i may be slapping my own mouth. but i know what's coming out from it. sigh~


can anyone just simply tell me what's in a man's mind? what does he really want? what does he need? i really don't get it. i'm so desperate to know the answers. i know what i am thinking. but he doesn't. maybe i'm loving him just too much. damn~ i may be a kid. but my brain isn't a kid. sigh~ he's doing things that are pulling both of us farther and farther. then finally, we will break up. i hate this scene.


sigh~