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Was very very moodless to blog yesterday night. Goodness.


Today's played the game well with my old darlings. They were so cute can?! The way they dance. We didn't mean to bully them lar. But we asked them to dance and sing before they could have the candies.


Damn.


They were just so fucking cute. Now I don't mind staying in IMH for the rest of my attachment. =) It's really worth my time.


Came back at about 1pm. Was so so so fucking shagged out, so went to bed till now. Alright. I'm too lazy to type. Got some pics. But I'm lazy to upload also.


BYE!

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New job rocks. Very fun. Enough said.

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It was so fucking awesome last night at East Coast! Ccb came to fetch me under my flats with Fred and Chris. Went to Yew Tee to get Ricky and Guohao into the car. Then to Woodlands for Lyn and Kai.


Squuezed in the big car, even though it was a big one, with lotsa stuffs chucked between everybody. Caught in a stupid jam at CTE. And sighed with relieved when we finally reached ECP.


Ain't finished! We walked all the way to the BBQ pit with all our hands stuffed with things. James came and he carried on to talk on his stupid phone. =(


Put our stuffs, and guess what? THE SKY BECAME RED AND IT STARTED TO RAIN LIKE COWS AND PIGS.


Everybody hid themselves under the pits, tress, sharing unbrellas. Rain got smaller, got sausages to stuff into our mouths. Hehe. Had our heart to heart talk under the rain.


Wanted to give myself a break, so went to the waters to wash my hands. I didn't really notice there're people there. Suddenly, stupidly, Jinhan pulled down into the water!!


GODDAMN.


So, got myself wet, whined and whined and whined.


DM came. Brought eggs, milo and coffee powder, salt, sugar. Again, Jinhan bombed egg on me! =( James gave me my first milo facial mask. Forgotten who the fuck threw coffee powder on me and other stuffs.


Went to the waters to wash up, AGAIN! Pulled down by I forgot who. So, no choice, I was already wet, so stayed in the waters and played.


Got up and took my long long break and freezed myself to death. Played games, and went for shower during the game. Damn cold. Came back with some soap getting into my eyes. Lenses couldn't stick on my eyes!


Got Char to 7-11 for my eyedrops. AJ lended me his big big shirt, Char lended me her skirt. Damn. If only I knew WG BBQ will end up like that, I won't be so stupid to just bring NOTHING.


HAHA.


Talked with Gab Ash AJ George about relationships. Quite true that guys and girls' thinkings are totally different. Hmm.


Waited for the next morning for the Army Half Marathon to start and waited for Oliver to run pass us. Waited till the end, finally! Oliver screamed. Uhh. He was at the slow group at the BACK.


Went into the tent to take a rest and me and Guohao got pissed off because of the uncles talking so loudly outside. So went out for a smoke and talk cock sing song.


Packed things up and went back with Dino and GH. Damn tired. The cab swerved non stop, my head fell non stop. So damn tired can!? ZZZzzzz.


Reached home finally. Sleep slept sleepen. Woke up for dinner, watced Ocean's 12, then using the PC now.


Was not quite in the mood when i got home. People said some hurtful things that I ended the relationship. It's not my fault now alright? If you BEHAVED yourself in the beginning, I wouldn't have stopped loving you already! So, get your facts right. Anyway we're already over. What're more to say?


Goodbye to you.


Tomorrow's going IMH. And I dunno how to go home from there! DAMN! And Wednesday I'm starting my new job! HAPPY!

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THANKS. EVERYTHING SCREWED UP BECAUSE OF YOU. FUCKING CHINA LECTURER. LAME REQUESTS. THANKS ALOT YEA? I OWE YOU ONE.

X((

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Sometimes, I think the more I listen to them, I will go crazy one day. One day I will go crazy. Soon I will be the PSY girl I saw at A&E.

The moment I wake up, all I can hear is nag nag nags and more nags. Whereas my bro? Nothing! What's this?

BIAS.


I did nothing, I just simply wake up and brush my teeth, the moment I step into the living room, they will start their radios like nobody's business, and the radio will be on till like the time I go to bed.


I'm going crazy and I can't wait to go out! =(


Ok. I'm too tired to type anything. Meeting Alicia at 730! Weee!

160807 ` COCKED.

Life's a lil screwed up today at work. As I was serving my dear dear patients' diets, I wanted to use the cardiac table. Just nice there was a doctor doing his writings there.


So I said,"Haha. A lil' messy here huh? Let me tidy them up." *smiled*


Ah ha! Guess what the doctor replied?


"This is the first time I'm hearing someone saying about a doctor's job. And I take it as an insult. Who is your in charge? I want to see her. This is absurd."


