to meet up with Fion for dinner. But I'm not going cause' I've got no money. =(

Aaron's been smsing me. I've been smsing him too. Apparently both our lines got problem. I've never received his sms nor replies. Neither did he. He sent me friendster message. How sweet!

Ok ok. Crap.

The weather sucks to the max. Been cursing and swearing about the weather since the day when I went to alter my jeans at Bugis. Was walking at Bugis streets and you know, Shawn is fat and he is a huge heat generator, he likes to stick close to me and I'm not sure for what bloodied reason.

So that day I was quite pissed off with him and the weather. WEATHER.

Now he's smsing about my birthday thingy. Then I asked him, : " Why not ask your friends to come along too? I dunno them, but on that day can intro and know each other ma."

His reply:" Wah.. You want so many people go ar? You can pay for everybody meh?"

Fucking hell.

You mean if I paying then you will go la? How cheapskate. Anyway most prob we all going Dutch. If you no money then don't come lar. Nobody's forcing you ma. My budget la deh. Dutch is the best.

Never mind. BUT..... I'M STILL LOOKING FORWARD FOR THAT DAY! =D=D

* jump jump jump.

That day also can see him. =)) EXCITED! EXCITEDDDDD!!!

030707 `

2007-07-03T20:31:00.000+08:00

ITS JULY JULY JULY! 17 MORE DAYS!!! 2 WEEKS AND 3 DAYS!!!

* jump jump jump.

Sang kbox lor. Thought someone can really sing very very very very well cause' the attitude he gave me was like he sings like Jay Chou.

But apparently, today was a waste of time singing. Cause' I also not sure if I can say whether he is a good singer or not. Ok ok. Mummy taught me not to lie, so, I shouldn't lie.

His singing sucks. SUCKS. SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS.

Anyway there's this number who called me 1 minute ago and claimed that he is Officer Chan. He said my photo was being caught and I was found fighting at Clarke Quay. -__-

DUHS!

While I was on the phone with him, there was this beeping sound. OBVIOUSLY he was recording. Anyhow only. Then I ask him dont talk cock and I dunno what the fuck he was talking about. Then he say " jiang ah, never mind never mind."

TALK COCK. If it's really police he sure will use the office phone de ma. STUPID.

I MISS HIM. =(

020707 ` This is a Spitfire.

2007-07-02T15:07:00.000+08:00

I DONT LIKE YOU MAN. BF's gotta leave on my birthday and I'm afraid all the plans will go down the drain!

Predictions on what will happen on 20-07-07:

Attachment in the morning or afternoon. =( BAH!

Go home after work, and shower-

1) meet with friends for clubbing if it's a afternoon shift,

2) go home and sleep, wake up and meet friends for clubbing.

BF's AT HOME. Goddamn! Does he look as if he will let me go ALONE with my kakis?

NO.

So how man? I dont wanna go with him, cause' simply it's so fucking unfair when he can enjoy with the girl he likes and I CANT even go with my friends!!! =(

* boo-hoo-hoo.

That bitch is a real suck cock. She has got the blow job face and guys who see her will want a good blowjob from her. WOOOOOO! Why am I so irritated?

CAUSE' MY BF SAYS SHE'S CUTE! Dont know how many posts I've been writing about her already. BUT I'M STILL GOING TO WRITE! =( I dont like her, means I dont like her.

And fucking hell I dont share my BF with sucha loser. Dont she know that I'm the lady boss in the car?! Blinded by thinking I'm fucking drunk that night?

LOSER! * shows the L sign with my fingers.

Oooh man. I'm fucking guai lan now. Just dont make me see her on the streets. My virgin slap will be just for youuuuuuuuuuu. =)

Bloodied hell. I'm so poor this month, stupid hols, my bill hasnt been paid, people lied to me that he HAD already paid it. After all, I'M A POOR ASS. I've got no money and thanks for being there to laugh at me!

I'm not going to work for that fucking Gay Bill, under that stupid watchful eyes of that fucking Ms Goh, and earn measly sum of money of $4.50 per hour.

Do you fucking know how much is $4.50? When that Gay Bill is earning 2.2k permonth by using us and he himself doing nothing?! Please lar stupid Ms Goh, dont get cheated by his handsome body and throw the part timers away. He's GAY.

