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hais. i dunno what i have done wrong to make you like this. this is getting worse. its really killing me. i dont see other couples like this. why me? am i that unpresentable? hais. love is so selfish. you love her, her and her, then go ahead. reject all my invitations then. go with her. hais.


SOBS *


anyway, now im at home le. listening to sie sie su ku. aww. she seems to be very angry. because of some project work. hais. dont angry le ok? the most i help you kill him ai mai? haha. gimme his blog url. =D


omg raymond is going to sms his lawyer? wow. he got a lawyer? wow. really make me feel so fascinated! lawyer? maybe a fake one. oh. going around telling people im your gf ar? please lar. look yourself in the mirror before you say things. dont go around showing off me as your gf lor. so bu yao lian. you think you jay chou ar? DOTS.


no mood to blog anything today. everybody is dating tomorrow night. and this is the 3rd friday night straight im staying at home. im like a dog living in a dog kennel. hais. i really feel like breaking down. im really very tired. hais.

trust is everything that i wanna give you.

but you dont seem to cherish them and treasure them.

so whats the point of me giving them to you?

then you're here complaining that i dont trust you.

i just dont understand you.

go to hell.

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woooo. i think my last blog entry was two days ago hor? hmm. i also kinda forgot what i did for these few days liao. i only remember myself reading tammi's blog then nothing else liao. haha. =X


today's bh test. i think i can pass it lar. but cant really pass that good. cause' i didnt really read the sentence properly ma. then wasted 2 marks lehs. the mcq arh. hardcore arh! never mind lor. then the saq. i only managed to remember 2 words of an answer lor. then i just wrote the 2 words. hahahahha. but i hope can get another half mark la. =D


alright. then just now came out of the lift, saw this cute guy lar. haha. but dont anyhow think lar. i guess he's attached liao. haha. if anyone of you are thinking how this cute guy comes about, go becca de blog read bah. its a long long story. =))


just reached home after school. darling pon work again! say he sick again! very clever! then i said i wanna go and do my eyebrow. ho dont let me leh. he said wait till next month, then he bring me go the japanese one. =.= actually i wanna try the missha de leh. but no one does it before, so i dont really dare to try lar. i scared they make not nice de. =X


think im going out later bah. so sian. my eyes so itchy. anyway, cow de mascara. ROCKS man. made my alshes soooooo long. plus my volume de. damn nice can?! if i put another layer for the curl de, then i no need to kiap kiap liao lor? then ji tao can curl liao. eh, still got 1 more variety. but i forgot what is it liao. but i think arh, i were to put all the mascarsa available arh, there will be TWO possibilities. they are:

1. my lashes will be DAMN NICE!

2. my lashes will all drop and become botak. =\


muahahahah. now im going to get new foundation lor. my girls say its tooooo white for me. haha. then made my face so fake laidat. EH! fake BUT dolly right? right right? haha. kidding lar. and pkeas! STOP TALKING ABOUT MY NEH NEH LIAO LEH. i damn paisae leh. omg. i know i got small neh neh lar. but its NOT TOTALLY dont have anything what. awww. sobs. i still have to accept the fact that im having SMALL TITS. =(( cheer me up leh. awwws.


SOBS.


alright. think i go shower le. going out! woohoo. love you girls. jessie lock, please cheer up. i love you! this friday i will confirm with you can? cus i also paisae lar. haha. =D muahs muahs.


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alright! im back home already! went to jp with darling. he bought a new shirt lar. i find it damn GAY and ghinnah lor. then he complained that my foundation is too white liao. my girls also complain the same thing. so he bo bian, he went to buy the new one for me. abit darker shade de. i find it quite nice. haha. then what about my old one then? throw away arh? hmm. i know! arbo when at night go out then use lor. haha. dont wanna waste it. =D


just played audition with becca. haha. she pro lar. but her memory cannot make it. =X but its ok lar. superstar is coming up! woots! me so hungry. i just drank bubble tea, ate mos burger. im still hungry. omg. haha. camwhored in jp toilet for awhile just now. then made darling waited outside for me till he pissed off. take them liao also not nice de. take also waste time. haha.


anyway, here something for you guys to hear, and i might need you all to be my listening ears. thanks alot! there's this guy, he is NOT related to me in any way right now. we have not been talking for more than 4 months at least, and just recently, he emailed me.


so, whats the purpose of him emailing me then? he said it was to clarify things between me and him. but the thing is, we are not even together, and he thought he can control my life now?


BAH!


when his first email, he said he wanna clarify some stuffs, im fine with it. then he emailed the 2nd letter. what i read wasnt what he CLAIMED to be. all are insults and indirect insults. he insult on my everything and anything he know about me. told me to take his insults to be good and follow them.


WHAT THE FUCK?!


then i told him, you are not my anything. please stop being sucha jerk.


he then replied, even my friends also very suck. then he said, if i dont give my this goddamn attitude changed, he got nothing to say. then be nothing to say! who are you to insult me in the first place? we havent been talking for so long, and you are here to "clarify" things with me?


oh my. didnt know you're sucha pathetic ass. trying to seek attention eh? dont try. i wont give you any attention. i will just brush you aside, maybe tell 1 or 2 of my friends and thats it! i wont be pissed off with you. cause' why? cause' you're sucha attention seeker! wow.


maybe retarded? dont understand what i meant by "dont contact each other". is it? weehee. then. why not go hide yourself to one tiny little corner and fuck yourself? what air you're breathing now?


