171007

School has started and I'm hating it. Monday school starts at 8am and ends at 5.30pm. Tuesday, 10am to 6pm. Wednesday to Friday, 8am to 6pm. How am I going to survive like this? 10 hours of knowledge being forced into my head everyday. How I wish I can like just quit everything and graduate now. =(

Had some serious insomia last night and I slept only at 6am!! Damn. And I was late when meeting Reb, and I tried really hard not to fall asleep in class while Reb was already lying on the table and dozing off in front of the com. Holidays were too long for me and I need to turn back my brain. I've forgotten which nerve that controls the sleeping time in our bodies. But I need the tuning back!!! =( I hope I won't get anymore insomnia tonight again.

INSOMNIA SUCKS MY BREASTS.

Weekends are for my new job at Millions at Boat Quay. The manager was damn steady and he just simply asked me when I can start work. I just replied him this Friday and he said "On arh!". I'm being hired! =D Simple and nice. Anyway it's a new pub and there're like very few waitresses. If anybody wanna come for interview for being a waitress, please come to me, or you can just pop by MILLIONS which is situated at Boat Quay, somewhere opposite Golden Cafe.

=D

Gawd. I need to have my donuts! I need my french toast! I need my chicken wings! I need my fried bee hoon! I need my Martel! I need my Ben and Jerry's. I need my daily Coke. I needa smoke. I needa work this Friday and earn my bucks. I need to pay my handphone bills. I need new lenses. I need to chew on my Mars bar now.

I need to look for him. I need him to call me. I need to show him that I can live without him. I need to slap him to make sure he wakes up. I need to get drunk. I need to concentrate in class and listen to what teachers have been teaching me. I need to slap myself to wake up from the dream I am in now.

I need to get a new haircut. I need to get more clubbing clothes. I need to get my new jeans, shorts, skirts. I need to get my new tattoo done. I need to have a change in my makeup skills. I need to graduate and get out of this fucking school and finish up with the timetable. I need to let the others know that we are being treated like a dog in school.

I'm desperate!!! =S

Anyway the class I'm in now is so freaking boring and the lecturer is talking about jobs and resumes. I can't get anything into my head and I"m bored to death behind the class. Reb's sleeping and I'm not interested in the class at all. Damn. The internet in the school sucks and everything is so slow.

Alright. I'm lazy now. And I'm getting sleepy. Time to doze off on my table and wait for school to end! =\

Some stuffs I like to do especially when I'm bored.

Today Did You..
1. Talk to a boy you like ?>> Yeah. =D

2. Learn anything new?>> Er. Rejecting guys calls.

3.Talked to an ex?>> Via sms.

4.Miss someone?>> Somebody.

-Last Person Who-
5.Laid in your bed?>> Me myself and I.

6. Made you cry?>> Haven't cried since I don't know when.

7. You went to the movies with?>> My last movie was with Roy.

8. Went to the mall with you?>> Alone.

9. You showered with?>> Me myself and I again!

10. Made you laugh?>> Er. The funniest thingy I remember is the Moon and Star on the Muslim mosque. James told me about it. =D

11. Hugged you?>> Nobody.

-General stuff-
12. Favorite location?>> Home, Millions, Clarke and Boat quay.

13.Tattoo?>> Not sure if I'm going to go for it or not. I'm so afraid of regretting! =S

14. What are you most scared of this second ?>> Why like this?! ="(

15. Where do you want to get married?>> Venice prolly.

16. Does anyone like you?>> How would I know? =X God knows.

17. Do you like being around people?>> Yeah. Sometimes. =)

18.Have you ever cried?>> Who doesnt?

19. Are you lonely right now?>> Kinda. But Marcus is keeping me busy on the phone! =D

20. Song stuck in your head?>> Baby I love you.

21. Been on radio/TV?>> Nope.

22. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?>> Dunno. Doubt it.

23. what color shirt are you wearing right now?>> Grey giodarno. =D

24. Name three things that you do every day?>> Sleep shit eat.

25. How much cash do you have on you right now?>> 60 plus? I'm frigging broke now.

26. Are you bored?>> Marcus just hung up the phone. So, I'm bored again. =(

27. Who got you to join Myspace?>> I dont like that webby.

28. What web site do you visit themost?>> www.blogger.com, www.friendster.com, www.whosgoing.sg, www.shockwave.com, rebeccaaa.blogspot.com, missified.blogspot.com.

29. Do you have plants in your room?>> Nope. I don't wanna fight oxygen every night with a non-living thing.

30. Who was the last person to hug you?>> Forgotten.

-20 SECRETS-
1.WHAT IS YOUR DISPLAY NAME ABOUT?>> It's to BREATHE ME.

2. WHERE WAS YOUR DEFAULT PICTURE TAKEN?>> The pic is taken in Kirk's car long long long longggggg ago.

4.WHAT'S YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIPSTATUS?>> Single like fuck.

5. HONESTLY, IF SOMEONE WERE TO TELLYOU HOW THEY FELT, WOULD YOU LISTEN?>> Yeah. Provided I know you.

6. WHATS YOUR CURRENT MOOD?>> Tired tired tired and I hate tomorrow cause' there will be S&W. Fuck it.

7. WHATS YOUR MOST VALUED POSSESSION?>> Nothing for now.

8. HOW ARE THINGS IN YOURRELATIONSHIP?>> No relationship. I want him. But tings kinda sucked between me and him, so, I don't give a shit. He doesnt give a damn. So, why should we give each other problems?

9. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, AND CHANGE SOMETHING WOULD YOU?>> Not sure. Hmmm. Maybe I'll just turn back to when I was 16? And making sure I'm still a virgin till now. Ooooopsies.

10. IF YOU MUST BE AN ANIMAL FOR ONE DAY- WHAT WOULD YOU BE?>> I dont wanna be an animal. I wanna stay as a human.

11. EVER HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE?>> Nope.

12. NAME SOMEONE WITH THE SAME B-DAYAS YOU?>> So far no.

13. HAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF A LARGE AUDIENCE?>> KTV. =D Millions~

18. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICEABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX ?>> Eyes and his behaviour in public.

14. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER FROM STARBUCKS?>> I dont really drink starbucks.

15. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A DRUNKEN WEEK?>> Yeah. And I was so stupid and I know my liver is dying real sooooon.

16. DO YOU STILL WATCH KIDDY MOVIES OR TV SHOWS?>> Yeah. Spongebob.

17. NAME SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY.>> Today I tried very hard not to fall asleep in class. I was dozing off on the train like a fucktard with my head nodding left and right. I felt so tired during the whole day and now I'm so afraid of having insomnia tonight again. I just drank Milo to make sure I'm full enough to sleep. He hanged my calls again today and only called me after I smsed him like what Reb taught me on the train just now. Realised that he doesn't give a shit, SO DO I! I'm busy too asshole. So, let's busy together. Fucked up. Heard some irritating sounds my old man made and I feel like strangling him. URGHH. And I needa sleep now!!

18. DO YOU SPEAK ANY OTHER LANGUAGE?>> English, chinese. Melayu sikit sikit. Tamil sucks my balls. Too bad. Fuck off Indians.

19. IS THERE SOMEONE ON YOUR MIND NOW?>> Yeah. Who doesnt?

20. WHAT HURTS YOU AT THE MOMENT?>> His hack care-ness. But I'm not going to let him play me out unless I play with him first. URRRGGHHHH!

Love, Rybena.