sadist . STOP IT .

things are not the same anymore. i really cant feel your love towards me. youve changed. please dont expect me to be happy. im not.


maybe you should go and look for more chio bus. if you are with them, i dont think you will treat then like me. their appearance already overtook their attitude. you dont like my attitude, jolly well leave me alone. i'll be the most happy.


what are you treating me as? a dog? a dog for you to scold her? love me for who i am, accept me. if you wanna change me, or trying to mould me into something you like, i suggest you better dont. i dont like it.


its not as if i dont have guys to woo me. its not that i dont have you cannot live. i really hate the way you are now. 10 months. i miss the few months. you were so nice. but now? you're just starting to hurt me. youre starting to show me that you like girls with good loks and nice figures. you're just another materialistic guy. i hate you.


you wanna love me, love me wholeheartedly, love me devotedly.


you dont like the way i am, then fuck off. i wont stop you. the past is still haunting me. they are still coming to my head and im so tired thinking of them. i promised to make you happy. i already carried out my promise. but, did you? you made me cry most of the days. i cried for you more than i cried for other guys.


i cant believe you spoke that sentence that you told her before. FINALLY! its has came straight into my face. wow. im so shocked to hear that. what im thinking now is, i will try not to love you anymore. i look after myself. you wanna cheat me, then you go ahead.


to me, you're no longer mine. to me, youre a complete materialistic guy. to me, you dont love me as compared to the beginning. to me to me to me. im beginning to despise you instead.


Fuck Out of My Life.


worst birthday in my 17 years life. hais.