SINGAPORE AIR! ( i must thank "anonymous" for teaching me this terrific definition of singapore air. haha.)


then? get a life! stop being sucha mummy boy and listen to your fucked up mother as if you're her dog. oh no. you're a kid. no wonder. its ok with it. BUT! what is the purpose of your mum giving birth to you? she wants you to be smart and nice towards people! and not to email people and insult them as if they are you're kids! get this right and straight boy.


alright. i hope things will be fine. lets see if anymore spam mails i will receive. hmm.


CHILLS !

i was camwhoring remember ? haas.

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alright. another segment. maybe im wrong, or im right. but my intuition is never wrong. its different feelings. maybe you're going through the same thing too? i dont know. when we are together for the first 3 months, i admire this guy. he is not a very bad one lar. but i can see he treat his gf very nice de.

then i realised its just an infatuation and simply a pathetic crush. i think i roughly know nothing is going to work out. but when i thought of you, i had the feeling that i cant break up with you. cause' i simply love you. there's no way i can ditch you because of another person. you're someone whom i cannot resist. he is someone whom i can hack care.

you said you're a playboy for a time being. maybe you're just trying to tease the other girls or wanna get to know more girls and feel popular. the trust isnt there. i tried many many ways to force myself to trust you again. upteen times i have been thinking if only, if only and still if only.

you said you cant live without me. the bad thing is i cant see you doing anything that prove me that you need me. but now, i guess everything is over. im not crying anymore. the trust is coming back again. please dont take it for granted anymore. its really hurting me. and you perhaps? teeheehee.

i love you. 040905. smuacks.

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alright. having bh lesson now. sian man. dunno what teacher is talking about now lar. just listen lor.


went to tammi's blog. i can see she is still very strong. but still going against those people who are humiliating her. haha. good luck to you! ((: cheers.


wah. sobs. today go school, the whole day kena shoot by my girls lor. from my stupid foundation(i know abit too thick lar. but i also dunno why laidat leh.) to the way i walk. omg. i really really REALLY didnt perk my ass up de. i swear. it just happen to be laidat. hais. AND I KNOW MY BOOBS ARE SMALL LAR!! omg. i think i should really drink lotsa milk le. but i hate milk lar. you all know me de. aww.


alright. i think i have to choose better makeups already. abit buang leh. then have to listen to darling, dare to enter the bra shop, measure my *ahem* and buy new bras. i feel very very very inferior lar. hais. HELP. have to train my legs to walk nicer. the girls say i walking like a penguin. omg. that sucks man. HELP AGAIN!


oh ya. they talked about my eyebrow lar. haha. so darling, if you're reading this, i hope you will let me trim can? its getting very very hard to manage liao. awww. ugly le. then i dont dare to go out with you le. YOU HAPPY IS IT?! =.= have to trim it by next week perhaps? =D


this wed test again. and i cant get anything to get into my head. i can read them. but i cannot memorise them. something wrong with my brain perhaps? hais. HELP AGAIN AGAIN.


anyway, for those people who think that tammi is ugly( no matter ugly in whatever sense, be it attitude or the "video"), maybe you all should just die. she might be stupid and careless. but she is still very strong. dont insult her. you all should burn in hell. ((:


ok. think the mass makeover for ME, shall begin today. im not going to be very pretty lar. but at least, its someone acceptable to look at. haha. HELP. =D


love you girls. even though you all very straightforward lar. but at least you sll tell me frankly about me lor. i really wanna change. change for both you girls and my darling. hopefully he will be happy about it lar. thanks alot to you all. muahs muahs. love you all.


love my darling. he should be at home sleeping now. haha. pig. cya later darling. dont be late. =D


ok. back to my bh worksheet liao. have to finish them before the class ends. bye all.

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BORED.

dead.

died of boredom.

SIAN . b0red .

woo. i come back liao! go marina square. also nothing to do there liao. so boring lor. then we walked and walked like nothing laidat. darling bought his new formal wear for total of 151 bucks. =.= just because of 1 single day for his course. =.= rich guy lar. haha.


went out feeling damn bad for once. my jeans all so out of shape. i see my own side view, gave me a feeling that i purposely perk up my ass de lor. disgusted! then i buay tahan. the whole day outside feeling very inferior and UGLY! my makeup smudged till jialat lor. who ask darling to made me wait for him for so long at home with my makeup on? =.= im going to stop wearing my stupid jeans already. wearing shorts and skirts for the time being till i buy my levi's tapered jeans. hahaha. i cant wait!


our pay still havent come! the hospital trying to cheat our money is it?! DUHS! waited for so long liao lor. now im like so fucking broke can? looking for jobs also. but NO lobang! very sian. i need MONEY!


MONEY MONEY MONEY!


woo. darling wore his new clothes already. he looks like a complete UNCLE lor. i think he is only suitable to wear tee and jeans only. cuase' he got a very very very CUTE baby face! haha. really. wear that ONCE and for all. dont continue liao lar. its going to give me nightmare. =X


think going out for movie later. he wanna watch the andy lau that "mo gong". from manga series de. now like very "in" for making manga into movies hor? like deathnote laidat. omg. i love L! =D


alright. shall stop here. going for a short shower, replace my makeup and out i go! loves to:

JESSIE LOCK. aww. sorry for making you play o2jam halfway then pei me audition lar. so sorry my darling.

BECCA TAY. er. i wanna find that magic black leh. think monday if you free after school then pei me go find find can? if cannot then never mind lor. i go myself. ((:

KAORI and DOTTY. er. dunno what message to say leh. oh ok. go out leh. im missing you all wearing your outing clothes liao lor. keep wearing uniform like shit laidat. =X dont kill me.

