271007

Happy early halloween! Met up with Audrey to get our costumes for our work at night. Slacked at Mr Bean's while Aud called the Costumez House at Parklane. But nobody picked up and we were so bloody disappointed lar. Reese and Kirk were with us, so since Kirk drives, we went to Far East to try our luck.

At first we saw this French Maid one, the material sucked and I don't really like it. But Aud went to give it a try and it turned out like shit. Tried many many many many many costumes but none suited us. So, went to the cosplay shop at the end of the shopping mall. The french maid one was sold out and we were so so so so so so so so disappointed again lar. Cause' it only cost 60 plus bucks and it was very very very uber nice!

Too bad. So, went upstairs and check things out. Tried this nurse uniform and foudn it damn nice. Cause' it was short and damn kinky. Able to see both Kirk and Reese drooling already. So, no choice, we got that costume and went to buy female boxers. I bought a new bra for that too cause' I'm flat chested. Geee.

Wasn't our fault right?

Work was damn tiring cause' most of the time I was pulling down my dress. Got back home early after work once I got my pay and I felt good! I'm rich again! =D=D

Right. I'm so lazy to type, and I've only 1 pathetic picture for that Halloween night cause' everything is at TH's phone. So, shall load them once I got them! =D Bye~

Love, Rybena.

271007

Rushed home from school yesterday and had my dinner at home for the first time on a working night. Rushed through my dinner, my shower, my makeup, my hair, and in the end, Kirk wasn't under my blocks yet. So waited for him lor. Chionged my way to work cause' every minute can cost me to lose my bottles!! Bottles are very very very very very important!

Drank with Vince's friends and so many people called me when only when I left my phone in the bar counter. Last night was so damn packed. All tables were reserved and Chengyou was disappointed cause' he counldn't get his table. So he went to Raining.

Daniel came! =D So sweet of him lar. Talked talked talked. Long time no see. =D

Got myself drunk at 1plus and went to the store to vomit and sleep. I remembered Jere was dsturbing me but I didn't give much damn about him. Geee. Sorry dude. Woke up and so many people asked for me, asked about me, perstering me whether I felt alright or not. OF COURSE NOT. DUH. Head was fucking painful lar.

Alright. It's gonna be Halloween night tonight and me and Audrey will be renting costumes at Parklane later and going Ikea! Happy! I dunno what to wear and I don't know what shoes to match. Sigh. I need a pair of versatile shoes! Actually to meet James this evening. But, costumes are more important today!! And Dragonfly tonight!

I simply cannot wait. Alright. Bye!

Love, Rybena.

251007

School sucked my breasts again yesterday. Chionged back home and met Reb at AMK to get our new lenses. I think the shop cheated our money or something. The last time we bought, the lenses cost 18bucks. Yesterday that girl told us it's 28 bucks. I f we buy 2 sets then 50 bucks. So no choice lar. My lenses were really old already. Bought them and wore them immediately and I felt goooooooood!!

Went to work and saw 2 new girls. They were quite nice! Shuying very cute and I didn't know she's 18 too! She didn't look like 18 lar. =X Work was so busy and Audrey got drunk as usual. So, one waitress downed. Ping didn't work much cause' she only sang and played without working. So, Vince's like paying her to sing and play. Geee.

Shuying got drunk at 1am and went back home. She banged onto the cab's door when I told her to take care. -_- Damn seh kar. Jessica left early cause' she complained her "sista" got problem outside and she needed to go down and help. -__- Work is work ma. Why put "sista" into the picture?

Basically, I was the only one working again. Opened like 3 bottles again, and was happy! Both managers were not drunk! Happy again! But one girl vomitted on our carpet. Goddamn her lar. I asked her friends whether she wanted a plastic bag or not. She said no need, she don't vomit one.

TALK COCK. Now the whole pub stinks. Thanks to her. -______-

Stayed awhile cause' Vince wanna talk about his waitresses and their performance. I'm 2nd! =D First goes to Audrey lar. Confirm one. She's great. But last night she nearly quarrelled with the fatso next door. Don't give a damn.

Went back and sleep.

I'm meeting Kirk and I'm already late and I haven't showered. Haha. Oops. Going to do my eyebrows! =D=D

Bye!

Endnote: I'm not deaf. I'm just ignoring you.

241007

Got up in the morning yesterday and got bloody pissed. SOME ASSHOLES OR BASTARDS STOLE ALL MY HAVIANAS!! My Havianas are quite new, and they cost me more than 50 bucks!! And the last time I wore was when I went to meet Marcus. And the next day, a Bangala came to wash the corridor. Prolly my beloveds were stolen by him. If it's him, cheebye lar. Your feet so small can wear meh?

