my darling my darling my darling. dont be sad anymore. dont be demoralised. dont feel so unhappy. dont feel so useless in life. dont feel that reality is cruel to you. stop thinking about all these negative things. it will make you sad and think more, while it hurts me to the core. all i want you is a happy smiling face, and not a frowning and thinking face. its ok not to buy things for me. just save up your money and fix your car. rings, flowers, you can out till later date. its ok with me. wait till we get married. ok? haix.


sad sad sad. dont be sad. smile always okie? i told you i'll be mad if i see you unhappy tml right? then you better not be unhappy. okie?


i simply cant stand it. my parents. blardy backstabbers. what did they do? they know themselves more. i dont wanna talk about it. it will only make me more mad at them. fucked up life people. fucked up life i have. haix. reality sucks. its true.


if your car pass away, then you will pass away with it, them you shall go ahead with your decision. selfish. self centered. go ahead. go finish yourself. i hate you lar. get this thinking away before you come near me. i wont talk to you tonight already. go die lor. bye.

* pissed