I dont gian that stupid money because i DONT work to earn such stupid money.

I was just trying to burn my weekend time. Now I'm looking for sales job and stupid Shawn told me he will be released at 4pm oday. But God knows, it's 6pm.

BAH!

So now, I'm smsing people to go out with me for some chill out sessions. NOBODY cares about me anymore... *cries. CRIES. CRIIIIIIIIESSSSSSSSSSS.

Think Reb is sleeping since she didnt reply to my sms, Jessie's phone is in silent mode and she's in the train with her friends and didnt picked up my calls and reply to my sms. =(

SIGH. I'm a big fat lonely girl. Even BF got someone else to cry on. I dont have any.

Ok. I'm being very xia lan. I'll stop whining and hide myself in my socks.

010707 `

2007-07-01T23:01:00.000+08:00

ITS JULY! JULY JULY JULY! MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING!

* jump jump jump.

Let me blog about yesterday alright. BF went out for movie with Baby Wong, left me at home with my computer. He came back at about 6 plus? I had my dinner and supposely he IS SUPPOSED to drive me to Tiong Bahru station. God knows he hadn't even showered when it was 8.30pm.

I was supposed to meet the people at 9pm. Gene smsed me that she reached already, that was when I started to kan chiong, hoping the train would move abit faster. BUT IT DIDN'T!

Reached Tiong Bahru, only saw Weiling and Teresa. No Gene. She's late and she bloody helled told me she was there already. -__- Got scolding from us lor.

Haha.

Took bus to Fion's daddy's night club. Ben and mummy's boy Teckhui were there already with their stupid GFs. Bring GF for what? Teckhui's one is so fucking ugly alright? Fat and short, we called her the Wrestler.

Oh no. I dont mean to be mean. My mummy taught me not to tell lies. =D

Ben's GF was alright. CUTE! I like.

Yunxie came in the last and the gathering last night was an unhappy one. Fion's leaving the company because of some motherfucking bootlicker, who is BILL.

Yeah yeah. If only you can read my blog, I just wanna have some words with you. I dont greed for the 4.50bucks per hour. How measly! You're so gay. C'on man, sack me, by all means.

Do I look as if I care? NO. So, you can hide Ms Goh in one big fat corner and fuck her with all your might.

PATHETIC BOOTLICKER. Lick her vagina, by all means.

So, Fion bought us each an engraved pen from Pierre Cardin. Sweeeeeet! Played truth or dare initially. But mummy's boy Teckhui gotta leave early because mummy wanted him back!

AWWWW~

So he and Ben left with 1 glass of Tiger down their throats. Awwww. Pathetic.

I chose Dare, and the question was, pluck out one pubic hair and show it to everybody. Proudly written by Fion. -___- Of course I decided to drink lar!

DUHS!

We played dice and i sang my lungs out. Smsed BF but he didnt reply me means he was having fun out there himself. Wish he would just behave himself without me. Cause' i HATE that 2 ugly sluts.

Was abit drunk and went to vomit. Nothing came out. So called BF to come and fetch me. He came and saw something really bad. Dont wanna talk about it. =(( I REALLY DO WANNA KILL THAT SLUT.

Never mind, reached home and went to bed. Woke up with BF next to me. Dunno where he went last night too. But do I look like I care? =(

Went to had prata for my lunch lor.

Fuck you.

Super tired for the whole day and went to sleep awhile after dinner. We are not close anymore. Something is happening behind my back, and I knew it.

SIGH!

Results are not out yet and I'm fucking impatient. Why cant the school be more faster? And bloody hell I need to go Popular to get a plastic fucktard name tag Cause' i broke my beautiful name tag. =( gonna embarass myself on the first day of attachment. =(

Alright. Sleep. =D

300607 `

2007-06-30T12:11:00.000+08:00

Went to alter my black jeans even tighter! SHIOK! Was quite pissed with the weather. Its so fucking goddamn hot can?! I think the earth is dying. Humans are going to be extinct. Everybody is going to die because of the heat. God is unhappy with what we are doing now.

Spraying insecticides, kids who like to break styrofoam boards. Please lar. Make god happy so we all can have happy life! =D=D

Supposedly going to Party World. Thought the voucher can be used. The reception guy just said, " Sorry leh. Bu ke yi yong zai afternoon de."

