lol. someone just told me he loves me! haha. he loves me. for what. i've a boyfriend. i need no-one else. so please, dont love me. thank you.


anyway. i dreamt of myself dancing today again.


darling's coming back late at night tonight. should i wait for him? lols. i'll go sleep when i'm tired. so, dont expect too much my dear. most prob i wont doze off.

jessie got herself scolded in her blog again. why are there stupid and nothing to do people in this world. i think i should just kill them off? heex.


shit. forgotten what i wanted to say. so, forget it.


today's andre's birthday. haha. happy brithday boy. ur an adult! =D 18 years old, not adult meh? hmmx.


yay! tml is christmas eve! going to get presents again! going to auntie house to stay over with my bf! woohoo! i'm so blardy excited!


orh ya. ytd was the day to eat tang yuan. im old liao. 17. hais. going to die. =(((


ok. i go eat first. coming back. *gonex*


im BACK~!


ok la. dont wanna write liao. he's not calling me liao. i think? so, i wont wait for your blardy call anymore! i hate you! orh ya. there's something make me hate you even more. i told you, you didnt even put in any blardy efforts! hey, dont say you cant do it. like my friends said, you have no determination. and i hate it. u dont have a mind telling you that you wanna stop, in your heart, i dont think you wish to stop, right? do you think i'ma dumbass or what? hey. i really hate it and its making me hate you as well! why was i so quiet on the phone? you still dont get it? why was i so quiet last night? you still dont understand? what do you expect me to tell you then? i'm trying to save you, help you, you dont want is it? or you dont need my help? or you dont even appreciate it? huh?! you tell me personally lar. my parents are a blardy bunch of backstabbers already. and i'm pissed of that. now you. and those blardy dreams. fine. fine. FINE! everything is pissing me off. and you are the most disappointing idiot. oh well. you want, you can listen to me. you dont feel like listening, then DONT! then fuck off from me and i'll love that. thanks.