DARLING. even though you in front of me only lar. but tomorrow you not seeing me leh. how can i going to get tomorrow over?! omg. i think i will go crazy. awwws. muahs.

i think nobody liao. miss whoever who misses me lor.

take care.

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woo. 1 more month to xmas! haha. anyway, i finally opened ALL the new lenses. and im so so so pissed off cause' none of them can stick onto my eyeballs. wasted my 72 bucks on such stupid stuffs. think i should listen to becca and buy the magic black instead. i wanna try! =D


going out soon. last night met up with darling's colleague. he is from hong kong. HONG KONG. and er. darling told me, if i really wanna imagine him, just think of a camel. CAMEL. =.= when he arrived arh, i was like laughing to myself lar. but he is quite cute de. he is 21 if im not wrong. haha. im like so evil can? =] haha.


so sian now. pm jessie she also dunno how to reply. call her hp, she also never pick up. call her home, the phone is engaged. -.- buay tahan. long time never talk to her liao. zzz.


now darling go shower. my makeup at melting liao lar. then now he shower. just now kept pushing me to get prepared. now we wanna eat at home with my makeup. wafak. =.= nothing to say liao. aww.


alright. shall blog again. so sian. bye.

LOL . what a FOOL !

weehee. reached home after the 2 hours of cnp. haha. so bored now. just now went to lot1 to buy my mee sua. but when i reached home, the oysters stink lar. eeew! then i threw away everything and asked mama to cook her mee sua instead. haha. ((:


now watching initial D for dunno the how many times already. trying to get myself tired so i can sleep and get my self energetic when night comes. so i can go out! haha.


here, i would like to dedicate this beautiful post to a pathetic barking dog, acting English pro, childish and lame person. oh. if you don't know who is that, please take a look at my tag board. really. she/he is ANONYMOUS! wow. scary person! be careful! =X OOPS! please don't get offended. cause, this is my style! don't misunderstand it, you asshole. =)


ENJOY!


oh my. precisely, YOU don't understand my previous post! let me reinforce again. cause' someone here is so fucking dumbo? ((:


i said, DON'T critisize about the style i write. just comment on my content. but not the style of my writings. don't like it? feeling unhappy and pissed after reading it, i suggest YOU put down your fucking name on my tag, so i know who is the pathetic noob reading my web.


nothing better to do? get a life then. find a job, fuck your mother or father. that's something to do already right? haha. am i good? I'm like giving you things to occupy your time in case you're feeling really bored. haha. my English poor? oh by the way, do you write compositions with "....." ? no right? look who's talking?


HAHAH.


really. look in the mirror, know who you are talking and insulting to now then you start open your mouth. you pity me? haha. no thanks! i don't need your pity. haha. i should pity YOU instead! your mommy give birth to you, she doesn't mean to give birth to someone is so "nothing-to-do" kinda brat. haha. admit it.


what a useless brat. think you should go back, and say sorry to your parents? ((: well? coming back to my web and talk back? haha. really. know who you are talking to. cause' nowadays people talk without knowing whats the consequences. haha.

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woots. in bh class again. so sian lar. finish our stuffs ler. now really nothing to do but to wait for the teacher's command on the activity 2. =.=


wooo. qiin said she spammed me in friendster. =.= haha. then im going to spam her back when i reach home lor. means i will be having a good time accepting them liao. haha. thanks alot my dear qiin! ((:


woo. mich got blog eh. haha. then later then i link her bah. haha.


me so hungry. this is really a useless blog entry. please dont read it if you dont wanna continue. im getting bored here.


hmm. i got a girlfriend, her bf once told her, his mother asked him if he really wanna tie himself down at sucha young age. he is 25 lar. haha. his mummy said he is still very young, wanna play with girls now faster play. arbo next time when he grow old her jiu cannot play le. im not sure why his mama laidat say lar. but i think i very untrue to say this lor. then my girlfriend told me she had been thinking about this matter le. dunno whether wanna continue this relationship or not. she is afriad that things will get worse. sigh.


but she also told him, her bf told her not to worry so much. because he feels happy being tied down to her, and wanna marry her. LOL. haha. she is still very unsure of his feelings. she is sure that she loves him lar. but she is thinking whether he loves her or not leh. anyone can give my zhabo advice ma? haiyohyoh. im so sad to see her sad sad de.


girls! anybody wanna go out or not? this friday releasing early leh. thought wanna go hk cafe makan de?! i wanna go out with you all leh. im bored going out with him le. lol. long time never see you all wearing home clothes liao. woohoo. go sing song leh. my mouth itchy. haha.


ok. teacher is on the run again. scard she will catch me blogging again. haha. love you all loads. muahs muahs.


bye. ((:

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hmm. to the anonymous who whined at my cbox, this is a message from me to you.


different people have got different views. you dont like my entry, or blog, jolly well dont read it! its common sense right? and when did i say ALL the people are like that? i said MY CLASS. so, does it concern you? who are you in the first place?


haha. goddamn china? ohmygawd! dont ever let someone from china sees this from you. why not goddamn yourself for making sucha big fool out of yourself here then? this can be a very good reason for insulting yourself.


wanna add comments, just comment on my entry. and NOT the style and my way of writing. so, what do you mean? i should oblige and adhere in your style and listen to you? really. who are you? you just simply a someone who steps into someone else's blog and bark like a mad dog.


of course. we are staying in singapore. didnt singapore government tried telling us to be multi racial? aww c'on. we did! but some people doesnt like the good things we done for them but in the end WE getting scolded by them for no particular reason? aww. be reasonable.


im 16? haha. apparently you dont even know who i am! haha. so, please know about whats the story is about before jumping into conclusion. you're just making me think that you're just another attention seeker.


