Wednesday, November 30, 2005

The Advance Guard . .

harry was scared of being expelled by the school for doing magic outside. he had to go to the hearing. just when his uncle and aunt went out, sirius, lupin, moody,tonks, diggle and others went to find him to bring him go. tonks helped to pack up for harry. his room was so messy. anyway, harry didnt know the disillusiionment charm, so they went along with brooms. and blah blah blah they flew. :)

another song! must listen! andy lau de. >>
http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/104132ht.htm


my bro is back! woohoo! my darling missed him lar. darling went out of the room halfway last night. he got a bad flu and dry throat and i didnt know about it! hais. my fault k? beat me to death. =X anyways. i went for interview again. alot of malays and indians. i think there were about 4 chinese. 1 hr is $7. and we gotta work everyday. without fail. 8 hours basis. there will be a compulsory midnight shift! woohoo! so fun! i cant wait to get started! =]

the du yi bookshop just called. saying i can start work tml. but what about my raffles? hmm. i think i'm going to stick to my plan. to work till the person from raffles call me. haha. den MIA. ( for slower people, MIA = missing in action ). feel like starting work tml. at home nothing make me energetic. call that person, the phone is like faxing. damn~ i'll call again. =]


its my darling baby. think he's about 1?

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Evil King : Princess. you can scream help and No-One will come and save you! muahahaha!


Princess : Help!


No-One : here i come Princess! dont be afraid!


Evil King : wah... speaking of the Devil!


Devil : when did i started talking?


Evil King : saw Ghost liao!


Ghost : wah kao, Kana spotted!


Kana : where got?! Who discover me?!


Who : eh. none of my business lor!


Evil King : oh my God!


God : Who summon me?


Who : No-One call you leh.


Evil King : *went mad*



HAHAHAHA! FUNNY HOR? -.-
omg. harry is caught for using magic again. hais. letter was sent to him, '
dear mr potter,
we have received intelligence that you performed the patronus charm at twenty-three minutes past nine this evening in a muggle-inhabited area and in the presence of a muggle.
the severity of this breach of the decree for the reasonable restriction of underage sorcery has resulted in your expulsion from hogwarts school of witchcraft and wizardry. ministry representatives will be calling at your place of residence shortly to destroy your wand.
as you have already received an ifficial warning for a previous offenceinder section13 of the international confederation of warlocks' statute of secrecy, we regret to inform you that your presence is required at a disciplinary hearing at the ministry of magic at 9am on the twelveth of august.
damn it. its long. my fingers~ anyway. loads of owls kept buzzing into the dusleys' house, pissing vernon to death. that's chapter two. ((:
why was i so rash? why did i tell them all these crap? now i've regretted. hais. even my dream told me to go back there. but it's just too late. and i dont have the feeling and passion that much already. hais. stupid me. damn~ and i dont think i will be working. the person didn't call me to tell me about the shift. so, now i can go out with my dear and darling. hopefully they wont call me when i'm outside. that will piss me so off!
死性不改__ twins and boyz . ROCKS. >>> listen!
lyrics dunno why cannot put. some language i dont understand. -.-
** anyway, the time given is wrong. there is no key for me to change the time. so, damn it~ ths time is..
1457hrs . 29nov
THE PREVIEW AND COMMENTS : : :

i think the previous DUMBLEDORE rocks. this look abit. disgusting.


ain't KRUM cute? well. i think he is the prefect match for Hermione. :))



RON is a cutie also. especially when he is blur. =D



HERMIONE is so damn chio lor. =]



HARRY'S not really handsome thou. but he still rox.



i like CHO. no wonder other girls in her country are so jealous of her being in the show. she is worth. :))



bloody CEDRIC. got himself murdered. damn~ what a waste!



before the first task.



