wee ! 101st entry ! but not a really happy entry though . i shall be blunt .


maybe i'd owe god something ? or i owe you something . i just cant get it right . you have not change since young . and i had enough . im going to make my stand today .


IT can be a reason for you and me to be separated . IT can harm both of us . IT IT and still , IT ! you should know i'm talking about you and what that IT is . you can live without it . but why i can live without dance ? its your passion , i know . but for goodness sake , can you think of something more practical ? rather than what you're having in your lil' pea brain ?


you neglected me . you ingnored me . when you're with it , you can care less about what those beside you . you can care less about who cared for you . you can ignore people like no one cares . but are you sure that I"M happy ?


if im abit harsh to you , im sorry . but i cant stand it . with it around , i dont think there will be peace . and i dont wanna hurt myself because of guys again .


what's wrong ? is it because i simply dont understand what's ina man's mind ? or is it im too childish to know anything ?


im not angry with you . im just trying to make my own stand , trying to help you to stop thinking of such 'unpractical' stuffs in which they WONT help you in A BIT .


c'on , help yourself .


you said its a hobby . hey , dancing is my hobby . but im FORCED to stop it . get it ? i wont say it's you , so stop being so clever . :))


anyway , its mapling time . =) hopefully jessie online again . feel like talking to her . sigh ~

the blues ...