Then I replied, " Voucher dou mei you say cannot use afternoon. Only say Friday nights, Saturdays, Sundays and public holidays cannot yong WHAT! Anyhow write de."

Jessie laughed. Shawn felt depressed. =\

We bo bian sat inside Party World de seats there wait for Poksheng to come over lor. Then this fat guy asked us if we wanna get a room first, so he wanna help us book room. Then I said,

" Bu yong le. Wo man zai deng ren." Took out my phone and fake fake call people. Stupid asses they believe. So Shawn went to meet his friends first while me and Jessie wait for her PS to come.

PS stupid. He doesnt go chinatown often. Then he anyhow tell cab driver. Made me and Jessie wait at Maxwell. -__- Cab come liao jiu took to Bishan lor. While I took it to AMK to meet Rebecca lor.

3 women fa hua chi. Derek poor thing, gotta tahan our nonsense. But cannot be helped ma. IT'S FEELINGS. Slacked under her flats lor.

Then there were this group of secondary school students, no, it's kids-act-beng-beng, were so fucking noisy. Run here and there, underage smokers, cursing and swearing non stop. Becca got enough of the nonsense, called her William to call police.

Waited for 1 hour or so, no police came. Wait till the kids also gone. CCB. Efficiency in Singapore sucks. Too bad. THIS is Singapore. Singapore YOU suck to the core.

Went back with BF lor. Then met Adwin at AMK Hub. Fetched me back and both of them went out. Was having headache then slowly fever kicked in. =(=( Smsed Bill, he also never reply.

IRRITATED.

Then smsed Ursula and askd her if she's free tomorrow morning so she can replace me. Kena rejected. Then sua. Smsed Fion. She only asked if im going to the pub tonight. -__-

NOBODY CARES ABOUT ME!

Ok. BF's going to watch Transformers with Baby Wong. Have fun!

P.s: I dont like the show.

Going to Fion's daddy's pub tonight! Weeeee~

Some pics and off I go! =D

That's PS at the left. Too tall. My hands short, unable to take his face.

P.P.S.S : I REALLY MISSED THAT NIGHT. =(

280607 `

2007-06-28T13:35:00.000+08:00

Waiting for my birthday. 22 more days. Cya all at MOS! =D=D

*jump jump jump.

And I sprained my ankle. =( And bruised my leg. =(=( Was at walking to Cine. Then I fell from the stairs. ='( Lucky i was wearing jeans. Even though it's JEANS, I still got ABRASIONS on my leg. What if there will be SCARS?! SCARS!!

How to work today? =(

260607 `

2007-06-27T13:08:00.000+08:00

That night was fun. If only time can go back again. =(

Anyway business sucked yesterday. SUCKED! And finally I got my Havainas~ Happy! Becca and Shirl came down to pass it to me. Asked me to go Balcony. But I wearing uniform lar. Then Becca said if I go in then people there all shouting to me say they want cookies. -__-

Then Shirl started laughing. T.T My choc chip is it?! IS IT?! It's going off liao laaaaaaaaaaaa. =(=( Then she pointed to my nose and say got two more choc chips.

=''''(

NEVER MIND! I very big heart one. =D=D

Ok lar. I found my song liao. Lazy to type liao. Also dunno what that Shawn want also. Say this time and that time. Keep changing time. NBBBBBB.

Bye bye! =D

260706 `

2007-06-26T12:58:00.000+08:00

I miss him! =(=(

250607 `

2007-06-25T12:13:00.000+08:00

Anyway, forgot about this last night. Enjoy!

240607 `

2007-06-24T23:03:00.000+08:00

Chalet...... FUN! Pics~

Went to eat my mudpie at NYDC! Damn nice lar. But there's this waiter, BF raised his hand to call for him. He saw BF de lor. Then he turn away.

So, too bad! BF already wrote an email to complain about this stupid behaviour and unprofessionalism. Really very jia lat lar. I see liao also sian. SIAN!

Ok. Time for bed. Sleepy. =(

230607 ` DU LAN.

2007-06-23T01:51:00.000+08:00

I'm so fucking du lan. I dunno why but I am du lan. I need someone to love me totally, even with my small tits.