CHILLS~


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oooh. great day today. yesterday was a tuesday and obviously it was a really boring day. but not a really bad day. we were doing the last office thingy. the girls wrapped the manniquin up as if its really a real dead body. it really freaked me out that period. i think they did all that also feeling scared ba. =\ my poor ladies.


haha. was so tired the whole day. i slept at 8 after dinner. haha. actually wanted to go to darling's house. but gave up in the end because of my tiredness. and he did something really disgusting when i was asleep. eww!


today woke up, still feeling tired lar. but pulled myself to school lor. went for the 2 hours only. then the rest, i think i would rather go back home and koon koon koon till the next morning. watched 40yr old virgin. haha. laughed as usual. it really made my day.


hmm. unsure about things? maybe you should think about it. cause' someone should never hurt himself/herself. haha. let me know ba. ((:


shall blog again! sian man! =\

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aww. dont be angry with me lar. aww. my fault ok? dont angry. dont pissed. dont sad. dont dots. =( i sad sad le. no one talking to me le. mass sad. =((


darling ignoring me again. went to taka with darling yesterday lor. then quarrel again. but i kinda numb liao leh. i also not pissed at him de. something wrong with me le. =.= but hope everything will turn out to be fine lor. sigh. i dunno why leh. like i dont really find faults with him laidat le. weird weird de. =\


today de sim class. stupid. all dunno about the post op thingy. haha. then became the laughing stock lor. haha. =X


sadded.


hopefully darling will talk to me when i reach home. sigh. sad. =((((


ooooooh my dear girl. dont angry with me le lar. aww. i feel bad ler. =(


bye bye.

well. someone is acting to be CLEVER . ;)

oooh. look at my new post! read my new title! someone trying to be a part of us! wow.


aww c'on! please get to know more about me and my peeps before saying that im a bitch. haas. you're really making yourself look like another idiot, you know? my blog can say its getting famous wor. ((:


and i think you got my webbie from my moblog? sorry, if you dont like my web, or you cant stand the look of me, then FUCK OFF WILL YOU? i also never force you to read what. DOTS! grow up and be rational. its common sense lar. who will stay and rot when he/she is hating about what she/he is reading or looking at?


you're a kid or something? haha.


chills!


now im at adwin's home, partying with some people i dunno. haha. feeling weird lar. but its ok. got this lousy com to accompany me. ((: now the guys are in here and playing guitar, spoiling my mood can?! =.=zz


alrights then. shall stop here. the noise level is high lar. haha. and to PRINCE, dont like then dont read.

" dont like then fuck off. its common sense."

PRINCE ( 2006-xxxx)

SOME PICTURES !

stupid adwin . =.=

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im getting bored with blogging. so, im going to do another round of stupid stuffs in my blog again. =D you can choose not to continue reading it. ((:


i think in my life, there's only needs and nothing about wants.


* i need money.

* i need perfume. ( where's my envy me!? )

* i need new songs. my mp3 is getting bored.

* i need food. i mean very GOOD food. cause who know's if we are going to die tomorrow? and im hungry now.

* i need love.

* i need to hate people calling people two-timers. we are not even together! =\ so please stop calling me one lar. DUHS!

* i need to kill those people who pissed me off for the past 3 weeks. ( go to hell! )

* i need to get married. probably not to you. ((:

* i need to go shopping. i dont wanna live my day with regrets. so, SHOPPING!

* i need to heal this pimple looking thing on my lip. dont ever pierce your lips yourself. it will cause INFECTION. no matter how much you washed your hands or used how much handrubs.

* i need to buy lotsa ear and nose studs.

* i need to buy new shoes, clothes, BAG.

* i need to buy new contact lenses. colour ones. black is boring. =X

* i need i need i need everything!

* i need to work and earn money. ahh. something more reasonable. =)



see? everything is need. there's no wants. so sorry man. so sian. when is darling waking up?! i wanna go out! =D cya all.

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hais. lonely night. darling isnt coming back le. really. i dont believe how come they cant finish their work on time when the week ends. then the worst, it cannot be counted as a duty night. its like so unfair lar.


but dont worry! im ok! getting tonight passed lonlily. sigh! adwin asked me to go over tonight de. but so many guys. dont want lar. later they gang rape me. hahaha. =X


today school as usual lor. just that me and becca reached school early but see no one there. saying 830am. but in the end nobody except ismail. the rest late. then gave excuses like 830 plus minus lor. =.= never mind. at least we got our stuffs done. =D


rushed home lor. saw tat wang jie from rgt de. came to sit next to me. and he stinks. =X he from sports that course de ma. can understand. =)


now using com lor. so many things never do in friendster liao. sian jit pua. now the etutor thingy cannot open. stupid web lar. waste my time. DOTS.


ok. go do my stuffs again le. so sleepy. hope today will pass quickly and can see my dar dar again le! anyway, i heard people saying tomorrow at east coast, there will be meteor rain. dunno its true anot leh. but im going! haha.


love you all!

