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woo. my 200th entry! so happy! change of font colour. =D


anyways. yesterday pat called me. then ask me if thurs wanna go out anot. then i tell him to sms sasa that he can join us for dinner at dunno what kovan thingy la. then he sms me he cannot make it to meet us liao. ask him why cannot last minute. he said dont ask why. he just got no mood. -.- so contradicting la. one moment jio me out. another second say he no mood. -.- yao siew.


hmm. now currently working with nyp students. piang ehs. i dont wanna speak bad about them la. but its really lor. not only i cannot stand them lor. others too. first, its their cockiness. they thought they knew something. but actually all are wrong. they dont even know how to transfer a patient to a commode chair! worst thing they didnt even LOCK the chair la! wtf? i know, when they pass out, they will be staff nurse, no need to do this kinda sai kang. but at least you must know the foundation what. zzz. then today i was doing the parameters all by myslef when i got HER in the cubicle with me. then she was just standing there, folding her arms, go to other cubles and chit chat talk cock. never even ASK whether i need help anot lor. piang ehs. then this morning take para, they she didnt even do the temperature la! then whats the point of doing para? for you to be god and estimate their temp arhs? piang ehs. lucky this week is my last week there sia. arbo i dunno how crazy i will go sia. -.-


anyways. shower kena tio gan again. 4th time liaos. what the? piang ehs. mrs tan de expectations too high liao lor. dotty kena scolded i guess? but mrs tan say i very LOVEABLE hor. =) if saifuddin can stop mia-ing arhs, i think mrs tan also will say his TLC sure very good one. but, loads of BULLSHITS.


anyways, have to book one more patient tomorrow la. then make sure i can do it la. what the fuck la. 5th attempt liao. 6th one i ji tao go jump down liao. never mind.


aiya. think i stop writing liao la. i need my privacy also. WTF. k la. nights to :

BECCA

COW

DOTTY

SASA

ANDREW

JOHN

JOYCE

PAT

NUNU

WEIWEI

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working now. but using soo how's com la. cannot change the font here lehs. but never mind. when got time then i go home and change again lor. anyways.


i failed my test! what the fuck? anyways. the polyclinic posting is ending tomorrow. and i sure miss you peeps de lor. you guys are so funny. anyways.


drew changed his bed and ward liao. lame lar you bloody SAF. cant pay the patients medical fee.s then ask the patiens to come hospital to treat their illness for fuck? bloody hell. now drew has to change to class c liaos. poor baby. anyways. his mum is the hell of me. x(


anyways.


today is the anyway day. and i had been so hip hop for the whole day today. just now hip-hopped a cleaning aunty. she looked at me blur blur one. think she is trying to figure out what im talking about la. but, who cares? anyways..


oooh. jessie lock. lock lock lock. i miss you dearly. anyways. i wanna go kbox with you lehs. so many poeple asking me out. -.-


si john. dont go sentosa la. your brother at hospital lehs. -.-''' anyways.


k la. sister coming! gtg! bye bye!

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wooo. long time never write my blog liaos. rotting yea? haha. anyways. i love tanjong pagar! my new playground. but alot of bapohs sia. see them also scared la. then i saw the andrew seow. the growing up that guy la. he is so muscular la. but GAY. -.- wasted. haha. meet rebecca and her friends ma. the worst thing we did was to wait for cig to drop from the sky lor. haha. finally got 1 le! =D


oh no. maddy got problems. =( erica also got probs liao. =(( andrew isnt getting well. =((( his mum also got issues with us. =(((( im not getting better either. =((((( everybody is so bad these days. =(((((( but too andrew lim jun an, GET WELL SOON! =DD


wooo ~ since yesterday i was at poly clinic liaos. so fun! very very very slack. also very very very cold. haha. was just looking at the nurses do their things lor. in poly arh, the nurses there are so much nicer than those in nuh lor. the ones in nuh are so fucking cocky and proud la. but in clinic leh, they are so nice! also di siao siao one, make fun and be merry. haha. the maly food outside the clinic also very nice! but just got a very bad diarrhoea. -.- the chili i guess? swallowed too much of them liaos. haha.


asnyways. mrs tan confiscated my nose stud! bloody fuck la. i scared she throw it away la. but i dont care also lor. better everything also confiscate la. even my uniform la. then make me naked la. -.-


omg. syaiful was sooooooo naughty la. we were looking at the contraceptives de brochures ma. then he bo tai bo ji tell me his sex lives with his ex gfs la. -.- then i hear hear lor. he then showed me a video la. got this young girl having sex with his bf la. then he suddenly stand till very crooked leh. then i ask him what happened. he said his 'brother' hard liaos. haha. so funny la he. -.-


just now rushed to BB polyclinic for some lame GOM la. then was inside the museum for 2 hours la. also very fun there lor. i love the uniforms in the olden days lor. very nice leh! better than now can liao. now is like so toot la. -.- dont really like it lor. then syaiful watched that video in front of hasline and me again. 0.0 bloody hell. haha. naughty ass.


anyway, i've fallen in love with him already. someone. im not going to say who. my cutie. =DD and you bloody china girl and u bloody old-looking malay woman, dont flirt with him eh! fuck you!