SIGH!

Anyway was reading Urban. There's this bitch, who wrote in and complained about her breasts. She said her breasts are D-cup, and she doesnt like them and she feels that they are a burden to her.

NBCCB!

Then what about me? ( stomping on the floor, crying and protesting.) You stupid idiot, your breasts are not G-cup or what, why are you whining?

Then the counsellor replied saying, there's this surgery that sucks out the fats and tissues from the breasts, and that's the only way to make breasts smaller. And it costs $20,000 bucks.

WOOO!

Really lar, if you moron wanna complain about big breasts, it just makes the readers feel as if you're make us (small tits) feel sooooooo humiliated. What's wrong with big breasts?! WHAT WRONG?!

I want also don't have. I wanna make them bigger, but i heard it's no use for me, then SUA! Eve my bf is looking down on me because of my tits. WHY?! God is so so so so unfair.

What makes me even pissed off is because of this stupid reader who bloody hell wrote this letter in for no pathetic reasons. ARGH! If you really want smaller breasts, then go and CHOP THEM OFF!!

* takes out chopper and begins to chop this idiot's breasts into minced meat.

Angry!

Anyway, I'm still looking for the chalet! Weeee!

220607 `

2007-06-22T02:56:00.000+08:00

Don't do this to me again. I'll make you regret till your penis drop.

Anyway, you did so many times already. So, no use for me to repeat myself about it.

Gosh. You don't know how to spell "cherish", "treasure", "respect".

No wonder Mrs Tang has been enphasizing about respect. RESPECT ME you pathetic asshole.

RESPECT me, RESPECT my decision.

Anything else besides I've got small *******? Why not YOU bloody asshole go and hide yourself and fuck a porn star instead?

Leave me alone!

Looking forward to the chalet on sat. =D=D

200607 `

2007-06-20T00:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VINCENT! But i know he wont be online to see my birthday wish lar. I can always sms! =D=D

Going to Kbox tomorrow with Jessie and Shawn! Weeee! Excited man. I'm so tempted to sing sing sing till my lungs come out. Haha. HAPPY! But also not sure confirm going or not. So, let's hope for the best! =DD

Anyway i'm posted to SGH with Rebecca Tay. Song bo? Now im so excited to start my attachment! Wonder how it will be like. And the skills. Haha.

Alright, just wanna say I'm sorry to Rebecca. Cause' I'm really not sure if I can really take leave on Sat leh. =( I wanna go and booooooooze my night off with them also lar. But too bad lar. I'll still try my best to ask for a leave.

SORRY! =((

The keyboard is so noisy. I wanna get the one which is like a laptop. A laptop style keyboard, soundless and soft. NICE! People and folks in my house wont complain and complain. SHIOK.

Alright. I kinda forgot what I wanna type now. So, that's all folks!

190607 `

2007-06-19T04:05:00.001+08:00

Tsk tsk. Today's paper, buanged. Should be able to pass lar. But cannot pass with flying colours. Only flying shit.

Went to Bf's house then went to east coast mac to chiong studies lor. I think tomorrow's bio should be alright. Should be lar. Hopefully.

Sigh. So troubled these days with alot of things in mind. Gotta work, studies sucks. Sigh. Dunno lar. =(

Ok. Time for bed le. Yawns.

170607 `

2007-06-17T02:32:00.000+08:00

I DONT LOVE YOU ANYMORE!

Anyway, met Aaron just now after work. Told me again about his best friend Lijiao. LOL.

He was just curious why he and Lj didn't end up with anything. Hmm. Sets me thinking too. Actually, if there's really no feelings, means it's really fated to be this way lor. No choice ma. Hmmm. BUT! Maybe things will turn out different in future?

Anyway really THANKS for sending me back just now. Really appreciated it. Was 1 going 2 am lar, then got nobody on the road even taxis lor. Then we two just strolled lar. Very scary. =(

Alright alright. I don't wanna type anymore. SK bought a Chipmunk's soft toy for me! Cool! Cute! But he told me it's a bear lar. But i corrected him. Even marcus said its a Chippymunkie.

=DD NIGHTS!