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in bh class again. haha. mrs lau is back. means sian lar. =.= woo. becca never come. left me alone here. sigh! haha.


ok then. shall we restart everything? just forget the past and move on and improve on how we can do for each other. ((:


went to My Pub last night with darling and adwin. cause adwin birthday boy yesterday ma. haha. darling ordered tiger lar. but i didnt really drink a few mouths lor. cause i really dont like the taste lar. haha. smoked 6 sticks of ciggies! so happy!


then i noticed that the pub is employing people lar. so i asked lor. she rejected me cause im too young. =.= she told me to come back next year. DOTS! never mind. there were uncles there also lar. then they were like bio bio bio laidat. kns. got 1 female and anther uncle drunk. haha. they didnt really puked lar. they just went into the toilet to eliminate. haha. =D


went home at anout 1 plus lor. then talked and interacted with darling at home, looking back our past and finding for ways we can improve ourselves again. haha. so i decided to forget about the past already. really. i dont wish the whole thing to happen again can?


LOL. really felt very very tired crying le. now talking about it i dont even feel like crying. how sia? sigh. things will soon get better de bah.


i love you darling.


oh. if becca you're reading my blog now, please take care of your eyes can? very important de leh. haha. get your eyes well first then you wear your beautiful lenses lar. dont ai swee mai mia. ((: love you lots!


i also love dotty and cow cow lots! and my darling.


anyway. bush arrived at singapore this morning causing the whole expressway to jam. -.- haha. then darling asked me where will he be staying. so i just replied him, bush will be staying at Hotel81. why? cause the bus advertisment always say Hotel 81 got the singapore taste what. haha. =X


but i think most prob bush should be staying at hotels like fullerton or ritz carlton de. haha. he rich guy leh. =D


k. go check email liao. take care all! expecially becca and her eyes. haha. muahs!

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sorry. but my name is JIAHUI.=)

now i know how much of love i'm having for you. she sucks can? omg. SUCKS!


anyway, now in bh lesson again. wow. im really enjoying the new life without her. haha. imagine her disturbing us during our lesson? omg. that's gonna hurt! haha. but hope she's doing well now lor. BIG BULL. =X


becca de friend, moon got job lobang eh.haha. mango @ vivo city. haha. full time cause it will be having its sales again and they need quite a number of people to help out. which also means, the pay will be high lar. =D HAPPY!


oooh. he just called me. then i whispered to him that im having lesson now. no lar. im just trying hard to be lame. ((:


omg. i love lydia! she is so cute can?! i love her lar. =D


ok. shall blog next time when im online again. haha. love you all. love those who loves me now. love those who wanna know more about me. love those who made my life damn happy.


hate those who wanna share him with me. hate those he wanna know more about them. hate those who make me pissed off. hate those who are the fucked up fuckers. =\\


bye all. ((:

M.A.R.R.I.A.G.E.

whats marriage? its just a status for the females, and a piece of paper for the males.

both parties need not adhere to the after-marriage rules.

they still went out to meet other people, have fun and enjoy.

then whats the point of going back home, quarrels and misunderstandings takes place?

it simply defeats the purpose of getting married.

thats my point of view.

((:

some pictures . ((:

at taka . haha . fuck x'mas .

outside paragon . so many x'mas trees lars . which one to take pic with eh ?

now i realise how ugly i am . =.=

I SIMPLY LOVE THIS PIC ! ((:

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wow wow wow. anyway, this last entry is dedicated to YOU, lil fat girl once again, and the last one. alright. seems like everybody are ignoring you yea? so please, stop trying to act popular. haha. you're really making me laugh my heart out.

changed blog again? removed the tagboard? haha. all these moves are really proving people that what a bitch you are. oops! did i just said the word BITCH? so sorry yea? for you, i cant find the word GIRL in my dictionary. haha. since you're still emaiing mdm tang, why not just simply give her my whole blog URL instead? haha. scared? aww! you ought to!

* smiles.

please. im not stupid eh. you, copied, pasted, ediited, send, act innocent yea? and by the way, you're OLD blog profile are all describing about you? and er. find a hobby? i thought you've already got one? which is to backstab and the oh-so-famous quote. haha. you should know whats the quote! omg! how could you?! insult yourself? haha. look at the mirror yourself. haha. sorry, but if you think im gonna delete my blog entries because of you, please stop dreaming. im gonna leave it as it is unless justice is seen. you're simply sooooooooooooooo.....

PATHETIC.

like i said. you're scared. scared that everything will be out. early in the morning, you smsed your DEAR to tell him not to listen anything he was going to heard in school are all lies. why? cause' one word.

SCARED.

am i right? but please! dont! cause' you're already out of that school. there's nothing you can do. want mdm tang to confront us? sorry but i guess she doesnt have the rights to interfere in our problem. she's just bias, sorry to say this.

whatever. i hope you're reading this with your small naked eyes. reflect on yourself and the things you did. my my. i think you will really burn in hell. and i guess my blog is getting popular day by day.

i wont delete any entries from here. scared with all your might. protest all you want. go ahead. i dont need any backups. i got my own conscience. ((:

CHILLS ~


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1111o6 .


woo. last night quite ok lar. the phase test. argh! the teacher didnt even really concentrate on what i was doing lor. i DID swabmy stethoscope! she said she didnt see me doing it and i got my points deducted.


knn!


never mind. then she asked me questions. before i can answer her, she already answered them for me liao. then she thought i dunno anything! said my theries all cannot make it! kns! so angry lar. i must protest! =(


after that darling waited for me at school lor. then we went home, went out to marina for dinner. i bought 2 new tops! one from PUREMILK, another one from POA! the POA one very nice! the puremilk de, as usual lar, i still buy their razors lor. haha.


went got dinner at hong kong cafe. went to orchard. went there bcause the scenery there was very nice because of the lights. haha. walked from cine to far east. made me remember how me and my people walked and walked in the past. haha. =D


then nothing to do there le. so went to fisherman's village for some drinks lor. i drank their vodka cranberry. the vodka like a few drops only lor. and the cranberry so much. =.= but never mind.


then went home to orh orh le. so tired. drink till abit drunky laidat liao. haha.