and this? er. i guess he's discriminated from harry potter series. -.-
hahx. lock called me ask if i can go orchard with her. but i'm waiting for some stupid people to call me to tell me the shift. why cant they do things faster? haiyoh. waste so much of my time. i could have gone out now. sigh~

dudley got himself demented in the next book! woohoo! so happy! stupid gangly people. retribution. anyway. haryy is such a poor bloke. got bullied by him all the time. he had been hiding outside the Dusleys' house. in order not to let the neighbours see him and to talk very bad things about him. it was the hottest day of the summer, harry was lying on the hot and hard earth, where nobody can glare at him and shoot nasty questions to him. harry had been trying to listen to the news outside the dusleys' windows. his uncle nernon hated owls. he believed owls would only bring stupid letters to him. what was the family trying to treat him as? how i wish the dusleys will get the same treatment as what harry had gotten. damn~

*expecto patronum!*

anyway. my darling will be going to JB later. hopefully he will be back early? hmm. my mum's cooking. i think i heard the egg crack! she's making sunny for me! woohoo!

the com is freaking me out. the stupid norton thing. anti-virus stuff. a waste of money. hais. stupid com.

i miss you lock. hopefully i manage to get some time off to go out with you. i owe you lots man.

we are the people!

Monday, November 28, 2005

ok. fine. i got nothing to say. self-centred? what can i describe YOU? hais~

cars are men second wives. ya. i agree also. should you do till this certain extend? wow! then what's ME? am i too domineering? too thinking-of-myself? i dunno. YOU tell me. hais~ i love YOU as much as YOU love CARS. then what else can i say? NOTHING! YOU make the decision yourself. i'm sad.

anyway. i watched harry potter. quite nice actually. but too bad we sitted at the front seats. so we had to tilt our heads up. damn irritated. the man next to me just dozed off. den before the movie keep laughing and shouting. as if no one cares. hey. i'm next to you mister. how rude! anyway. death eaters suck. all skeletons. so scary~ woohoo. he bought me two BIG mickey and minnie softtoy! and two medium mickey and minnie softtoys! woohoo! so happy! woohoo! i love YOU! nah~ i know YOU DONT anymore. whatever. i hack~

anyway. just now went to the tiong bahru market eat. mother was so irritating. what's scary about parking the bloody car there? make everybody moodless. INCLUDING my darling. the most farked up thing is the cleaner. please lor. where got people so stupid, pour all the liquids into the plastic bag? plastic bag is not firm. and guess what? the whole bag of liquid drop on the floor! hello! then i just scolded the cleaner. then the men next to us keep looking at me. then i shoputed back' eh. see what see? never see before ar?!' then they scared. got what kinda people i never scold before? =X

i'm having bad mood now. i guess he didn't know what he did. nvm. he will know. :((
domineering?
please tell me.
i hate being mistaken.
how i wish i will die.
damn it~

Saturday, November 26, 2005

omg! my brother got himself dump. hais! i told him the girl cannot be trusted. hais! now after breaking off with my brother, she's off with another guy. hais. leave my brother. what does she treat my brother as? trash or shit? with him, she treated him like diamond. broke off, she treated him like shit! omg! OMG! what kinda girl is she? as least she should treat my bro like friend ma. hais. christian CANNOT lie. i dunno if this quote is true anot. but i believe people should'nt lie. sigh~ now my brother is damn sad. will he suffer from depression? :X is she trying to bitch around with guys? omg. s*l***. stop doing this to my brother. he's very sad and hurt. think about him. hais.

today we went to tiong bahru de market eat. wah~ the food there nice! very damn nice! woohoo! but we didn't manage to finish all the stalls there. but i know we are! :))
we went to ikea. actually we were there to buy a mirror. but we didn in the end la. waste my precious time. hais. i bought a glowing star. blue colour. very nice! we choose the mirrors for a long long time. but the most piss thing is we NEVER buy! shit man! the air con there was like. so irritating to my eyes. made me blink non-stop.
walking made us real tired. so we planned to stop by BK. we ordered 1 regular coke, 2 milo. my brother ate like no one cares. y? cus he's damn sad. ' jie shi wu xiao chou' hahx. ate alot man. he got himself fat today. =))

my darling's sick. hais. so sad. we going to watch harry potter later! woohoo! midnight show! so excited! with my darling! woohoo! WOOHOO!

