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I don't feel good. I don't feel great. I don't feel happy. I'm feeling so unwell, upset, impaired and I'm in pain. =(
Not sure what's wrong with me though. The pain keeps on coming and going. It's driving me crazy and I'm not sure if I'm well to work tonight or not BUT I've gotta go as I'm going to get my pay tonight. I'm so broke and Vince's going overseas.

Geee.

Work was ok last night just that Audrey helped me with my makeup! I love black eyeshadows and smoky eyes. Weee! And I just realised my eyes are huge. HAHA. Anyway there was this group of people which consisted of 11 paxes came into Millions and I was the one who gave them their table. Expecting them to drink liqour or something. This lady asked me if we have ginger ale or not. -___- The man asked me if there's ice water. The rest, they drank beer.

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Wasted our table and lost our business for at least 3 hours and Vince wasn't that happy about it. Everybody wasn't happy about it. They made big fat noises, loud laughters. Later in the night Vince asked me to challenge 5 10 with Wilson cause' Suying gave up. And I got myself fucking drunk. -__- Baby came so late. Brought me back home and puked on the way back and in the toilet bowl.

Remembered him cleaning up my face, sponging me, took out my lenses for me. So nice of him. And assured me that he will return after sending back the car. Lucky I was fucking asleep. If not I gotta wait till 6 plus this morning, only to see him fucking drunk also. Like, DUH.

Saw him anyhow anyhow to the living room and laid on the couch. -_- He's gonna blame me for not giving him space on the bed again. If he dares lar.

Hahahahhahahaa.

Nothing much to write about. Just that it's time for me to see the doc again for the pain. Cause' it's affecting me, my work, my studies, my mood and my body. I'm getting dizzy. Time to sleep again.

Love, Rybena.