160607 `

2007-06-16T12:57:00.001+08:00

Fantastic 4 is so so so so GOOOOOOOD! So damn good. Adwin was drooling all over for Jessica Alba. Omg. This is one show i wouldn't mind watching the second time. It's really really very very good.

Adwin dreams to be the Silver Surfer. -__- Then we all started to talk about it, that. Silver Surfer has a straight cut body, while Adwin has a round cut body which is so horrendous to stand on the surfboard. Bf said the surf board will simply just sink rather than saving the world.

HAHA!

So sad for Adwin. =( But chill!

After that went to Actor's pub at boat quay. Met Fabian and his gf, Keith, Yiling there. That pub was quite good. Apparently me and joana were the youngest there. Anyway, that pub was a live band pub. There is no resident band there, anybody on the ground is allowed to take the guitars and mike to sing and jam.

Bf and gang did that lar. So nice. But the guitar sounded abit cocked. The rest were the old people. There was lotsa tai tais there lor. When will it be my turn? =DD

Stayed there for about 4 hours and it's time for supper! only Keith andYiling ate lar. The cocked waitress dunno what she was doing one leh. We didn't understand what she was talking about and she didn't brought the coke we ordered.

COCKED.

Went home after that lor. laughed and talked about eyeliner's on the car with Joana. She is so damn cool can? She asked me which one makeup i cannot live without. I just told her "eyeliner.".

She was like so so so hyper lar. Then she talked about what brand she uses and when we wanna go shopping to get some new eyeliners. I told her "Mustafa.".

She screamed again, and say," ya ya! Let's go there! Their eyeliner very good huh? I love them lots you know?..."

She is so damn cute lar. She's also a Cancerian with me. Keith too. Kept hinting his birthday to us. Ya lar. You want a M.S. bag right?

WAIT LONG LONG.

Teeheehee.

So I reached home at 5 plus in the morning and went to my comfy bed. Bf woke up at 7am to go work. Poor thing. I guess he's asleep now at his camp. ((:

Ok. Just ate hell lots of chili padi just now when i woke up. And just went to poo poo. Pain siol. But take it as free slimming session. =)

Alright. Going to shower now before I'm late for work. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Ahhhh. Some pics. =)

ME.

Me and Bf.

me and Adwin.

Me and Joana.

the FAT Silver Surfer.

150607 `

2007-06-15T18:25:00.000+08:00

woooooo. going for fantastic 4 tonight with adwin, darling and another girl who got the same horoscope as me! ((: cannot wait.

was studying for the past 3 days. and im SHAGGED. my brain cells multiplied horribly and too much is going to explode. on the first day, i was lost! i dont even know how to get back to my home.

SOBS.

so i asked around for help. AARON came to my rescue! so touched. but he was complaining that he came all the way from lot1 just to find me lar. THEN DONT COME.

he drew my sketch again. too bad no scanner. =( arbo i can show off. (((:

ok lar. darling's here. bye bye. this is a shit entry. dont read.

130607 `

2007-06-13T13:19:00.000+08:00

just reached home from school. later going to study and study non stop at king albert! JIAYOU!

went to chinatown for the karaok thingy with darling and his friends. stupid lar. that wilson just told us the unit number but never came down to fetch us. idiot. then we stupidly walked the whole smith street lor. to serach for that stupid unit.

finally! found liao. then i saw the most ridiculous rules and regulations pleaced outside the door.

"No slippers. No shorts. No singlets."

like this write, then even girls will have to wear long sleeve and track shoes ah? stupid rules. i just told darling and we laughed. hahahahaha. thinking of it make me laugh lar. stupid management.

so it was the Ten Dollar Karaoke House. haha. the ten dollars company. upstairs is quite nice. very homely. darling malu. went to the wrong room.

-___-

went into our room lor. then everybody threw mike to us liao. -__- sang sang drink drink. then the worst thing is, WE CANNOT SMOKE AT THAT PLACE.

now where got ktv so stupid one? cant even smoke. then bo bian lor. so we went downstairs to the streets to smoke. troublesome.

afterall, the bill was just a mere 82 bucks! so cheap! 10bucks per person, drinks free flow. damn good deal. shall go there next time. haha.

okok. going to shower now. just some pics and off i go!

was having baby bathing class. this is my baby. people say i look as if i really gave birth a minute ago. -__-

in darling's car before setting off to chinatown. my makeup wheregot thick!? ='(

taken at ghim moh de food center. had my dinner. shiok!

supposed to be another emo pic. dunno why darling SMILED. -__-

i hope i can always kiss this person forever. ((:

am i cute? im sooooooooo cute! =X kidding.

this is the second time taking emo pic. he is still smiling! so, FORGET IT.

me and lawrence.

me and wilson.