Singaporeans or Bangalas are so so so fucked up. Now, DON'T blame me for being so racists. Chinese might be the culprits too. So, went to Citilink to get my new slippers. Brown and they are not in the Slim series. ="( I love the Slim series and they are only sold in Heerens and Vivo.

=""( I miss them. I wonder how and where they are now. I'm so bad to leave them outside my house. It's my fault babies. Please don't be angry with mummy. Who are you two with now? Is the owner good? Does he or she bully you? Does he or she dip you into dirty water?

I'M SORRY!!

So got my slippers and rushed to work. I was alone for the night again with the 2 bosses. Pub was empty until 10pm when only some customers came. Vincent's good bro came and they made me drnk till I got a lil' high. Vincent was still laughing at me. -__- By 1am, I wanted to leave cause' Reb was at my pub and I wanna go All In. But too bad, Vincent didn't allow me to go cause' I think he needed help. Business was good later in the night lar.

Soon, both Jere and Vince were drunk and they went MIA, left me alone in the pub with a few customers and I was so fucking angry. Vince took some money and went to pub hopping. Jere was quarrelling with his stupid gf on the phone. She cheat on him again for the 4th time. Come on lar, just break lar. Stop whining and quarrelling like babies.

DUHS.

Bombed Jere's phone, but his phone was hung. Vince went missing and I nearly broke down. Suddenly Vince came back with his friend and he was already fucking drunk. He toppled onto the floor after sitting on those high chairs and he was damn violent. Hurled lotsa vulgarities and nearly hit me. Jere came back with a fucking black face and told me about his gf. What a bitch she is. Damn. I don't like her already when I saw her the first time when she came to pass Jere some stuffs.

=(

Girls sometimes behave like guys. -_-

I went back early which is like damn early lar. Like 4am

Woke up at 7am and stoned on the bed and thinking about work tonight. Don't really feel like working. But I'm taking MC tomorrow. So, I don't really give a damn. So, I'm gonna work tonight! Audrey's asking for me too. =D I miss herrrrrrr!

Leaving class now. Bye!

Love, Rybena.

221007

Went to work at 6 plus and I was late reached at 6.20. Saw so many people inside and for one monet I thought Vincent hired some workers to clean up the pub for us. But actually they were Vincent's family.

-___-

Nobody was helping Jeremy so I went to polish the chairs with him. And bloody hell he didn't tell me which chair he had already clean. So I cleaned for nothing. Lit up the candles and sing sang sung my song. Sang Bu Xiang Wang Ji ni for like 8 to 9 times in total. Sigh. Sometimes humans should be selfish. I want him all by myself. Myself myself MYSELF. How I wish there's something bad will happen and I gain everything!!

I'm so mean. But this is meeeee! Like me or not, your business!! =P

It was a Sunday last night and business was good. Vincent bullied me the whole night and snatched all my potential customers who will open bottles for me. ="( So, I didn't managed to open any bottles last night and I don't really feel good. So, tomorrow I'm gonna chiong my bottles!! To make up for last night. Damn. Went back early and kena scolded "Fucked up" by Vincent again.

I needa sleep right?!?! =\

But I know he was only kidding around with me. So, I will be working this Tuesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Earn big big big big BIG moneyyyyy! I'm so happy! There was this girl who came for interview. Didn't she know that the legal age for a waitress is 18? She's only 17. No wonder Jeremy kept asking me whether my birthday has passed already or not. I noticed sometimes there will be cops patrolling around the area.

But there was none at Keong Saik Road. Obviously KSR is still a sleezy place since last last last last time. Prostitute area. I LOVE BOAT QUAY! Alex ordered nuggets, and lied to me about him eating them with his friends. In the end I K.O-ed everything myself and I felt so guilty for drinking beer and eating nuggets. Both are weight gainers!! =(

Mark smsed me. Marcus smsed me. Both smsed me and I'm hating it.

Mdm Felicia came to talk to us about the resume stuffs and what she really wanted to do was to tell us to pay attention in class or else she will make us sit in front. Who ask the school internet connection sucks big time? DUH! Upgrade lar since ITE is so rich. -___-

Alright. Time to pay attention already. -__- Bye!

Love, Rybena.

211007

Work was fun last night again! But one of the tv got spoiled within 11 days of display. -__- Sing my throat out. Pink played RnB during work and boss said he wanna bring us to Dragonfly! Song-ness. Three stupid girls got themselves high. And I opened 3 bottles last night! Back to basics. Take my time and I cleared my first 5 bottles! =D

Went to Dragonfly and only saw people fighting there. Drank Martel and Jeremy went missing. Called him, but he didn't pick up his phone. So, we went back without him. Oooops! Was so fucking high last night. Wanted to puke. But none came out. Went back home and sleep slept sleepen. x)

Woke up and I felt like a piece of soft shit. My head hurts, my stomach hurts, my mense came and the stupid cramps are like diarrhoea. I hate menses. I HATE MENSES!! And I need to work tonight. -_- HOW TO?!?!!? But I'm going back early tonight. Sigh. Monday blues again. And I need Coke.

