to my dear dear dear lil' brother.


i dont wanna see you sad next year. i hate thinking of you being astray next year. why did i nag about everything to you? not scolding you. so dont keep saying me scolding you.


keep wanting you good. but did i get back just now? : SHUT UP LA!


HEY. you know how much it hurts me just now? i just feel like smashing your head up. just feel like slapping you.


now you have been swearing at home. then what will happen to you next year? you wanna be like my past ar? you wanna rot? you wont know it only after you have experience everything like me, then you will start to regret.


yes. i've regretted for not studying. i regretted joining them. i regretted everything i'd done. you want to be like me also? i sms you last night. you claim that you've del them away. i bet you've read them liao?


im your sister. no. i'm just another failure. a fucking failure who cant even advise my own brother. i cant seem to do anything that can pass. you better stop being so defiant and complacent about it. dont gloat over it. you wont like the ending.


just say a sorry. i may forgive you. study is for yourself. not for me. you dont study for me, nor your parents. i hate saying this. but i hate you. girls dont rule in sec sch lives. poly is when you find great girls.


study hard man. i mean boy. you will love me one day. =))