110607 `

2007-06-11T22:47:00.000+08:00

ok. dont wanna type le. just some pictures and off i go!

ok. bye bye.

090607 `

2007-06-09T16:13:00.000+08:00

when was the last time i blogged? weee. now at mac. using their wifi using my uncle's lappy. dunno when will the batt be dead.

yawns. ccb. was listening to my music. this fuck ang moh tapped my shoulder and asked me to off my music. smelly vagina. this mac belongs to you? fuck face. you stupid eat potato, go back to your own country and carry on to eat your potato.

other people are not complaining and you whore can change you can change your seat. this is singapore and not the country you're from. you want quietness? go to the library. this mac doesnt seem to be very quiet either.

wear a ear plug if needed. if singaporeans are like you, i think this is not singapore anymore. this is suckapore already. you can choose to stay at home. you preferred to stay outside.

stay at home and rot there. dont come to the public if you cannot take noise. hey. my music isnt noise. its MUSIC. dont like music? then dont step into singapore. we are a happening country and we are upgrading ourselves.

more and more singers are singing. WITH MUSIC. dont like? fuck off.

what the hell. bye.

020607 `

2007-06-02T15:07:00.001+08:00

sigh. my monthly body bill is here again! last night was working halfway then kena! totally sian lor. farhan came to find me lar. so nice of him. went up smoke smoke then work again. -__- damn tired. went home then sleep le.

darling's not home. went to lot1 to get something for himself i think? hmmm. tonight meeting farhan again! dunno go where this time. T.T darling going with his friends. haha. yawns. i think im falling asleep.

sk bought many many things for me! but he promised me he will get clothes for us in singapore instead. perth's clothes are expensive.

-___-

yawns. i think im going to sleep now. boy's coming back. SIAN. hafta face him again. BOO!

010607 `

2007-06-01T13:51:00.000+08:00

its june already. time flies. ok. today i'm going to write about another fucked up lecturer in my school. actually everything is just fine. the other day was ah tan. he was quite ok with me in the end.

this one, i have to blog about HER. PT. i dare to write her fuck name here. why? because she herself is so fucked up.

in the ward when she scolded dotty in front of my eyes when dotty did absolutely NOTHING, i had always look down on her. what big fuck is she? people say even the section head doesnt even dare to touch her tail. but what makes me very happy was when i heard hospitals and polytechnics dont want her there.

HAPPY!

too bad she came to our school. -__- there was one time patrick didnt do anything. he may sound abit sarcastic. but i bet he meant no harm. CB! that PT came in the point and scream.

FUCK you. does our teacher's business concerns you? you wanna be big in school, jolly well go and be the section head. dont come into the class at the middle of nowhere and scold for nothing. MIND YOU. we dont know who the fuck you are.

RIDICULOUS!

next. she says she look down on JR0604E. go to hell. we didnt do anything to you. you make this fall upon yourself. alright? like i said. we dont know you. you never taught us before. the most is we see you in campus thats all. dont go overboard.

OVERBOARD.

next again, we just enter the class the thought our class was going to be conducted there. so we just simply asked you nicely. CB you catch my hair for what?! mae tang also never say anything. you kao peh so much for what?

BIG FUCK.

never mind about that. when i left the class to do my hair, she called me a stingray hair behind me! knnbccb. dare you say it straight to my face.

come on lar. go and suck the air in singapore now. my hair is cut in such a way that the sides are so damn short. i told you i dont have hair clips, you said you dont buy that story. THAT'S YOUR OWN FUCK BUSINESS.

dont open your eyes so big. actually your eyes are small. just that the pupils are huge. ABNORMAL! you wanna be sucha asshole in school, dont come in here. dont say you look down on us. simply i think you look down on us because we are ITE students. am i right?

go and fuck your father.