1211o6 .

woke up at 11 plus lor. haha. then just ate my lunch. later going out with darling and adwin lor. cause adwin this wed birthday. we all no time ma. then maybe this friday go his house to party party. haha. he invited me de! =D


anyway, fiono xie is taken by a 27 year-old chinese-australian who works in a property development firm in bangkok. i think adwin must be quite down now. so later, im going to console him again! haha. fiona xie. =.=


ok. go do my stuffs ler. so sian. hearing some stupid sounds coming out again. cant wait to slap his face lar. omg. irritating! =.=


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I've been tagged by JESSIE LOCK to do this.


1) Think of 15 short bits of interesting stuff about yourself and they gotta be true.

2) Come up with 5 false statements regarding yourself, but for fun's sake keep them in the threshold of possibility.

3) Jumble all of them up and list them in any order.

4) Post in your blog and let people guess which are fake.

5) Get 5 others to do the same.

#8. i'm very UGLY .
#14. i'm depressed .
#4. i'm pregnant ! =X
#1. loves to have PE .
#6. loves to sing !
#3. i love my boy .
#12. i dont have trust in him . =#5. i love to study .
#7. i love to cry .
#10. i'm the siao zhabo of my group .
#18. i love to smoke and drink .
#13. i love to blog .
#19. i love to be rich tai tai .
#15. i hate DOTA .
#11. i love my home . =.=
#16. black is my favourite colour .
#2. i wanna be a jap girl .
#20. i love insects .
#17. i hate HER .
#9. confirm got people do this thingy after me .

5 people to do this:

- rebecca
- anyone who reads my blog
- qiin
- the HER who made my blog popular ?
- myself .

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omg. rushed home lor. haha. then alighting hor, dotty spotted something on my uniform!


A CATERPILLAR!


=.= then i was like screaming on the train lor. haha. then she squished the worm until very jia lat. haha. then told darling that this worm trying to seduce me, trying to molest me. too bad! its dead! hahahahahha. then i wanted him to be the post mortem de. he dont want. he scared. =.=


never mind. if can sue the caterpillar, i will.


haha. adwin ar adwin. i know what im doing de. its just another contract. if things were to be bad again. i got no choice but to give up lor. ((: thanks for your concern anyways. ((:


ok. im going to do my stupid behavioural science again le. si beh sian lar. i dont like. copy like shit laidat. -.-


ok. lets get this lameshit over and done with. you shut your bloody mouth and stop bullshitting. we shall not do anything. if SHE is also going to be your bootlicker, i think i will just keep quiet. cause' i think there's nothing i should be angry about. i just pretend has happened before.


MUAHAHA. then i can see who is that idiot liao. =P


LAMES.


oooh. this sunday going out! woohoo. cua that haiquan wanna woo this girl. but he shy ma. ask us to go along. =.= eh. you guy leh. dont be so sissy can anot? =D


ok. shall blog again. i go do my stuffs first. maybe come back again lor.


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LOTSA LOVE TO YOOOOOOU ! ((:


maybe should be called bull instead of koala bear bah? haha. really. our class is really making my day everyday sia.


raymond got really nice stories to share with the class for these 2 days. yesterday, we were having behaviour science class. the air con was not on lor. dunno whats the stupid school trying to do. trying to save the elctricity bills or what?


never mind. then raymond arh. really very funny leh. so hot arh, suddenly will stomachache one. haha. then he took 1 hour in the "toilet" leh. but patrick found him taking the lift. wow. doing his big business in the toilet instead of the loo meh?


teacher was angry. then asked him where the fuck he went lor. he gave the world's most ridiculous answer. " oh, the toilets from level 1 - 6 all closed liao. dont believe you go see." the stupidest thing is. we went to see, the toilets are not closed can? DOTS. no brain de leh.


NEVER MIND!


today. mdm tang asked him why is his hair brown? he said, " cus i like to go sun tanning ma." eh. funny right? suntan the hair will become so blonde de meh?


yesterday in lecture hall, he smsed me. so damn bo liao la. he sitting in front of me only. this is his sms" jiahui, i still like you, you know? ". my reply was: " oh. you still like me arh? sorry arh. but i dont like the tomatoes on your face leh. and if you can wear more stylo arh, maybe i will like you abit abit lor." then rebecca and cow they all saw liao kept laughing.


they stupid, spreaded to the whole class that he like me lar. DUHS. then i sian diao lor. haha.


oh. i forgot to remove my make up! =.= never mind. haha. do my work first then i remove lor. haha.


anyway, quote of the day, copied and pasted by becca,

" COPY, EDIT, PASTE, SEND, SPAM, ACT INNOCENT, BUT IN THE LOSING END. "

Bull

1988-2???

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things are worse today . making my head spin. LOL. i dont trust you. you're a waste of time.


oooh. now in bh class. then fucked up school wanna save up the electricity bills laidat. all the air cons all close. then the windows all enclosed. kns. so pissed off can? then worse, this teacher want us to study under this ho environment. siao eh! you think we are in kampong har?


DUHS!


never mind. she changed her url again? what can i say siah? scared lar? haha. no need scared one what. you said your conscience is clear what. you scared we tell teacher arh? go to hell lar. DOTS. what a bitch. childish asshole.


today my mood isnt that good lor. i feel like scolding many many people. omg. the first person i thought of is YOU. then its YOU. anyway, this is the CLASSIC of my blog.