its my baby darling!
hahx. time flies. that's fast. wad time was my last entry? er. forgotten. hmm. hu's tt mysterious SYLVIA? oooh. tell me who are you pls!! i think i wanna know you. =]

oooh. time flies. my darling's back! BACK! so happy! muahs him liao. hehe. tata.


my darling. aint he cute too?
my body. my legs. my arms! painful, aching, sore. wad's happening to me.
i rmb i was dead drunk last night at home. we are supposed to drink vodka 7-up ytd. ya. we drank. very nice. you should try it yourself too man. but underage la. -.-
anyways. i just kept drinking and drinking without knowing the consequences. den my darling gave me vodka on the rock. it means pure vodka, no mixing with other stuffs. i like the taste alot. the throat burns upon swallowing. its so.. SHIOK! den i began to gulp down loads of them. hahx. den guess what? i fainted. not really fainted. stil awake. but the whole place seemed to spin before my eyes. so poor thing. den i slept my night off, till this morning, with a aching body. -.-zzZZ

woke up at 9 plus? i guess. went to cut my hair. damn. no difference. painted my nails. WHITE. i think they're ugly. eeek! i'm cooking tonight. woohoo! there's clam and my all time fav, the ma po tofu! woohoo! cook for my family.

hopefully i will get the job. hais~

its so early now. only 4.40. my darling should be back by 6.30? that's long man. what can i do. nothing to do online. hais. love you.

my brother modified brother. ain't he cute? (:

Friday, November 25, 2005

oooh. read xiaxue's blog. omg! OMG! she rox man. her entries. so nice! bt alot of fuck(s) la. mama veh geh gao. sigh~ alot of things i wana tok abt. bt not allowed to. SIGH~

eh lock. when you want go party world with me de ar? been asking you alot of times le leh. haiyoh. faster leh. the expiry date is 30th! woohoo! anyway. hope you n her can be friends again. really la. dont want side who leh. but she was your best friend ma. i mean WAS la. ya? then you two think abt it lor. hmmx. friend is always better then enemies ma. :))

OI. I WANA SING LA. wad time nw? 6.05pm liao. hairdresser wad time close de ar? i want to cut hair! hmm. i missed the red shoes. why laidat.

why cant she go away? sigh~ she dont trust me la. so stop saying you believe in me la. im so freaking disappointed. sigh~ SIGH~! blahblah~ sigh~ i wana die la. restrictions. contradictions. sigh~!

k la. no mood write liao. i'm gonex. sian. waiting for darling to come back then talk to him. im restricted to say here. then i say to him lor. :) hais.
UNtrustable
contradictions
restrictions
false.hopes
H.A.I.S
awaiting for the results.
i need MONEY!~
woohoo! today went to NUH. du yi bookstores. tink i'll manage to get a job there. hmm. 1000 per month. alot man. can buy my hp le! =DD

anyway. i wanna cut my hair. CUT and DYE. boring hairstyle. feel like changing it. growing long like jungleman liao.

sigh~ why discriminate. fine if we are not part of 2.5 anymore. i mean. just grow up and do whatever we 16 year olds should be suppose to do. stop acting like kids. KIDS. no chalet no chalet lor. so whats the big deal of the 'wonderful chalet' ? BIG DEAL . we can have our own one ourselves. anyway. GIRLS WITH UGLY THOUGHTS ARE UGLY. its the fact. haix. nvm. she will stop bickering when she feel bored. one day. hui you na me yi tian. she is like speaking to herself. scolding herself. insulting her integrity. too bad. we cant do anything to save her. so sorry! haix. HAIX.

anyway. let's not because of her to spoil the mood of the day. i wanna be happy! woohoo! anyway. i love my darling. thou he didn't go back to my room and made me sleep alone. x((

anyway. i really hope denise and jessie can become friends again. no need veh best friends. just friends. it's always better than enemies right? haix~

woohoo~ wei li rox! my brother. today he is so cute! help me make coffee. talk so nice to me. hmm. what exactly he wants? hahx. jessie cut her hair. din go lot1 to meet her. i'm just too lazy. also dunno whats wrong with me.