wierd. after she scolded us, she turn very sweet. i think she's suffering from very very severe short term memory where she forgot that she scolded us. maybe its the way she can show her innocence. so when people ask her why she scold people, she say simply smile and say," oh no. i didnt. you got the wrong story." plus a sweet big smile.

or maybe its the personality disorder like what rebecca told me. hmm. one moment this, one moment that. maybe she wanna make the students to be scared of her. aww come on! no need act to scare people lar. you look so ugly. one look then people start to run for their lives liao.

so, save the effort. =)=)

i wanted to write a letter to complain because i hate people to insult about my appearance and i bet this kinda teacher should be banned by MOE. why? cause' what she only does is to insult, be sarcastic, laugh, act innocent by smiling like a retard. so its either she is banned from teaching or she is sentenced to DEATH.

yeah. she deserves to die. * evil laugh.

alright. enough of her. went to clinic last night. got this chio bu came over to offer us shots. -__- then we bought so many lar. about 40 laidat. cause' i kept losing game then i kept drinking non stop. zz. but the green apple one is so damn nice! i love it.

pissed off because of the proj thingy. nobody told me. perhaps i've forgotten. please forgive me for this. but never mind. its over. nobody will say its their fault except me the idiot. because simply they are all hypocrites. sorry i gotta say this but this is how i think.

*smoke.

dont ask me to explain. you know it best yourself.

ok. going to get ready for work soon. tomorrow night go town! weee. he should be with his friends and the GIRLS. have fun anyway. keep this in mind. whatever you do, i can do million million million times better than you do. so, think carefully before you make any steps.

bye all.

at liang court before going to clinic.

at vivo's carl's jr with him. was getting bored. so TAKE PICS! hahahahahaha.

SPIDER 4. my creation. ((: HAHAHAHAHAHAH!

outside marina after our dinner. still sunny bright when i had my dinner. look who you seebehind? my boy can have smoke out from his mouth for nothing! NAHS. he's smoking. -____- can see my new haircut? can see can see?! quite short lar. T.T

at marina's escalator. was at the pc fair. but too many people till faint. so we went to marina! going back to the carpark at raffles lar. -__-

just now an NG. now is the GG. ( good good.) ((:

was taking this pic till my boy ask me to stop taking. cause' my phone got flash lar. sekali the other drivers all mistaken as speed camera. haha.

Mr Carl's Jr. love!

280507 `

2007-05-28T00:10:00.000+08:00

woke up with a shock with morning. thought i was already late for work. looked at my phone, it was only 830 am. -___- cause supposedly to meet sk at tanah merah one. but mr kirk wanna drive me straight to expo then it was fine with me. anyway i forgot to bring my ezlink out. -__-

almost reaching there, there was a long queue at the traffic lights. stupid man. everybody were trying to enter the carpark. but it was very full already. then i realised everybody was going for the food fair. really. singaporeans are really ugly. i'll tell you why later.

reached there quite early. not much people also. then they kinda orientated me a little bit, which left me knowing nothing in the end. LOL! then i started out by giving out samples. so, the rules are not to let the customers touch the samples with their bare hands. we gotta take up for them. -__- then ah bo told me, then i was so paiseh. haha.

then i changed job with sk. i began my sales stuffs. haha. after this working experience, and working with foodstuffs, you can see how kiasu singaporeans are.

what they wanted were samples and more samples. just walk pass, then stretch out their hands and grab our food as though they are beggars.

got this father told his kids, " just stick out your hands. they will automatically give food to you."

CCB. you think your kids are as beggar as you? i was quite pissed with him saying that. but i just smile smile and forget the whole matter. now then i remember about this. singaporeans shoulds just change their mindset and be thoughtful.

finished at 10 plus. next to our stall there's this little cute shop selling wine and coffee. the long hair guy asked me whether im going to work tomorrow or not. i just told him he wont be seeing me anymore. then he like very sad, then he asked, " huh. laidat how? "

then i tell him depend on fate lor. but anyway i will be going there tomorrow to get my ties and after that to cut my hair. finally! im going to do something about it after so long. but not bad lar. my hair can last until now. haha. =D

OH MY GOD. one side of my nose hurts. i think a pimple is going to pop out real soon. -___- thanks alot to the atmosphere just now at the expo. so oily and humid in the surrounding air.

alright. im going to sleep soon. meeting my becca tomorrow at city hall. byebye. good night.