ok la. time for some maple things liao. very bored. i miss you girls seriously. =( you girls not online de. i wanna talk to you all! =D

cheer ups to:

ERICA

ANDREW

COW

ME!

get well soons to:

ANDREW

MY BROTHER

ME!

i love you alls to:

REBECCA ( that night was fun! )

SASA ( long time never see you liaos. =( )

DOTTY ( even thou we are in the same group la. but we really seldom got time for each other lor. wow. im saying this kindas thing. -.- later cow beat me up ar! =DD )

COW ( dont miss handsome too much yea? )

YOU ( i've fallen in love with you already. )

ERICA ( lets go see him tomorrow la. dont sad le. ((: )

MADDY ( dont think so much yea? )

ALEXIUS ( so lame ~ )

JOHNBOY ( you shit head! i miss you la! )

JOYCE ( =D )

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so tiring these days. now im trying to sleep. but cannot sleep leh. so come write blog lor. sian.


omg. andrew is so fucking cute la. im so MADLY in love with him! haha. sigh~ too bad im going to polyclinic soon. wont be able to see him liao. anyway, maybe im going to vist him tomorrow la. see if he is still in the ward anot lor. then he will call me. =D so happy!


omg. jessie gave me missed calls and sms-es. =( sorry darling. i was in the ward working leh. cant answer your call. =( im so so so so so so so sorry darling. =(


feelings seem to be fading day by day. sigh. big sighs. i wanna love you back. =((( sigh~~

- TIRED -

wow. its going to be friday again. so fast man. was so buay ta han on monday because of work. but now friday liao? haha. so fast. >.<


anyways. was having this migraine since i dunno when already. my head was throbbing at the right side of my head. normally is when i sit or lie down then i get up bah. very headache de.


oh my. stop denying and put all the blames on us. i really hope you're being kicked out of the course. really. i cant stand your fucked up attitude and the being a blame pusher. fuck off la. i dunno how many fucks i've said today lor. -.-zzz but this is too much liao lor. bloody hell. treat us all including teachers like crap laidat. tell you arhs. i treat you worse than shit la.


oooh. next monday is our polyclinic week. its going to be slacky! and hot! haha. but stilll have to wake up early in the morning for the one whole week la. so leh cheh. but i like. =DD


supposed to meet sie today de. but too bad la. she is having her exams today la. sian. then im going to rot at home lor. darling got duty. sian. then he is going to call me at night! =DD so happy.


k la. going to game awhile lor. no mood today. head hurts. bb all.

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sorry sasa. i cant go kbox with you today le. schedule tight. haha. some other time maybe? haha. x)

oh god. coughing. -.- and when am i going to take my injection siah? they say by this coming friday. fuck them man. i sick lehs. how? you gonna kick me out of course? just because i didnt take my jab? prolly you'd say its my fault for being sick. but TOO BAD! so what if im sick? and why am i kicking up sucha big fuss? -.-zzz maybe i should shut up. =)

going out soon. with darling! hopefully we can go for adwin's concert. i wanna see! haha. maybe his new 'gf' will be there to support him? who knows. i wanna see her! a thai national. =) nice girl bahs. arbo wenyao also wont like her de. wish you two will last long long de. xP miss you.

darling is singing. with his lousy voice. -.- he is like zao xia all the way la. think its his sputum in his throat bahs. die. tomorrow have to work again. bloody fuck man. i hate working. i miss campus. =( i miss my girls.

anyways. dont wanna type already. lazy. miss you all. mainly, sasa, cow, becca, dotty, xiaov, adwin, JESSIE LOCK.

oh on. darling's here to nag me again! bb all!

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im still so sick. sneezing. coughing. stand awhile then my legs will be like jelly liao. my darling ok le. =( but still coughing and sniffing as usual la. not signess. but its my fucking virus. x( sorry darling.


yesterday went back to school for some stupid sim thingy lor. then i was in the same group as sasa leh! so lucky! then there comes AUSTIN. he was late la. it was the first time i see him in school. normally i had never seen him before de. but he was so cute! his actions, the way he talked all very ke ai leh! haha. cant help looking at him la. but i didnt look at him a bit. must control. =D lucky sasa. to be able to worm with him. but now i understand how sasa feels during work liao. he is like so slacky la. =D but HE IS CUTE!


break time. too bad ah cow wasnt there with us lor. we was her that fractured arm shuai ge lor. now we know a pattern. when we are in campus, he doesnt dare to pop out of his hole. but when we are out of campus, he will be sitting there using his lappy. -.- but yesterday he was sitting in front of us la. but sad for cow lor. =D haha.


after school went to long john with sasa. i ate my favourite choc pie again. very nice! actually wanna go darling de house de. cause i dont wanna go home ma. then too bad lor. took the same bus as my bro. then he tell me. lesbians are increasing tremendously liao.