PLEASE READ ON! ((:


some things that are worth to know them yourself and reflect on it. here goes!

SHE SAID THAT : -

- racheal is a flirt in clinical nursing. flirting with the doctors. not good. =.=

- said kaori anyhow think that handsome likes her. saying that kaori thinks too much. DOTS. and kaori doesnt even know. =(

- saying dotty is very "cu lu" when she herself is not even better! omg. dotty you kena leh. =(

- saying becca also flirt also. anyow flirt with other guys even though she got a bf. fuck lar. whats this man? DOTS!

- saying that LILIAN hung up the phone INSTEAD OF admitting herself that SHE hung up the phone. WAFAK? pushing the blame? trying to sound innocent arh? DOTS ! =.=

- scolded and screamed at me in front of dotty and patrick in he cafe just because bcca and i not going to cca. shouted at me, smsed to scold becca, writing in her own blog saying that she is always the victim. she doesnt even make it a point to around and ask about things lar. and when people dont inform her, she go around kbkb, backstabbing goes on again. sigh! CHILDISH!

- going around backstabbing us that we bully her. SHE is the one who has been here to insult us behind our backs.

- yes. we said that you're so doted by your parents because you're the only child. and i believe this kinda behaviour, you brought it to school. what the fuck?

- whatever you do, we are always the wrong one. you can stand there, to shout and scream at us, backstab us without we knowing,. you think you're correct. we didnt even say anything. but you think we are wrong! ya lar ya lar. you think you're the most correct on earth! why? because you got this mindset since young that you MUST BE PAMPERED by anybody! and obviously, we are not your parents. what are we to you? DOTS~

- saying that im cheap? haha. look at yourself, saying that 2 guys love you. but i dont see it can? anyhow make stories about desmond. WAFAK! if the 2 guys really like you arh, my head roll for you to see. you're the one who is really thinking too much. say i cheap? dont talk cock. dont alk cheebye.

- END .


whatever. im so fucking pissed off can? mass suck cock. im so angry! good. went to mdm tang to replace me arh? you got the rights arhs? you quit school.you said that we are pestering you. omfg.


fancy you saying this yourself fromyour fucked up blog, pushing the blame to us. you're the one there to kbkb more and more. you're really crazy shit.


GROW UP. GET A LIFE. thats my motto for you. ((:


enough said.

MEGA HUGE SIGHS .

so many things happened. im being maligned, saying that im not her match? how childish! get a life. really! you said you're already out of the course, and now blaming us to not even giving you peace, dont bullshit. you're the one who is here to bark like a dog. sorry to say this.


BUT MY BLOG IS GETTING POPULAR! should i just post that freaking face of yours? or should i just go and talk to her instead? haha. anyway, the lcass has a spy eh? haha. dont be kiddy for you. haha. one childish, another one is kiddy.


what the fuck?


relaly, making my eyes drop leh. cause' you two are so cute! making my laugh also. how? just by barking. dont just tag here! cuase' if you do, you will still be scolded. so how?


MEET UP AND TALK COCK LOR!


haha. dont dare? haha. i ought to be scared of what you told mdm tang? haha. go ahead and keep thinking that i am. i think you're really thinking too much, or you're just outta your mind. hmm. maybe you should consult a psychiatrist? ((:


never mind about this. this is making me worse only.


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im so troubled. you like cute and young girls. i hate this fact. there are so many cute and young girls around. im not your type. sorry but to say, we are over. im starting to despise you. you did this upteen times. i hate you. i really do.


get out of my life please.


gotta go! i love you all who are caring and be here for me when im always down. i really appreciate the love from you all. =))


thanks for giving me such memorable memories for the past 1 year. one day someone will be here to really appreciate me wholeheartedly. thanks for everything.


and to YOU, sorry again to say that i dont miss you abit. we dont miss you at all. so please dont be here again. simply because i had enough of you already. thank you alot too. ((:


sigh. what a day. im going to consult mdm tang tml ler. i cannot stand the class le. even the teacher is like this. i dont get it. sigh. spies all around, people who are so weird and childish. haha.


girls, i will be ok. tomorrow i will be going to school! dont worry about me yea? just that things are not good for me for the time being. time will pass then everything will be alright again! ((:


shall blog again .

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woo. there's this fucking bo liao person came to my blog and kbkb! haha. look who's the childish one? claiming that she had quitted school, saying that everything will be over. bullshit! madness! come my blog and kbkb?


dont like my blog arh? see it buay song arh? then fuck off lar. you think you type at my tag, we will listen arhs? dont bullshit again lar. cant you see everybody are scolding you? insulting you that you're fat? omg. you just dont realise that youre FAT! wafak! haha.


please. dont like, then siam. i dont force you to look de. see buay song, even a kid also know how to go away, your brain spoil? no wonder bh get so low marks. haha. =X im so evil again! full of id! haha.


never mind aout that pathetic bitch. haha. say i still young? obviously you dont even know whose blog you're in. haha. you made a mistake my dear. KNN.


anyway, today didnt go school. my mood was so so so down and my mense cramps killed me. haha. but now im at lan typing lor. since my bro dont let me use com at home. haha.


anyway, i guess this post is delicated to thos pathetic bitch lar. haha. she really made my day! barking here really like a bitch. haha. female dog? haha. so funny! i love her insults! carry on like an idiot please! i guess the kids from IMH sure love you de! wait next year i go there attachment, i will tell them there's this big sister, big means big and fat lar, who likes to make jokes out of herself de! haha. then i ask you to go over to give them a visit okies? ((:


haha. blog again! smuacksx to you all who love me. i love you guys too! ((:

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woooo. she changed her url ehs? haha. go ahead lar. haha.


anyway, we still got her blowjob face which she claims to be cute. eww! did i just said CUTE? haha. never mind about her lar. she crazy shit. =D


darling came to fetch me today. so nice of him. but, something bad happened lar. sigh! MEGA HUGE SIGH!


ok. going for dinner. shall blog again when im having bh lesson bah. haha. my bro dont lemme use com ma. haha. =D


cheers!