260507 `

2007-05-26T12:21:00.000+08:00

ok. im just bored. let me pour out my boredom to you.

1. WORDS GOING IN YOUR HEAD?
nahs. maybe some fucked up people make the words ringing in my brain.

2. WHERE ARE YOUR PRARENTS BOTH FROM?
one from sg, another one from msia.

3. WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU DOWNLOADED?
nothing. my com has been spoilt for very long.

4. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR THE PAST HALF AND HOUR?
talking to tian en, listening to him saying "sabo sabo sabo!".

5. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY?
got. p2!

6. WHAT IS THE TIME NOW?
its 12.26pm now.

7. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
none. my baobei is gone already. so, no more!

8. TYPE OF MUSIC YOU DISLIKE MOST?
technos. -___-

9. FAVOURITE TYPE(S) OF MUSIC?
chinese goth rock jap rock. lol.

10. DO YOU HAVE A CAR?
yup. toy car. ((:

11. DO YOU LIKE ROLLER COASTERS?
never been onto one yet. haha.

12. EVER PRANK CALL ANYONE BEFORE?
yuP. when i was young.

13. DESCRIBE YOURSELF IN 3 WORDS.
cute nice fierce. lol.

14. WOULD YOU GO INDOOR OR OUTDOOR?
indoor.

15.DO YOU THINK YOU'RE POPULAR?
nah. i dont like to be popular.

16. ARE YOU SHY?
what do you think?

17. WHAT IS THE SIZE OF YOUR BED?
just for me can le. (:

18. PAST MOVIES YOU HAVE WATCHED?
so many. -__-

19. WHAT IS THE NEXT MOVIE YOU WANNA WATCH?
shrek 3.

20. CHIPS OR POPCORN?
popcorn.

21. HAVE YOU BROKEN ANYONE'S HEART?
think so.

22. HAVE YOU SKIPPED SCHOOL?
alot of times. haha.

23. ARE YOU A GOOD COOK?
maggi mee only.

24. ORANGE OR APPLE JUICE?
orange.

25. WHOM DID YOU GONE OUT FOR DINNER/LUNCH YESTERDAY?
had my lunch at school. my dinner at home. lol.

26. FAVOURITE DRINK?
green tea.

27. BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD?
when im drunk.

28. HAVE YOU EVER BROKEN A BONE?
nahs. dont curse me.

29. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A MEDAL?
i think so. the syf thingy.

30. WHAT ARE YOUR DREAM THINGS?
more clothes, makeups! shoes! bags! a new wallet! perfume!

31. DO YOU LIVE WITH YOUR PARENTS?
of cus.

32. DO YOU STILL LOVE YOUR EX?
nahs. not interested.

33. HAVE YOU EVER WEAR UNIFORM FOR WORK?
school need uniform. mrs fields also. lol.

34. LAST THINGS YOU BOUGHT AT A PHARMACY?
none.

35. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS?
work.

36. MULTI TASKING PERSON?
alright lar.

37. WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO MEET?
dunno. the death god. haha.

38. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
nahs.

39. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SONG NOW?
-___-

40. WHERE DO YOU GO FOR A ROMANTIC EVENING?
east coast.

41. LAST SONG STUCK N YOUR HEAD?
now dont have.

42. WHAT'S ON YOUR MIND NOW?
nothing lor. just thinking about work later.

43. BEST TV SHOW YOU HAVE EVER WATCHED.
chn 8 9pm. mars vs venus. very true.

44. WHAT IS THAT ONE THING YOU WANNA LEARN NOW?
nothing lor. learn how to forget people nia.

45. WHAT DO YOU DO WHN YOU'RE BORED?
nothing. stare blankly.

46. HOW WOULD YOU WANT SOMEONE TO APPRECIATE YOU?
love me for who i am.

47. WHAT DO YOU LOVE THE MOST?
money. makeup. clothes. everything.

48. WHAT DO YOU HATE THE MOST?
people who kb without knowing anything and geh kiang. ((:

ok. doned. getting ready to work already. sian! bye bye.

250705 `

2007-05-25T16:15:00.001+08:00

It takes a lifetime to build a friendship. And 1 second to break one.