anyways. i've quitted horizon. i cant dance anymore le. my knees will die one day. poor me. hais. get well soon to me. where's my darling. why isn't he back? ok. it's not even 5pm. sigh~ i miss my darling. :'( mayb tonight i go cut my hair? trim. i dont wanna add up like a junglewoman. hmm. can his captain release him early today? pei me cut hair. hais. so lonely till the end of the day. if i've got my job, i wont b tt bored. full time worker. =] i go eat ice cream le. yum.

my turtles. =]

Thursday, November 24, 2005

i want to be your guardian angel for life.
o4o9o5
cherishing you always
hmm. today went to jessie's house. wa. immediately step into the house, noise came out liao. quarrelings. sigh~ y laidat. haiyoh. all about lock wake up late. haix. but she didnt manage to find her teacher. too bad. dont feel so angry la. will grow wrinkles de worx. =
went to the newpapers. cant find any jobs i like. even if got, the date is over le. so sad. haix. i think i really have the fate to be shao nainai liao. :X

my dear's not back yet. so slow. haha. :

take passport photos. very ugly sia. so ugly that i cant stop to think is the girl inside is my mama or me?
i wana take again! desperately!


hmmx. seems like my mama dont really trust me at all. i have not been contacting those people from net. she still dont believe. like my darling had said, she still doesn't believe that i've changed, no matter how much i try to prove her. it will still be useless. i really do believe its because of generation gap. i am really not talking to those people already. how can i say to make you believe? you dont believe, i have nothing to tok and say about. only to keep praying you will trust me one day. hopefully one fine day, you will think i've grown up and you can start trusting me. but i know i've grow up and thinking more maturely already. you just dont believe and keep treating me as a kid, having bias on me. how long do i have to stand all these crap? i think to her, i have to die, then she can really think im not talking to them already. die qlready means lose all contacts what. laidat, i think she is happier. what exactly does she want? can she just tell me? so confused. SIGH~ one day. that day will come. - hui you na me yi tian

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

wa~ O's is finally finishED. ps . now then write about exams. die. sure DIE. haiyoh.

nw waiting for darling to come back. so long one he. never mind. i'll just wait. wait and wait and wait. -o-""

anyway, this is me. my dear dear sie say its not like me. now ITS ME!!!

my bro. sigh~ such a disappointment. whats wrong with his hair. nothing is wrong what. whats the prob with him. so nice hair. say people laugh at him. he must be CRAZY. he expect too much for himself and cares nothing about the people next to him. tell him to change, forget it man. he wont appreciate it until one day he has NO friends. i personally dont think he is cherishing what he've got now. his friends, his SISTER, his internet and the most disgusting thing is his PARENTS! he got no respect for them. sigh~ he wont know everything until he got his consequences. even darling say give him one more year, one ah-beng will come out from the room next to the door. i agree. AGREE ! ng wei li, if you manage to see this entry, you better reflect about yourself, mister. we cant stand you till the end of the world. get it?!
ok. my first entry. and im going to type in PROPER english in order to prevent people from saying im ILLITERATE. sigh~ i just feel sad for them. we left school with lots of good friends. they are on their own. a BIG sigh for them. but if they are happy, let them be. some people said the grapes are sour even when they have not taste them. what do i mean? they are just pure jealous. jealous of our beauty. haha. so happy. we are prettier. right people? :) some friendless girls. haha.
anyway. today i went for interview. and spoke crap to the interviewer. i forgot during weekends there are more people shopping. den i go tell the interviewer i cant work on weekends. sigh~ today is a waste of time. :X dont worry. i will try my best in other interviews. good luck to me.
my darling is back! finally. im only hoping that the company will call me. just call. i will be very happy.
anyway. :)
go away you people. my blog is not for you. so i think there is not a need for me to spread a red carpet for you all to get lost right? please know how to automatic. haha.
finally. im online again. after those rains and showers. my mummy is beginning to trust me! im so happy! i love you mummy!!
i go pei my darling. he's bored. =P