wah. long time no write. now writing.


ytd. went to install bazooka with my darling. his car la. not the gun. -.- anyway. took more than 7 bloody hours to put that thing into his car. about 3 plus, we went to bedok. not to eat la. concert! my darling's singing with his band! -black forest- . haha. dont anyhow think ar. actually we ALL anyhow think about the name la hor? x) anyway. his singing rocks. i think i saw wee yeong lor. he guitarist. =D so good~ anyway. i think among all the bands, i think my darling's one is the best. all other people dress code is like so ' ah gua' . all black, arbo is sleeveless top. so eeee~ his group is all casual. no dress code. =D haha. being a singer's gf feels so. . soooo. GOOD~ ^_^


anyway. then after the whole thing, we got back to the building. his car is not even ready after 3 whole hours! __ then i was like. so pissed. standing there waiting for him and his friends to get their cars done. and what really makes me really angry is that bloody simon. backstabber. anything just shoot in front of my face. dont backstanb me to my darling. you ar. PUI! :X


anyway. kinda bad mood last night. no water, no food until we step into the cinema. -.-""" we watched 'perhaps love' . damn nice! actually we planned to wacth chicken little. but dont wan. looks kiddy. then we wacthed that lor.


the movie talked about a guy, ( eh. wait. get a sandwich and coffee first. cushion also. your arse will hurt. the story is loooooong man. ) who met a girl in beijing, where the girl is grown la. then the girl is very wild one. one night ask him if she can go his house to bath. bath liao then suddenly she go sleep liao. sommore her teeth like fight one. =X hmm. then the girl told him she wanted to be a actress. she got lobang ma. then the guy told her he want to be a director. then dont know why the girl lost her memory. then she really became an actress. then the guy had been waiting for her return for 10 years. so long man~ then finally he got to act in a show where SHE is starred also. but when he said hi to her, she just replied ' we've never seen before' . which made him very sad and angry. then. he brought her back to beijing, trying to let her remember the past he and she were together. she manage to remember. but he had enough of her. he recorded in a tape, saying, ' last time you told me, the one who love you is YOURSELF. not me. all the while i've been an idiot. to wait for you to come back to me. then who knows after 10 long years, you're finally back. but you dont know me anymore. i've been a fool. now i know i've been loving someone i hated and despised.' well~ she cried after this. haha. ( who ask her so dao~) anyway. she went out to find him. didnt find him la. but he found her. but i think in the end they are not together liao. =)) nice story. long man. enjoyed? good. =D


anyway. he's out. out to make his car again. jasmine say he very good. got car. but he's like treating his car as his gf laidat lor. like me the second wife laidat. told me weekends all free, all for me. please lor. the fact is in front of your eyes already. last night. only about after 20 hours later then you have4 time for me. then saturday, you went to do your car also. sunday also. and made me waited like an idiot. and let your bloody friend backstab me. generation gap la hor? __ anyway. then today leh? tml you going to work again liao lor. then you have to wake up very early liao lor. then at night no energy to pei me liao lor? ok. i got it. if your treating your car as your dearest, please tell me la hor? dont make me like a fool to keep wanting you to pei me la hor? =(( anyway. i'm not jealous of a car. but ask yourself lor. you and friends meet up never mind de lor. whatever you promised me are all fake. fake. FAKE! damn~ i dont want to be angry with you. but i got to. that's why i sms you last night saying i hate you all man. really hate lor. you knew i hated waiting. but what you did? wow~ so good. my mood isnt good today also. so BACK OFF!!


anyway. i missed dance. why am i such an idiot. damn idiot. dance is my passion all thw while. then because of the FUCKING bookshop, i have to stop dancing! those who know me well, they know i wont stop dancing till i really really dont feel like it anymore. but i still wanna dance. i belong to the stage. i wanna prove to the others that i can do well in dance. because of a fuking job, made me so disappointed. so lost. been thinking. without dance, what am i? just a load of SHIT! i think i wanna enrol into attitude performing arts studio. really need to dance. i wanna get back to what i'm like. dont care how much is the fees. but i'm going to DANCE DANCE DANCE! tml is their exam liao. wish them luck. mist get distinction. =DD


anyway. jessie's back! i miss you!