120807 ` This is Sad.

Guys, please stop hurting girls and giving them some kinda attitude which girls don't like.


Girls, please do the same too.


These few days I'm having really bad moods cause' there are so many things happening to me. Be it good or bad. I really have no life. Club club club. Go out go out go out. Work work work. I have not been spending time with my family either.


Anyway me and my parents are not getting along well too. I can't get a new job which I like. Hey, you're not going to pay my phone bills are you? So why are you stopping me from earning money and to let me pay?


Why do you have preferences? Just because I'm studying at ITE and this is the way you look down on me? Fine as it is. Bro is going to JC.


WOW~


Sorry but I don't have the brains to do that. This is my limit. So what do you expect me to do? To drink multi formula milk powder? Eat fish for every meal?


I'm the human species called Stupid.


Too bad.


I've got no one to turn to. I can only cry to myself, hypnotize myself that the next day will be a wonderful day with the sun shining brightly on top of me.


No one knows about me that I can break down even thinking about work for the following day. I'm too stressed up? NO. What I need is love.


Family love, friendships and self-love. Love is such a beautiful word. I love you, you love me. We are happy family.


Love is a strong word to describe one's feelings. I've got a strong love for chocolates.


Without love, there's nobody.


I'm so lost. Everyone's gone. Who did it? Me. I'm the culprit. Blame me. I wanna drink my life away. If only I can die. Nobody will have problems. Cause' everything's started out with me.


I might turn into PSY like the girl i saw yesterday. Nobody will scold you for your behaviour when you're psy. Cause' you're psy!


Ok. Enough said. I think I'm going crazy soon. Real soon.

I should grow up.