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What have I been doing for the past few days? Somehow I don't remember. I only know I'm hurting again and the crazy doc wanted to gimme 1 week mc. -__- Sure gonna get debarred from exams if I really used that magical paper.

Went to work and got some nags. Anyway it's not because I'm his gf and my performance dropped. I'm still myself. And she herself didn't even stand outside to get customers in, and her status is the same as me. Why does she get more privileges than us? There's no need for me to use his name and thinking that you will not do anything to me. I come to work, I earn my bucks, I do whatever I need to do.

Been quite an unhappy night, and wasn't that focus at work. Boat quay was so quiet last night and we had to close at 2am. =( Not my fault now alright? It's not as if I couldn't get the people in. But it was really quiet what. Duh.

I don't get why parents get so worked up when their own child is ill and couldn't go to school. Oh, so it's my fault for having the pain and my fault for getting myself medicine AND my fault for not going to school which is all the way at SIMEI?!

If it's not because of you, I won't even be studying in nursing now. If it's not because of you, I am not the school's dog and being bullied in school for wearing such fucked up uniform. Maybe I was stupid and not choosing other courses. Dang. Some stupid modules like CDP, TPS which are so irrelevant to nursing and we are paying the school fees for that. That's so idiotic. And we don't do sales when we work in hospitals right? Nincompoop school.

Anyway, enough of the whining. New song, and some pics. Bye.

There's this girl whom I saw in Cafe1 and her legs were so opened and I took a snapshot of it. HAHA.

That's me. =)

Love, Rybena.