No pictures. Just some crap. Bye!

Love, Rybena.

201007

Yesterday was the last day of the week and it also means it was finally FRIDAY! But ended school at 6, which was like hell for me. Reached school at 10 cause' me and Reb didn't wanna have some stupid S&W and just went for lifeskills class. We were so tired, we both slept on our bags. Then Mdm Fel wanted to show us some stupid videos regarding the word "Scamper".

But both of us ended up taking photos at the back of the class. -____-

School ended, went home and rushed to work. And I was abit late lar. Work was so damn great. Just by winning 5 10, they opened 2 bottles for me! =D OMIGOSHIE.

Vincent was so proud of me lar. And he kept saying he dote on me alot and blah blah blah... Jeremy was blowing flying kisses to me and told everybody that I'm his scandal. -_____- Some people at a ripe old age still don't know how to behave. Geeee.

Finished work at 3 plus cause' some customers didn't wanna leave yet, and I was washing the glasses. I love washing glasses cause' I love the sound when I pile up the rock glass. Haha. I'm pervertic sometimes. But, I'm lovin' it!

Marcus came and we went to All In to look for Reb. Went to Mustafa to go for a window shop and I got myself 3 new folders and a new eyeliner! I love the eyeliners at Mustafa. But it was kinda stinky at level 1. And guess who I saw? XIAXUE!! She's damn fucking short and fugly can?! She doesn't look like the pics in her blog at all! Geeeez. Went upstairs and was kinda bored with the place, so headed to East Coast.

Was damn cold there at 5am. All stiffed when we left and slept in the cab like nobody's business. Marcus was awake the whole time I guess, to make sure the uncle doesn't cheat our money. Haha. Reached home, Marcus called to say good night-morning, and we went to bed.

Woke up at 1240pm. Didn't know I slept so little! But I'm not tired now. And i'm meeting Arnold fo dinner tonight before I go to work. I love the beef horfun opposite at the kopitiam opposite Jab1. Yummmmmmei!

Alright. Game. GAME. Some pictures, and ciaos!

Was so bored during Geron class and played bingo!

Love, Rybena.

171007

School has started and I'm hating it. Monday school starts at 8am and ends at 5.30pm. Tuesday, 10am to 6pm. Wednesday to Friday, 8am to 6pm. How am I going to survive like this? 10 hours of knowledge being forced into my head everyday. How I wish I can like just quit everything and graduate now. =(

Had some serious insomia last night and I slept only at 6am!! Damn. And I was late when meeting Reb, and I tried really hard not to fall asleep in class while Reb was already lying on the table and dozing off in front of the com. Holidays were too long for me and I need to turn back my brain. I've forgotten which nerve that controls the sleeping time in our bodies. But I need the tuning back!!! =( I hope I won't get anymore insomnia tonight again.

INSOMNIA SUCKS MY BREASTS.

Weekends are for my new job at Millions at Boat Quay. The manager was damn steady and he just simply asked me when I can start work. I just replied him this Friday and he said "On arh!". I'm being hired! =D Simple and nice. Anyway it's a new pub and there're like very few waitresses. If anybody wanna come for interview for being a waitress, please come to me, or you can just pop by MILLIONS which is situated at Boat Quay, somewhere opposite Golden Cafe.

=D

Gawd. I need to have my donuts! I need my french toast! I need my chicken wings! I need my fried bee hoon! I need my Martel! I need my Ben and Jerry's. I need my daily Coke. I needa smoke. I needa work this Friday and earn my bucks. I need to pay my handphone bills. I need new lenses. I need to chew on my Mars bar now.

I need to look for him. I need him to call me. I need to show him that I can live without him. I need to slap him to make sure he wakes up. I need to get drunk. I need to concentrate in class and listen to what teachers have been teaching me. I need to slap myself to wake up from the dream I am in now.

I need to get a new haircut. I need to get more clubbing clothes. I need to get my new jeans, shorts, skirts. I need to get my new tattoo done. I need to have a change in my makeup skills. I need to graduate and get out of this fucking school and finish up with the timetable. I need to let the others know that we are being treated like a dog in school.

I'm desperate!!! =S

Anyway the class I'm in now is so freaking boring and the lecturer is talking about jobs and resumes. I can't get anything into my head and I"m bored to death behind the class. Reb's sleeping and I'm not interested in the class at all. Damn. The internet in the school sucks and everything is so slow.