FUCK YOU. Didn't I say I'd tidy them up? Did I say I wanna stop you from writing? Did I even INSULTED you?


Goddamn!


So, no choice as I'm the pathetic STUDENT, I just apologised and walked off. Was thinking at the back of my mind that this doctor was sick in the head!


I think he wanted to have some fun because he called the staff nurse to complain more about me. The SN also thought I did nothing wrong. But she still asked me to apologise. The doc said I already did, and asked the SN to teach me some manners.


Teach me some manners?!


Get the hell right dude. Not enough, he turned to me and said, "You're a student and you're here to learn and not to insult."


Alright. Maybe I didn't sound clear just now, so now I'm going to say it in a clearer way and a larger font in case you are blind for a second?


SINCE WHEN I INSULTED EH? YOU'RE THE ONE WHO INSULTED ITE STUDENTS. SO GET THE FUCK ISSUE RIGHT BEFORE SPITTING FIRE ONTO ME.


Yeah. Feeling much more better. Anyway he emphasised that he is the SENIOR DOCTOR because he's wearing his black tag. WOOO~ I'm so scared. Go on and complain more about me. As if I care? Anyway there's nothing I can do if you think what I said "insulted" you in any way. you pathetic assholey doctor.


Yeah. We are students. ITE students. Come on. How many people wanna look down on us? Go ahead. Why? Because we are ITE student.


GODDAMN you all.


Ok. Time for shower. Going out soon. Happy Birthday Sylvia! =DD

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Alright. Reached home quite early today cause' I took the train! And now waiting for time to pass in case I might like to go out later.


But I'm so freaking tired right now. Wish I'm like typing this on the bed with my eyes half closed and me dozing off. Funny!


The other night when I was talking to Ron on the phone, I was like subconsciously awake. I kinda dreamt of somebody asking me whether Ron had talk to me before. And I just replied "Ya, he did."


Ron asked me what I'd just said. Apparently I was half asleep already! Because we didn't even talk on the phone and these words just came out from my mouth.


Golly! How tired I can be?


It's the seventh month now and I think it's better for me to stay at home instead of going out late in the nights. Some things can just happen.


Anyway when we were about to get our bags from the tea room just now, the nurses are having a lecture or something in the room. We didn't enter of course! So Mui Hwa volunteered to get our bags for us.


There's this EN, she's an Indian, stared at us as if we offended her or something? Even the sister also gave us a black face.


C'on lar. You're the pathetic assholes who don't provide us with lockers to place our bags like what the A&E did. So why give that kinda fucking faces? Especially that EN. Nevertheless, she sucks.


Dread to go for work almost everyday. Today was quite ok cause' maybe I can feel Maris's existance that she will be helping me. Not much help though. Forget it.


Aite. Time for shower and Lot1 to chill alone! =D Byeeeee~

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Something happened to my keyboard that made me type everything again. =( I'll just summarise. Too tired to spend crap time on this.


Happy birthday Darren!


Ok. I'm really too lazy to recall everything. Bye bye.


Post-note: Ron's coming to fetch me tonight! =D=D Happy~

I still look the best without my face.

Reb and Dave trying to snap my mole-jojojo. >.<

Besides behind a mask, in the dark too.

120807 ` This is Sad.

Guys, please stop hurting girls and giving them some kinda attitude which girls don't like.


Girls, please do the same too.


These few days I'm having really bad moods cause' there are so many things happening to me. Be it good or bad. I really have no life. Club club club. Go out go out go out. Work work work. I have not been spending time with my family either.


Anyway me and my parents are not getting along well too. I can't get a new job which I like. Hey, you're not going to pay my phone bills are you? So why are you stopping me from earning money and to let me pay?


Why do you have preferences? Just because I'm studying at ITE and this is the way you look down on me? Fine as it is. Bro is going to JC.


WOW~


Sorry but I don't have the brains to do that. This is my limit. So what do you expect me to do? To drink multi formula milk powder? Eat fish for every meal?


I'm the human species called Stupid.


Too bad.


I've got no one to turn to. I can only cry to myself, hypnotize myself that the next day will be a wonderful day with the sun shining brightly on top of me.


No one knows about me that I can break down even thinking about work for the following day. I'm too stressed up? NO. What I need is love.


Family love, friendships and self-love. Love is such a beautiful word. I love you, you love me. We are happy family.


Love is a strong word to describe one's feelings. I've got a strong love for chocolates.


Without love, there's nobody.


I'm so lost. Everyone's gone. Who did it? Me. I'm the culprit. Blame me. I wanna drink my life away. If only I can die. Nobody will have problems. Cause' everything's started out with me.


