hmm. today went to jessie's house. wa. immediately step into the house, noise came out liao. quarrelings. sigh~ y laidat. haiyoh. all about lock wake up late. haix. but she didnt manage to find her teacher. too bad. dont feel so angry la. will grow wrinkles de worx. =
went to the newpapers. cant find any jobs i like. even if got, the date is over le. so sad. haix. i think i really have the fate to be shao nainai liao. :X

my dear's not back yet. so slow. haha. :

take passport photos. very ugly sia. so ugly that i cant stop to think is the girl inside is my mama or me?

i wana take again! desperately!

hmmx. seems like my mama dont really trust me at all. i have not been contacting those people from net. she still dont believe. like my darling had said, she still doesn't believe that i've changed, no matter how much i try to prove her. it will still be useless. i really do believe its because of generation gap. i am really not talking to those people already. how can i say to make you believe? you dont believe, i have nothing to tok and say about. only to keep praying you will trust me one day. hopefully one fine day, you will think i've grown up and you can start trusting me. but i know i've grow up and thinking more maturely already. you just dont believe and keep treating me as a kid, having bias on me. how long do i have to stand all these crap? i think to her, i have to die, then she can really think im not talking to them already. die qlready means lose all contacts what. laidat, i think she is happier. what exactly does she want? can she just tell me? so confused. SIGH~ one day. that day will come. - hui you na me yi tian