Alright. I'm lazy now. And I'm getting sleepy. Time to doze off on my table and wait for school to end! =\

Some stuffs I like to do especially when I'm bored.

Today Did You..
1. Talk to a boy you like ?>> Yeah. =D

2. Learn anything new?>> Er. Rejecting guys calls.

3.Talked to an ex?>> Via sms.

4.Miss someone?>> Somebody.

-Last Person Who-
5.Laid in your bed?>> Me myself and I.

6. Made you cry?>> Haven't cried since I don't know when.

7. You went to the movies with?>> My last movie was with Roy.

8. Went to the mall with you?>> Alone.

9. You showered with?>> Me myself and I again!

10. Made you laugh?>> Er. The funniest thingy I remember is the Moon and Star on the Muslim mosque. James told me about it. =D

11. Hugged you?>> Nobody.

-General stuff-
12. Favorite location?>> Home, Millions, Clarke and Boat quay.

13.Tattoo?>> Not sure if I'm going to go for it or not. I'm so afraid of regretting! =S

14. What are you most scared of this second ?>> Why like this?! ="(

15. Where do you want to get married?>> Venice prolly.

16. Does anyone like you?>> How would I know? =X God knows.

17. Do you like being around people?>> Yeah. Sometimes. =)

18.Have you ever cried?>> Who doesnt?

19. Are you lonely right now?>> Kinda. But Marcus is keeping me busy on the phone! =D

20. Song stuck in your head?>> Baby I love you.

21. Been on radio/TV?>> Nope.

22. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?>> Dunno. Doubt it.

23. what color shirt are you wearing right now?>> Grey giodarno. =D

24. Name three things that you do every day?>> Sleep shit eat.

25. How much cash do you have on you right now?>> 60 plus? I'm frigging broke now.

26. Are you bored?>> Marcus just hung up the phone. So, I'm bored again. =(

27. Who got you to join Myspace?>> I dont like that webby.

28. What web site do you visit themost?>> www.blogger.com, www.friendster.com, www.whosgoing.sg, www.shockwave.com, rebeccaaa.blogspot.com, missified.blogspot.com.

29. Do you have plants in your room?>> Nope. I don't wanna fight oxygen every night with a non-living thing.

30. Who was the last person to hug you?>> Forgotten.

-20 SECRETS-
1.WHAT IS YOUR DISPLAY NAME ABOUT?>> It's to BREATHE ME.

2. WHERE WAS YOUR DEFAULT PICTURE TAKEN?>> The pic is taken in Kirk's car long long long longggggg ago.

4.WHAT'S YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIPSTATUS?>> Single like fuck.

5. HONESTLY, IF SOMEONE WERE TO TELLYOU HOW THEY FELT, WOULD YOU LISTEN?>> Yeah. Provided I know you.

6. WHATS YOUR CURRENT MOOD?>> Tired tired tired and I hate tomorrow cause' there will be S&W. Fuck it.

7. WHATS YOUR MOST VALUED POSSESSION?>> Nothing for now.

8. HOW ARE THINGS IN YOURRELATIONSHIP?>> No relationship. I want him. But tings kinda sucked between me and him, so, I don't give a shit. He doesnt give a damn. So, why should we give each other problems?

9. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, AND CHANGE SOMETHING WOULD YOU?>> Not sure. Hmmm. Maybe I'll just turn back to when I was 16? And making sure I'm still a virgin till now. Ooooopsies.

10. IF YOU MUST BE AN ANIMAL FOR ONE DAY- WHAT WOULD YOU BE?>> I dont wanna be an animal. I wanna stay as a human.

11. EVER HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE?>> Nope.

12. NAME SOMEONE WITH THE SAME B-DAYAS YOU?>> So far no.

13. HAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF A LARGE AUDIENCE?>> KTV. =D Millions~

18. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICEABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX ?>> Eyes and his behaviour in public.

14. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER FROM STARBUCKS?>> I dont really drink starbucks.

15. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A DRUNKEN WEEK?>> Yeah. And I was so stupid and I know my liver is dying real sooooon.

16. DO YOU STILL WATCH KIDDY MOVIES OR TV SHOWS?>> Yeah. Spongebob.

17. NAME SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY.>> Today I tried very hard not to fall asleep in class. I was dozing off on the train like a fucktard with my head nodding left and right. I felt so tired during the whole day and now I'm so afraid of having insomnia tonight again. I just drank Milo to make sure I'm full enough to sleep. He hanged my calls again today and only called me after I smsed him like what Reb taught me on the train just now. Realised that he doesn't give a shit, SO DO I! I'm busy too asshole. So, let's busy together. Fucked up. Heard some irritating sounds my old man made and I feel like strangling him. URGHH. And I needa sleep now!!

