hais. i'm so like. sad lor. hais. why must he lie and bluff me? bribe me ar? hais. i know its a hard time. but you said it was for me. so i listened to you. i trusted you. but you? made me lose trust in you. hais. what can i do to you? beat you up? scold you? your old enough to think of urself. to take care of yourself already. i'm not ur mama, keep nagging at you. hais. your going to kill yourself one day and leave me alone in this goddamn world. why must you like this? didnt know you hated me so much. hais. try to please me. but i think you havent reach that goal. hais. try to think of me please. i know smoking can make you burn time and make you feel good. but your health? think about it. and me. ME. what are you going to do about me? hais. i've told you everything and anything. but do you believe in whatever i said? hais. what i've told you are true facts. cant you just believe them just once? huh? what do you treat me as man? hais. im not angry or what. i just dislike you SMOKING. feel so. so. low class. like taking drugs so desprately. hais. why keep thinking of yourself? stop making yourself taking benefits which are BAD. hais. you think about it. hopefully you will read this. i need you. really need you. cant lose you. get it asshole?