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oooh. now having bh lesson. haha. teacher catching people who are late. haha. serve them right. =X


oooh. me bo liao arh? you told teacher the truth arh? haha. dont bullshit. we talked to mdm tang le. she heard our story liao. you only ONE person saying your fake lies, and we are having 4 other persons talking about the same thing together. so, do you think mdm tang will listen to your fake lies? omg.


BULLSHITTING.


and one more thing, you already QUITTED school. so i dont think you should be any link to anyone of us INCLUDING YOUR DEAR. i mean " dear ". haha. trouble comes then call your mommy here. WOW. what a threat! we are so scared! PUI!


cry for your two dears la. kanasai. what the fuck la? omg. i still cant believe she said that im cheap. PUI. like i said, i got the ZI GE to cheap what. no matter how much you shake your pathetic big ass, you also cant win me. not to even say the other girls. dont bullshit and act.


like to act? go mediacorp lar. DOTS. really make my eyes drop you know? you're so mesmerizing! =.=""


ok. so many days had passed. i can only conclude that YOU are a childish ass, stupid lameshit, big FAT liar, actress. KNS. pissed off with your fucked up attitude. stupid spoiled kid. come and beat me lor. as if im scared? changed your pw arh? change lor. SCARED RIGHT? go die la.


BAH!


ok. now getting back the bh paper. haha. wonder how well i did leh. =D cheers to all! so can you all plan the day to go bugis anot? i wanna buy the bag leh. becca wanna buy the red pouch. haha. i think YOU reading this should be very envious of us bah. ((: but nevertheless, we feel really HAPPY without your existance. even ISMAIL felt the same too. now i think DESMOND got a space to breathe.


why ?



cause' there wont be a fucked pest chasing after him all the time. haha. i feel happy for him also la. =D


ok. i got 35.5 over 50 marks! so happy! haha. muahs to all! =D


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went to party world yesterday with darling and friends. haha. lawrence damn cute can? haha. =D but he is not my type. so dont anyhow think la darling. =D anyway, happy belated 1year and 2 months to us! =D love you.


oh. i did the worst of the group. but! its ok. i never study de hor! haha.


becca de blog pics all so retard one. =X haha. kidding la deh. =D


cheerios~


P.S YOU got 27 over 50 for your bh. haha. retribution i guess? quit also good lar. ((: really. but i dont think you're suitable to be a nurse also. you pay school fees to backstab people. haha. what a waste of money and resources. haha. go die la. =X

FREEDOM !

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woo. she quitted. fine then. finally i got to read whats in her blog. trying to avoid this matter by:

1) putting pw at her blog and forbid me from entering.
2) quitting school. ( maybe to seek attention to? hmm.)


she is what she is. we got no rights to control her. BUT. we got the rights to choose friends. who would want someone to be sucha pathetic act-poor-thing to be their "good" buddy? not me absolutely.


here are some messages from me to you:

- if you think that your conscience is clear, then why avoid this matter, skip school and to even quitted school?

-dont give excuses that you wanna go for other courses.

- if you think you wanna make us feel guilty for letting you end this course, im sorry but we are not abit.

- im being bias? hmm. time will tell lar.

- what do you mean the courtesy of informing you is still there? you mean you're the princess arh? i got to know everything after i've asked around. but the courtesy of informing me doesnt apply to me. then why you so special arh? everybody got to know their facts just by asking around what. what for just standing there and wait for the shit to drop but in the end no one tells you anything ne? so must make the iniative to ask what. ((:

- oooh. im cheap arh? fine lor. im cheap. so? i like who i am what. at least i got the " zi ge" to be cheap what. omg. why am i saying myself cheap eh? haha. ok lar. im just lusty? =DD but really lar. people got treat you as his DARLING ma? i dont think so wor. so relax on this lar. guys will anyhow think one. anyhow call dear. DOTS.


- you know yourself the best what lies you had been lying. you hated me, but you FAKED in front of me by being nice to me. eh. i hate liars and fakers leh. how har? can i condemn you? i get to know about you backstabbing me cause i asked around.

- hey hey. i still remember. your bloggy got a post about the A person. i bet its me. so what? see see see? you're the one who got issues with me and not me leh. how arhs?


really man. i really want an apology from you lar. just a sorry can le. CAUSE YOU SCREAMED AT ME IN THE CAFE FOR NOTHING! you think i forget ar? sorry eh. i dont forget things easily one. that morning was really a bad bad bad morning lor. just because of the billiard thing you made sucha big fuss. =.= very lame leh.


never mind. im not going to let someone to dampen my mood today. haha. so im going to blog about something nice. ((:


today de cms nobody turned up lor. got lar. afew only lor. very sian lar. sit behind listening to musci only. haha. then cnp lor. then go home le. then saw her at the cafe abit shocked lar. but find her pitiful leh. because of me she wanna quit school. aww! less one person liao. but its alright lar. no more scoldings for me already! no more being a slave for anyone already! =D


ok. im going back le. haha. so tired. sleep sleep sleep! =D


CHILL PEOPLE !