good afternoon. just woke up. just emailed to 2 companies to offer me jobs. hopefully they reply lar. hmm. slept at 2 today. MAPLING. maple is sooooooo fun man. too bad jessie cannot use the com. sobs. long time never chat with her online. haiyoh. jc is so stress lar. join me. =D


anyway. vote for xiaxue. remind alot of times liao. anyway. my darling's gone to work again. hais. got lots of things reminded me of him. =((


hmmx. lemme say a few words. time really flies. i'm pretty happy to be with you. this kinda special happiness is something i absolutely cant find in any of my ex-s. this kinda mutual trust, love and care are things that i cant find in them, not a little bits of them. i'm really in love with you. what was the feeling once i told you i love you? haha. you should know better? my friends all said that i'm still young, i have more choices outside. but i dont think i have the need to want the 'choices' outside? its quite weird for me, when we girls walk down the roads in teenagers-filled places, i wont look at them like what the other girls would. i'm just sick and tired of being treated like a ball for these youngsters. they are just some kiddy freaks, knowing nothing about love at all.


i wanna be with you no matter what happens. if you're sick, i wanna be the one next to you taking care of you. if you're unhappy, i wanna be the one hearing you confiding your troubles to me. i hated flirting. i hated how i treated you last times. just wanna say a BIG sorry. sometimes it just hurts so much just plainly looking at you when you're sad. your eyes seem to make me cry all the time. =(( but i still love you. hopefully you will manage to read this.


k la. i know you're going to cry liao right? dont touched. haha. just merely trying to say how i feel till now. =DD


anyway. seems like everybody has grown up. except for some la. hha. its 3.00pm. and my lips are cracking. damn.


hmm. so that time who isaw is not wee yeong. -.- haha. thought its him. jamming. but no. -.-


i miss you. later i'm going to get specs with my darling. orhcard. haha. his new specs. heeren. eyeplay. i miss you.


anyway. the storm is over. i love everybody. =D