18. DO YOU SPEAK ANY OTHER LANGUAGE?>> English, chinese. Melayu sikit sikit. Tamil sucks my balls. Too bad. Fuck off Indians.

19. IS THERE SOMEONE ON YOUR MIND NOW?>> Yeah. Who doesnt?

20. WHAT HURTS YOU AT THE MOMENT?>> His hack care-ness. But I'm not going to let him play me out unless I play with him first. URRRGGHHHH!

Love, Rybena.

141007

121007:

Met up with Marvin and went to Raffles City for my Brazillian waxing!! Damn good I tell you. First time I feel so so so so so nice after waxing and it didn't hurt abit! Damn. I can't wait for my next appointment. Anyway if anybody is interested, the shop name is called Strip, and it's located at the basement, just behind Ben and Jerry's. It's $49.30 but if you're a student, you can apply for the student package which is $150 and you have 20% discount for anything you did in the shop. And the $150 can be deducted for every session you go to.

20% discount which also means $36.90!! Cheap deal! Brazillian rocks and I can wear my G-strings as and when I like now! =D

Arnold called and asked me to dinner with him. So went to Boat Quay and had dinner with him. Saw lotsa youngsters wearing business suits and what Marv guessed was right! MLM. I hate MLM. I believe it doesn't work. Kenneth, Daniel, Fred, Gibson, Micheal, Ethan, Alex are also working in MLM companies. Obviously, it doesn't work.

Ate my favourite beef horfun and received a call from Mark. He wanted to meet me at Boat Quay. Was so shocked and waited for him impatiently. Marv spotted his car and I ran for my life. =X

Had my second dinner with Mark and he drove me to work and told me how much he loves me.

-_______- ok. I know you love me. But can we move on to something more relevant?

That night was the last night I worked cause' I felt kinda tired of the job. Tired as in I need rest. I think nightlife jobs don't suit me after all. Guess I need to find a weekend job for now. Damn. And my mum doesn't wanna buy my contact lens fluid for me cause' she thinks I'm so rich after I worked for so many nights. Damn. All my money were gone to my phone bills. I'm like so poor now?

-___________-

Went back early that night cause' my fever kicked in again, and slept.

131007:

Mass sent sms for chilling sessions. Well, only sent 3 persons. Xiaoart doesn't wanna come out, he said he can bring his Matel to the coffee shop downstairs and we can chill together. -_- Daniel replied and met him at City Hall at 430pm. I reached at 530.

HAHA. Made him damn pissed off. But guess what, we'd got lotsa things to share about dance! Finally there's somebody whom we can interact well. Had my regular Ben and Jerry's Mix and Match, and went for a smoke, called Reb and asked her out cause' Mark could only be free after 11pm.

Met Reb at Orchard and went shopping! I bought a new red top which I wore for St James later in the night, and a new bikini. Plain brown and it's so nice. Better than those printed ones which made me look like a clown when I wear them.

Reb bought many many stuffs and remind ourselves that Crocs are banned in the school. Fucking school. So she went to buy the same shoes as me. Cheap and comfy. =D

She went to work, while I went home. Train was so fucking crowded and I couldn't get onto the first train that came. So waited for the second one and there was this fucking fat woman with her fucking fat daughter standing in front of the door. Please lar. I know you're fat, but there's no need to block the passengers who are alighting ma. In the end, they didn't get in first.

TOO BAD! BLEH!

Was standing at the the metal part of the train and noticed there were this group of Indians or rather Bangalas standing there airing their armpits. You know, when the train is in the tunnel, the air is rushed to your face from the opening on top right? What me and some passengers smelled was their armpits. Damn smelly. You couldn't imagine us, standing next to them and they were laughing and talking so loudly as if this is Bangladesh, and they STINK.

STINK. STANK. STUNK.

I held my breath everytime the train moved. I think Singapore should ban Bangalas from boarding the train without shower. I think there should be a gadget to test whether this particular Bangala had his shower or not. Or, the STINK-O-METER! Place a strip on the armpits, and insert the strip to the machine. If the results is above 4 points out of 10, the Bangala has to be escorted out of the station until he showers or he can walk to his destination, by all means.

MUAHAHAHA! I'm so evil.

Rushed back home cause' it was getting late and prepared myself for St James. Wore my new red top and didn't had my hair pinned up for the first time. Wanted to take some camwhoring photos of myself but I was so rush. Couldn't get a cab cuase' there were some fucking Malay cab snatchers.

Yes, it was Hari Raya and that doesn't mean you get all the privilege you want. So, fuck off and DON'T SNATCH MY CAB!!!

