went to the interview . they asked questions . i also dont know how to answer them except , ' ok , ya , * nods nods * ' . thats all . haha . but that zhabo like very fierce laidat . she damn serious lorhhs . =( make me so scared . they trying to frighten me just now narhhs . i got the confident ! =D


damn it . i'm so angry lorhhs . being with someone else high in profession doesnt mean you entitle the high place lorhhs . fuck . =( he's so cruel . =(((


anyway . lvl 27 liao . chiong ar chiong . =D

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im going for the interview on tuesday !! at simei ! woots ! haha ! im going to be a nurse ! hahah ! i wanna get pass the interview ! hahahah ! i love myself ! but i dunno where is the school siahh . =(

boobooboo ! went to east coast for ice cream last night . went to my darling's house to look for comics and managed to borrow friuts baskets 9-17 . =( wheres 1-8 siahh . =( i wanna borrow D.N.Angel from his brother also ! the anime and the comics ! Dark is so sososososoo damn shuai man . haha ! i love him ! i love niwa ! =DDD


mapling ! so , dont talk to me in msn . i wont reply you derhhs . anything find me in cassio . ok ? cya people .

haix . im so fucked up . slept at 4am last night . woke up with 2 swollen eyes . :( went to supermarket with my mama . drank bubble tea . ate the choc bean cake . bought groceries . went home . :


haix . sarang hae yo . means i love you . dai biao zhe wo , li bu kai ni . haix . i will love you and forevermore .


HAIX .

lol . denise added me in msn ! woots ! what is she up to now ? hmm .


vincent's talking to me again ! im so happy ! =) i have my financial assistance once more ! hopefully this will last forever .


just thought of something nice . feel like sharing with you guys . i got it extracted out from Anne Frank- The Diary of a Young Girl . : :

' In the book Men Against Death I was greatly struck by rhe fact that in childbirth alone , women commonly suffer more pain , illness and misery than any war hero ever does . And what's her reward for enduring all that pain ? She gets pushed aside when she's disfigured by birth , her children soon leave , her beauty is gone .


' Women , who struggle and suffer pain to ensure the continuation of the human race , make much tougher and more courageous soldiers than all those big-nouthed freedom-fighting heroes put together ! ... '

I LOVE MY DARLING !!

ok . i hope this thing will be over now . =) give in ( as in for me ) , forgive and forget ( as in for them ) . no use being so kiddie .


haha . my character is in cassio . even my guild members wanted to help me , i rejected them too . so , ya . its ok denise . hopefully im lvl 20 by tonight . =


im so pissed . my internet was down like dunno what just now . =( now ok liao . my darling got class tonight . but he's coming back to change ! weets ! i miss him . =(


i'm not sure im hateing the girls , or to like them . haiyoh . so fan narhhs . =((

nothing seems to help . haix .


hopefully this matter will stop . i really hate this . cat fights all the time . =(


whatever ok ? call us bitchy , call us humji or whatsoever , we are not going to care . but one more hurling of vulgarities on me again , im sorry but im going to report you . you forced me into doing this . :(


went to taka to buy a thermo flask for my mama . her birthday is just 2 days ahead ! =D


my maple . ='( why am i a failure in whatever i do man . now i start a new character . bloody lvl 8 . im going to lose my guild people , unless xiaov adds me in la , also provided im lvl 40 by this week . im going to lose my warrior . =( i going to lose my fames and all my quests . =( i really hate these . =(


going to maple now . hopefully im lvl 10 tonight ! TONIGHT ! =)


good day .

haix . lets get this bloodied thing over and done with ok ?


we dont want to start ANOTHER war . but i guessed we are being FORCED to . haix . =(


did we mention the names online ? NO . so , what makes her have the rights to even ENLARGE our names ?


stop cursing and swearing could you ? telling us to grow up , why not take a look of yourself . we havent even started scolding you , you already started to call us as ? haha . dont make me laugh can ?


bitch here bitch there . fuck here fuck there . haix . just bloody stop all these nonsense ? ya ?

went to buy JJ de album . wah . the poster so damn big siahh . haha . pasted on top of my bed . =)


bought a new nail polish . pink ! haha . my nails are now manicured . half a nial is pink , another half is white ! haha !!! so nice ! but did for the whole morning la . first timer mahs . still a fucking noob . not nice then remove then apply again lor . duno how times im doing this liao . =( but the outcome now isnt that nice also . tonight then redo lor . =)


my period has finally , officially arrived . ive been waiting for you my auntie . haha . woke up with a bad hurt in my back and my thighs . went running yesterday . =( bad news . my stamina is gone gone gone forever ! went to lim chu kang there to run with my darling . he larh , he got his napfa marhhs . im his superisor ! :)


JJ simply just rocks . =D


2.5 having bbq and its edwin's birthday . should i go ? since he made me so poppular in school ? hmmx .


ok . maple time . lvl 38 ! finally . =( so slow . at orbis .


darling isnt coming back tonight . got duty . but im meeting him ONLINE ! ((:

sayang heyo ;

means ' i love you ' ;

i love you too .

("("v")

xiaoyu is sooooooooooo . . . .


dont want say .


=X


haha .


ok larhh . he is cute .


=DD


happy ?