I might turn into PSY like the girl i saw yesterday. Nobody will scold you for your behaviour when you're psy. Cause' you're psy!


Ok. Enough said. I think I'm going crazy soon. Real soon.

I should grow up.

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Was at A&E yesterday. So fun! Very challenging posting. Everything gotta be done asap. Very nice. =D


HAPPY NATIONAL DAY. As if I care..


Met Janice and others for sushi buffet at Sakae@Funan. Was late lor, so the others started eating first. Eat till damn full. Especially the fruits part, all laughing like hell. Cannot finish man.


Anyway VD SUCKED last night again. Went in and got my chop, put bags, got drinks, then people wanna go play lan again. So, we went to Egames, and played for 2 hours, then we went back to VD again.


Unfortunately, when we reached there, the re entrance queue was so goddamn long. Cover charge and the guest list queues were cleared almost immediately while our own queue was like shit.


The place was not having enough ventilation, so everybody was like sweating like pigs lor.
I was so pissed, then finally this stupid bouncer allowed us to go in. But only me and Ricky got in. The rest stucked outside. -__-


So I went in for the stupid aircon, and played with Dave. He's really super skinny lor. I'm so scared that he will snap anytime.


VD was so boring without my Reb man. Nobody to dance with me, nobody to drink with, nobody to laugh with, nobody to smoke with. SIAN! So I was like walking around like idiot.


Ok. I'm hungry again, and my menses are here again! SIAN! Which means tomorrow working, I'm having second day, which means I'm going for frequent toilet trips, which means I'm going to get fucked by the staffs there, which means I'm going to bring lotsa pads to work and stuff many many in my pockets?!


SIAN!!! I hate being a girl sometimes. Anyway Sub says she only have mense like once a year.


*jealousy oozing out.


I hate mense.


Ok. I'm too lazy to be online. Let me go offline and bye bye!

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I hate the new ward. Maybe I'm not used to the surroundings and stuffs. But I can say the staffs there are so fucking cocky and I dont like them at all.


=(


The enrolled nurse was so fucking fake to me and Maris which made us damn fucked up. Mdm Zhao couldn't stand her also. Because she didnt allow Maris to do her skills. Mdm Zhao was fierce for once lor! =D


The senior staff nurse was also very fucked up. Sister scheduled the break for us. She thought we wanna go break so late? -__- Use your brain please.


I really hate the ward. Lucky this whole week I'm going to A&E. If not, I think I might just burn down the whole ward.


Wednesday is clubbing night again! Anybody wanna go? Please come VD. But VD is so freaking bored lar. =(


Supposed to upload some pictures. But too bad! Didnt bring out my M2 adaptor. =(


Today's sucha emo day! =( Everything was like pissing me off these days man. =(

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Since this entry I've pre-written, I'll just paste it down. =)


Nothing to type about actually. Just that we clubbed again at VD. Actually it sucked totally. The crowd sucked. The music sucked. The people there also sucked. Too many chocolates there. Didnt really had fun. But the entering of the club damn shiok.


Was at the back of the big fat longgggg queue. Then we all pek cek. So, smsed James to bring us to the front. Then he shouted:" Who're ambs here?!"


Me Reb and Edwin raised our hand. Wah lao weh. The feeling is damn shiok lor. We went in the front. SONG!


Ok. The rest we had fun and stuffs lor. Dont wanna type liao. This is not in blogger.com but in NOTEPAD. =(

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Last day in the ward. So happy! BUT more to come. Damn it~


Went to Far East to get my new skirt. Ohmygolly! I super happy now can?! When was the bloody last time i wore a skirt to go out?


Skirts help to preserve a woman's womanhood.


-__-


What am I trying to say? But never mind! I just love my new skirttttt!


Jump jump jump.


Tomorrow's might be the last day for clubbing. Reb's gonna start work soon, and I'm going fishing with Lover! Dont guessing who Lover is lar.


Ok. Time to Audi. Bye bye.

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Oh. It's August already and I've not plan to do anything for the upcoming month! But there're TWO things I wanna do.


1) Club till I vomit.

2) Finish the fucked up attachment which is dued September.


Ok. I've been feeling very fucked up for the past 3 days. Perhaps it's my PMS, or I'm really going to explode.


I was thinking about work last night, then suddenly I broke down and cry. Maybe I'm too stressed up about the ward settings. Maybe I've not used to the ward yet.


I just wanna let attachment finish, or I might as well just quit course and join another one. Everything should be fine for me! =)


I've got 1 new love. TAPIOCA CHIPS.


Ok. Bye!