talking about lesbians ar. i dont mind them la. but i cant stand it when girls make themselves look like guys, behaviors like guys. come on la. god gave you breasts, gave you vagina. its too make you a girl. not a butch or guy la. if you wanna be a guy, then really go for plastic surgery la. do you know how hurt is god when he sees you turn into this kinda shit when he already made you all so perfect? i look down on you bloody cheebyes man. disgusting. lucky im still a nice girl. =))


whatever. dont wanna waste my breath on butches. go maple awhile then go sleep again liao. bb all. =D

=.=zzz

TIRED. -.-ZZZ

freaking irritated.

what a fucking day today. im late meeting my girls because of him. my friends not really happy with him because of his attitude. im so fucking pissed off by his attitude and behaviour he shown to my friends this afternoon. i felt so ashamed of myself. im not going to bring him to meet my friends anymore. imagine me doing this to his friends? how would he feel? i dunno whether i should bury my head or just behead myself. lucky becca wasnt there man. she sure shoot him till jialat jialat de lor. sigh~


raelly no mood today. then there's this asshole, who added me in msn, asked him/her who the fuck is she, also dunno how to reply de leh. wonder where this asshole get my email? '


everything was so sicked today. thinking about tml's work. fuck man. i hate working. have to get up so early in the morning. get up never mind lor. then still need to see teacher's fucking face. so the si beh sian lor. so fucked up man. =(((((((((((((((((((


k la. dont want write liao. go maple awhile. bb all.

wow wow wow.

ok. must read tabby again. -.- lazy la.


i hate my computer now. i hate the connection. i think its because if the virus ba. knn.


so angry now lor. i dunno what im talking are craps or what lor. what did i tell him? WHAT THE FUCK DID I TELL YOU?! you asked me. i explained to you. now, she is soooooooo hurt. must as well not to even talk to you lor. maple maple maple. maple is like your gf lor. not her lor. one day everything ends because of your maple, then you will be happy right? you really need some serious treatment man. =((


dont sad la sie sie. i sayang you. dont have him, also got me right? RIGHT? =D love you always.


darling's back. i cant sneeze lehs. got the urge leh. but cant let out. fuck it man. -.-


k la. go maple find qiin first. =D bb.

sick. pyrexia.

temperature went up again. sian. thought of going out today de. then cancelled liao. and im so hot. swaeting like shit man. then darling wanna go taka. ask me wanna go anot. of course i wanna go la. this weekend wasted totally lor. wasted on the bed. sleeping. taking medicine. but never go doc la. sunday my gp never open de. also dunno whether wanna go work tomorrow lor. if dont go arh, then have to make up, then make up on sat NO pay de lor. bloody hell. see first la. =\\


anyways. HAPPY 4TH MONTH TO JESSIE AND JY! =D i never forget de hor. actually wanna go out with you all de lor. cause' sie asked me before ma. then i telle her see first. who knows im sick. -.-zzz


darling this morning very sweet, EVEN THOUGH he elbowed me when he was asleep la. he cooked some eggs for me. cause have to take my anti-fever pills ma. then he woke me up, i told him i dont wanna take those eggs. cause i will puke man. i only eat eggs when im very hungry. i dont like the smell and taste ma. then bo bian lor, he ate all 5 eggs. =( i ate bread and kaya. damn weak la.


then he asked me to go orh orh. anything use my phone to call him. thats the so called ' call-bell' la. haha. he is so damn cute. wished me to get well soon. =) but i disappointed him for not eating his eggs. hais. sorry darling.


i love you.


>.<


k la. i dont wanna write liao. abit sian. bye all. ((:


i miss you all darlings! hohohoho.

11st month.

going to be 1 year liao. time flies. people really change. never mind then. ((:


went out at 12 midnight yesterday. was so bloody tired la. then sleep all the way till so late. meet adwin. drank my fav milk tea. then went to bencoolen there rot. sit till 6am. haha. about 7am then reach home cause had to bring adwin back to his home ma.


his dog is sooooooo cute! i love toffee! ahha.


anyways. then sleep till about 11am lor. not even 5 hours. -.-zzz later going out again lor. headache man. sians.


long time never see my girls already. sigh. wonder how they are doing now lor. i miss ah cow, sasa, becca. dont really miss dotty la, since she is with me everyday ma. haha. =X oh. i think i can sense some jealousy liao lehs. ok la. I MISS YOU DOTTY! ( not really reluctant to say this though. ) HAHAH.


ok. monday have to get my chickenpox jabby jab jab. boring. wonder painful anot lehs. =)


' thou shall not disappointed mrs tan. '
5:112 jiahui bible.


((:


off to maple! helping xiaov chiong la. he better not die man. i will be the first one to kill him.


BUAHAHAHAHAHA!

>.<

im so stressed. early in the morning, got told off. sian. then nvm lor. then the patient also need to change his diapers. -.- tmd. today might be the worst day man. yesterday was the busiest. haha. anyway, this is how mrs tan communicate. they have to understand. =D


never mind. feeling so upset these days. think im suffering from depression liao. =X anyway, tomorrow. i dunno what to do. really la. stop doing this man. cheat me, by all means. im not afraid. =)


ok. time for my survey. si beh sian. =(


i miss you girls. and guys. hope to see you all soon. hopefully this fucking attachment will pass faster. ^^