=)

hmm . i'm ok le . maybe some kinda bloodie mood swing . =(


oooh ~ i think my bro is quite shuai after all . without his specs la . =)


jessie's new skin !! -.- where's another half the page ?


i've finished my zombie dolls quest ! bought 2300 dolls from alot of people . spent more than 1m on them . fuck it . but it's worth for what i done . =) got back exp and fames ! woots !


i miss my darling . =(

haix . wth ? im so blardy bad mood these days . probably is my mense coming le ? haha .


why is yuxiang asking this kinda question ?! he want die is it ?! lol .


my maple . slow coach narh me . lvl 36 also so hard to go 37 . diaox . -.-


ok larhhs . nth to write today . i go maple liao . cya . =)

last night is kinda fun . haha . my darling parked his car at chinatown , then we walked all the way to clarke quay ! then i found my M.o.S !!! MINISTRY OF SOUND !!! woos !!! im going to celebrate my 18th birthday at M.o.S next year !!!! hahah ! me so happy ! =DD

anyway , me so happy ! my first valentines !!! with my darling !! =))


just cant stop smiling . =))))))))


today went back to rgt to fill up form for retain . haha . already got alot people come le . im late . =((( but hopefully the school still want me lor . i dont want go ite !!! >.<


IM SO HAPPY !!!!

im so freaking pissed . my o's results sucks and i dont have any courses to get in except for engineering one in ite . wad the bloodie fuck ?! things are getting bad for me this year lorhhs . for fuck ?


please lorhhs . she's a bitch . cant you see ? because of her , u did this to me ? wth ? im going to hate you for this . really . i dont need you . fuck off . at one time , u called her a bitch i front of me . now ?


' i dont mind ue hurting me too deep . hope ue change ur mind after 2morrow . ' - WTF ?


two headed snake ? please lorhhs . yarhhs yarhhs . a bitch . a lover . bitchy lover ? bloodie fucker . i hate you man . dont appear in front of me . wth ? now , she in the same guild as me . haha . i wonder if she hates me anot arhhs ? how i wish she hate me like shit now . i want see she angry ! haha !


yarhhs . i hate her . i loathe her . so ? do i look like i freaking care ? please . she treats you like shit , or trash . you're still like praying her as if she's the goddess ? hha . wad a joke ! laugh it off people !


still say you're my maple stead . and called me ' dear dear ' in the game . now ? you dont even dare ! i dare you to say it , and i'll give you 2m . you say it ! but you dont have the guts right ? haha . i knew it . cause why ? cause that freaking EX gf of yours is in the guild as well ! haha ! =D i hate her alot . firstly , i hate girls who treats guys for granted . as if alot of guys want to jio her laidat . secondly , i think she's ugly and fugly ! haha ! you all will agree with me if you seen her photo man . i nearly puked out all my intestines that day ! haha !


ok . i had enough . i dont want spoil my blog's appearance with all these shits . you think lorhhs . your sista de nags . =.=


valentine's day . no one to pei me today . he got his class . haix . nth to do . haix .

i know i'm dumb . i just another piece of shit . im just another piece of trash . i know my brain is a pea brain . i did so badly for my o's . fuck . i dont have any A , B , C 's . only D , E , F . what the hell ? i expect myself to at least pass my english . but what did i get ? an E8 . what the FUCK ?!


was so fucking angry with myself . why didnt i start studying earlier ? instead of being in love or whatever crap ? now , i gotta waste my money to buy the fucking exams again . damn it !


can you all stop asking how's my results ? i got 34 for L1R4 . happy ? you all win me . happy ? im always the last in class in whatever fucking national exams . damn . why am i so stupid ?


anyway . nothing to talk about la . so fucking bad mood lor . damn it . __

valentine's coming ! i want 99 roses ! from YOU ! bt you not going to pei me for that day nehhs . haiish . sorry vin . i not meeting you tml le .


im so blardy sick of my new hair and colour !!! and the fucking smell ! im not sure how many times ive washed it liao lor . the fucking stale smell will still bloody stuck there lor . fuck it .


tml take results liao . ok la . i sure fail one . then if really fail , i going to work . work and study . then take private candidate . wah ~ have to take o's on june la . i hate having one more bloody year to stress myself lor . means this year i CANT relax and play . still say want go chiong . fang gou pi ! >.<


guild people are so nice . heeheesx . i miss you guys . =))


ok . i go cook liao . pretty hungry now . =PP

i lost my ear piece again . fuck . everytime laidat one lor . got new phone , then ear piece gone again . everytime laidat one . without fail . was searching for it at 1 am last night . fuck .


later going school . haha . long time no dance liao . heehee .


i heart you la . tell you , you also dont believe , change subject . then fine lor . heehee . =d


ok . going offline liao . bye .

i've changed my email add . n msn la . to >>>


white.princess__@hotmail.com . thx . add me bahx .


=D

im so bloody tired today . woke up at 2 . still feeling tired . why ? cause im running a fever again . but now stil ok la . alot of people are sick this month . damn ~ i wanna go np's open house with jessie de neh . why laidat . damnit . =''(


i'm so confused now . what can i do ? haix .

woohoo ! i've another sista ! her name is vincent ! haha ! da jie ~


anyway . i think im not going to watch nc16 shows ever again . fearless was too violent for me . damnit . was covering up my eyes . = bought a new shower gel . body shop things simply just rocks . =DD


anyway . im so sick today . damnit . also not sure if im well enough to go NP open house with lock anot . haix . stupid CNY . didnt drink enough water . ='(


darling , you are thinking too much . just too much . please dont . it will only bring harm to both of us . i have my space to breathe . you too have your own space to breathe . dont stress me so much . i wont stress you so much either . lets give each other fresh air . ok ? i love you and only you . dont worry . =))


initial d's anime is getting bored to me .