Finally this kind-souled uncle horned me and sent me to St James. Mark was already there and was happy to see him! We got the VIP sofa and Modiva and inside was so so so cool! The music rocks. And I danced like nobody's business. Mark said I was hot. Geeez. Too bad, I guess he's too in love with me already. Well, I don't know! =D

There was this guy called Kenny, and another Thai girl called "I don't know what's her name". She was like so desperate to have Kenny's dick last night and she pretended to be drunk and pretended to say that she wanted to vomit. Me and Diona was like laughing so loudly at her and told her there're so many drains around, you can also choose to go to the toilet to puke.

This fucking Thai girl was like so fucked up and scolded Gabriel to shut up and get lost. Wow. Obviously we didn't welcome her, and she acted as if she was very pretty. C'on lar. She's 29 years old. Kenny's in love with another Singaporean girl. Who likes Thai? Thai girls are so fucking easy to get hold in their own country which makes them CHEAP. Just like that woman.

BAH!

Left Kenny alone with that stupid woman and we had our own fun inside. Went to Dragonfly after that and saw Hanting and Huiwen. Stayed there for awhile and left for home. Was so shagged from all the dancing and Mark asked some stupid questions when I got home and I didn't intend to reply him.

So, he called me when he reached home and asked me about those stuffs and all. If you wanna really know what kinda person I am, simply dont cut off any friendship with me and you will know me well. Anyway, do well for your project and graduate from your course. I will be going to SMU to look for him and I dunno how to go from my school! Damn.

x(

Love, Rybena.

111007

Well, brain blocked as usual. Went to meet James in the afternoon for lunch-cum-dinner. Finally I know where Attica is already. Quite ulu part of Cannery. He wanted to pass some stuffs to the admin office at Liang Court. Just outside the office, there was some renovations going on. Which means, there're lotsa bangalas and china men. James went into the office and the workers were like staring at me.

-___-

I can imagine their head break when I carry their heads and bang them onto the floor. Damn. I wasn't wearing that skimpy like how the Geylang chickens are wearing what. I was like wearing my Espirit top? If they cannot close their eyes in just this situation, I think they will drool their intestines out if they were to be in Geylang.

After his admin stuffs, walked to Central and had our dinner. Waraku hadn't open yet. So we were considering Billy Bombers or the Ramen shop upstairs. So in the end, we went for ramen. The waitress was so cute! And she knows how to speak in Japanese. Then James played around with her lar. And told her we just came back from Japan and we are siblings.

Her eyes were like opened so HUGE and I intro-ed my "brother" to her and told her that he's single now. Haha. While we were waiting for our food to arrive on the table, there was this small container of brown stuffs. James took a bite of it, and said very proudly that it was onions. I told him nicely that they were garlic. He didn't believe and he wanna challenge me. So, he went to ask the cute waitress about it. Waitress said it was garlic.


C'on lar. Common sense tells you that they are garlic. Just look at the shape lar. Then he was like asking me, " Wah! How you know its garlic har? So clever arh?"

Then I was like, DUH! -____- ( Reb like this sentence.)


So headed down to PS for desserts at Aji-tei. And saw somebody who looked like JiaXi. My fav macha ice and his stupid dunno what jelly thingy was that and it tasted like mauchee. Played hangman on the table and James thought that he was very very very very clever by giving me big and longgggggggg extravagant words. Too bad lar. Only the last word he gave me, I didn't manage to solve it cause' freaking he said it was a handphone brand. And the word turned out to be " Zxxxcxx". I forgot how to spell it already.

Oh anyway, I didn't see this brand before. But he was quite happy to see that he made me looked stupid. Went shopping around for his new sweater and I got myself a free dollie for every 40bucks spent at Fox. =D Dollie is so cute! James went for his tattoo appointment and I went to meet Ah Wei and his friends and headed down to Boat Quay.

Rab bar had no seats, so we went to 0 point. Janice and Min Min came. Fred came later and surprisely, he called me. Funny. So, I called him back and carry on with my smoke. Went downstairs to eat with Mark and realised that we've got alot to talk about. Talked and talked and talked and talked non stop and didn't even notice that the others had already changed pub.

Sleep mode was kicking in, and went back home.

Willy had fly to Aussie already. =(

Some pictures and bye bye!

Met up with SHAWN!! Finally?

Ungku and Yan slut.

At Butterfly. Celebrating Willy's last night in Singapore.

This guy on the right looks like ASH.

The boy who is flying to Aussie and everybody misses him! ="(

He wanted me to take the pic with his hair styled. -__-

Mom was so evil. She laughed at me for having runny nose and fever. =(

Love, Rybena.

