i'm not a girl. not yet a woman. oh man~ i really dont like people to still treat me as a lil's girl. woohoo.

i'm going to work tml! so excited! anyway. i'm not that excited lar. just trying to stay out of the fact and go into the fact that i'm going to face some bangalas downstairs, awaiting for some flesh to look at and prey on. i'm coming home myself. and mind you. its MYSELF. i am brave, am i? woohoo. den i'll be at home, waiting for some one to arrive. nah~ i'll go sleep. i'll not wait. i've gotta WORK the next day too. am i ke lian? i'm not a baby anymore. i dont wanna be depend on others like a LEECH. anyway, it's kinda ming xian that he doesnt want me to go. then, i'll not go. i'll just guai guai, stick to my rules, stick to my work till the raffles calls me, then i'll switch to that place, which i'll be going to accept a longer working time. anyway, i wont be working any part time. all full time. dont regret when i dont have time for you people. anyway. my mood is damn bad now. pester me if you wanna get scoldings from me. DAMN~ ya. i'll think of you. AS IF~

hmm. tml de dinner break. i dont think i will be going anywhere bahx. staying inside the shop for sure then going home, to MAKAN! ALONE finally. i can breathe. hmm. i'm so annoyed. anyway. =D *smiles* i cant show him my blackened face. making sure he smiles at me and be happy everyday. wah. i very wei da hor? =))

my mama bought alot of clams for me! woohoo!

next song! SHE . bu xiang zhang da > >

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i'm so freakin' pissed .