091007

081007: Met up with Dave, Andy and Marvin in their car and went down to Queensway Shopping Centre to get their hip hop stuffs. Was like shivering the whole time I was there even though the air con there wasn't working well. Smoked like 6 sticks in 30 minutes, and felt much better. Think it's because of the nicotine I need everyday. Wooo~

After the shopping, had our dinner at Mac's, and we felt that Mac's service sucks big times. BIG TIMES! We waited like 15 minutes for our fries and 20 minutes for Dave's lettuce-less burger. And the Indian waitress, she got everything all mixed up. I want Coke in the non upsized meal. She gave Dave his Coke. -_- This is stupid.

After dinner, Darren came to pick me up and head down to Butterfly. Felt quite funny cause' I needn't work and let the girls served me. Darren and Cedric bullied me lar. Including Jeffrey. =( They cheat in their game lor and I can see. All tried to fake around and got myself drunk. Only remembered Huiwen told me to be awake.

Geeeez.

091007: Woke up this afternoon with a big bump on my head. =( And thirsty!!! Drank water as if I haven't drank for 10 years, and Jason smsed me to tease me about me and Darren.

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Angry.

Gonna work tonight! And I dunno what to wear tonight! And long lost Jiaqing is coming down to find me! =D We know each other for like 4 years? And we seldom meet up because of my school and his. Now he's in NS, I'm working and studying. Finally today comes!! He's coming! And I look forward to seeing him man~ =))

Love, Rybena.

071007

Friday: Went to watch Resident Evil with ROY. Goddamn it and he cheated me in watching that stupid show and I got so fucking FREAKED OUT. I didn't know it was this type of genre. And the whole time I was covering my face and screaming for no reason. The only thing he did was to, LAUGH. Laughed at me for being so silly and moronic on my seat.

DAMN!

Saturday: Was so freaking broke and asked for my pay once I stepped into the pub cause' I WAS TOO BROKE TO BUY MY CIGS!! So, went to get a smoke only after I finished my work and there was no customers. Damn. So, waited for my customers to come, and there was this group of guys. Yeah. They were quite cute though. And they thought I was 20 years old.

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Then behind, there was this group of people who disturbed me. Geeez. The man sitting in the group was asking, "Do you have a stead?"

HAHAHAHAAAA!!

The whole table was laughing at him and I told him that I said the "stead" word when I was 12 years old and the "stead" was my first bf. HAHAHAHA. Was like laughing my ass off. So, his friend challenged me 5 10 and direction. They lost! LOST LOST LOST!

Reached home at 6am, and went to bed, and realised that I was running a freaking fever. Damn. And my throat hurts, I'm coughing and my head hurts. Woke up at 5pm, and showered and ate and rotted in front of my tv till now.

I'm lazy to blog now. I'll see if I need to add anything tomorrow when I wake up. =D

041007

Yesterday. Wanted to meet Denise at CCK but went to meet with Reb instead so we can go to Dbl O together. We were abit dicky when we reached Clarke Quay and LUCKY, we didn't walk to MS from there. It was damn far so we got onto a cab.

Nise, Leon, Zen and Jovi were already there and waiting for us. Got our stamp, and went up. It was so early and there was nobody in the lounge, Reb and I went for our makan! BAK KUT TEH! Damn nice can? I love their soup. Became super full in less than 1 hour. Then we saw this chinese guy with 3 indians. I was wondering why would a chiense mix so well with indians? INDIANS you know? Tamil is very difficult to learn. Who knows indians girls are his favourite?

Geeez. Can't imagine that.

So anyway! Got our cigs after meal, and walked back to Dbl O. Stared and stoned at Jovi and Zen who were at the pool tables. Reb's temperature got high and she wanted to go home. Poor baby. But I cannot deny that the air con there was super duper cold lar. Shaun and Yakult-n-Vitagen aka Gong came. Finally they finished their game, and sucked on our cigs in the Smoking Room.

Damn. The smoking room wasn't any better. It was even colder. Brrrr!


Went to the bar and pulled by Nise to get shots. I really dislike the salt for Tequila shots man. But I love the lemon. And I love IRISH CREAM! It was so rich last night. Despite gulping down so many, I still couldn't get high. So, Nise pulled me to the bar again and ordered shots.

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And her share, she poured into the jugs. Well, she's da best. Yeah. DA BEST.

Finally, I got crazy and what I remembered was I kept falling onto the ground. And I stepped onto an ang moh's foot. Sorry babe. Nash and Ricky sent me back, and Nise was at Phuture! Sorry babe I know I promised you that I would go to Zouk with you. But, saw my state last night? ="( If only I wasn't drunk lar. I wouldn't have got home so early! But never mind! There will still be chances. Next Wednesday! MOS! Reb on bo? =D=D

Woke up at 9.44am, and saw so many smses. Didn't bother to read them, and got up, washed up, and thought that my house is a dick house again. Cause' THERE IS NO COKE IN DA HOUSE!! So, as usual, the nicest glucose drink I have in my fridge is, Chrysanthemum tea. So, gulped down everything, and wanting to get another one now. My head hurts!

Looked at my phone gallery, and realised I didn't know I took so many pics last night. Prolly I was so high lar. Damn. Wasted my night like this. =S

Oh yes! Shadow burnt me when he was smoking! =( I'll wait for the chance to burn his face when i see him the next time. ;)

I'm going to sleep again. And I need to go shopping!! Anybody? =D

Some pictures.

Love, Rybena.

031007

Met up with JJ yesterday for dinner and some nice short shopping! And I got myself a cute top, which I rather felt regretful after reaching home. I realised that it looked abit kiddy. But never mind! I'm still gonna wear it cuase' it cost me $29. Damn. I should have just bought the one at Mphosis. And I'm so in need of hot pants. New hot pants which are not in denim. Mphosis has them. But they have no S size and M is too big for me! Damn.

Had my Ben and Jerry's for the first time after 3 months? And this server introduced me this new flavour called Chocolate Therapy. Guess what? It was HEAVENLY~ Rich chocolate flowing down your throat and smack your lips. YUMMEY! Actually wanted to pop by Haagen Daz. But, forget about it. Haagen Daz's ice cream melts when being served to me.

Walked around Vivo, and realised that it was getting late and we hadn't have our dinner yet. Ran to Sushi Tei(again!) and ordered my favourite udon. UDON UDON UDON. He had his soba and yesterday was the first time i had soba. Quite nice. But was freezing in my mouth. Damn.

Went to work after that and Evon was shocked why I was there so early. -_- She gave me the schedule and she forgot. Alright. Forgiven. Work was nothing last night. BOREDOM. JJ and his friends waited for me to finish my work and headed to Boat Quay for more drinks. But I didn't drink lar. I hate beer. Beer sucks to my bones. Beer stinks. Beer is bitter. Beer has too much gas in it. Beer is made of fermented malt, which I find them disgusting. Beer this, and beer that.

BAH.

Went home after that and went to bed. Reflected on myself and felt that I shouldn't have been so harsh on him. Can I like just take back whatever I said? I hurt him too much this time. So sorry about it. But it's true that it's time to move on! Damn. Can't really forget what we'd been through. Well, time will tell.

He went to Tekong today for training and isn't coming back till tomorrow morning and it's gonna tire him out totally. SHAGGED! And guess what? My heart hurts to see him like this. Why is Singapore torturing our men? Cheap labour I should say. Allowance is little unless you're a regular. Damn all these disgusting gah-ments~

My throat hurts and I'm kinda falling sick. BUTTTT....

I'LL STILL GO DBL O TONIGHT!!!

Didn't know that DBL O has no dancefloor. Geeeez. So, I'm going to wear my dress tonight! Tralala. And I'm going with Denise! But Leon's coming, so, it's time for me to join the boys. Well, everybody is illegal about entering the club. Legal age for girls is 20! And we are like 18 or 19? Only Nash is the oldest with 26 in his profile. GEEEEZ again. Hopefully lar~

Alright. Going to game now. Destress, rest, and time for some fun at night!!!

Miss you so much. See you this weekend! <3

Love, Rybena.

011007 `

Children's Day and I'm not enjoying it like I used to when I was 10 years old. So, forget it.

Anyway to the dearest woman in my family, getting the floor a lil' greasy is not a big issue and just by a wipe from a towel, the grease can be removed. So why make such a fucking big fuss about it and you jolly well know your voice is not sound yeah?

SO STOP SCREAMING AND SHOUTING WHEN WE ARE JUST LESS THAN 2 METRES AWAY EACH OTHER!

Fuck it.

And you, Mr Huang, why are you still living in the old era? You wanna treat me nice now, so why don't you ask yourself, why didn't you treat me nicer last time? Regretting now?

Please don't. Now my parents thought I'm heartless for leaving you downstairs. You bloody came at your own accord, and now make others think I'm at fault?

Jolly well come up and inform them that you're here to beg me to go back to you. Dont make people misundertstand me.

Geez. I'm fierce. But I had enough of this kinda nonsense.

CRAP.

Anyway, I think I'm in love with this boy. ;) Yeah yeah. Thinking that I might be in love again is a super good news for me. But knowing that he might be a player whom you don't know. Well, hope things will work out fine for me and him!!! And I'm like waiting for his calls, waiting for his smses.

HE JUST CALLED TO TELL ME THAT HE'S GOING TO CALL ME LATER!

Abit confusing huh. Well, don't bother. But, he's sweet when doing that though.

Love. <3

Gonna talk to him on the phone. So, byeeee!

Love, Rybena.